Jim this is starting to make me sick just reading all of this. So I guess that all of the adventures are just scared of becoming something like Adamsin. They had achieved what they wanted too, even if it was sinister. It was their plan all along they didn't seem the full picture of their actions, come too think about it I've never seen a single leader yet. I mean if I just setup the strongest Adventurer ever to live, then of course I would hid my face as well. He was the only one I would think would have a good Chance of fighting death. I'm pretty sure that with this new information about the world. Autumn would have this type of reaction she hid away from the world for the past fifteen years. Of course she is scared of standing up for her self. " Autumn this doesn't change what we need to do!, if you don't want to continue then I'm fine with your decision. That will not change my outlook on you, I will respect your decision. I'm not doing this for the sake of my self!. This is for Adamsin, for the children who are being used for sexual acts. If that doesn't make you want to continue on this path then I'm fine with that I get. This path will probably led to our deaths but I'm fine with dying for something like this though. Even though I'm risking my life for something that doesn't seem to be a lot for someone like you. Who gave up on humanity, you have every right to give up on us. I'm willing to go through will for the truth of this world, the world needs to know about this!.". She placed her self in the floor laying on the cold floor, looking at the ceiling. She breathes very softly," Jim I have a question for you?, are you willing to go against your belief system?!. Me and you both know that down the road there will be bloodshed. I also know that your Faith doesn't allow you to Murder anyone, with that how can you be able to defend yourself against someone who has no belief. I just don't want to go and fight for something that may not have any further meaning towards it. Me and Adamsin raised you from the age of six or seven, you are twenty four. You still ahevbs long life ahead of you. You are willing to risk your wife without a husband, your daughter without her Daddy. You honestly think that this is worth all of that, you escaped this harsh life so far. You can just keep going on, not working about the truth. The truth has nothing to do with you, clearly your just delusional. I think all of that time you spent praying and worshiping your God has caused you to go insane.". I snapped back at her with rage, " you think I want to risk my family for all of this. A glimpse of what I think could ever this world, look I've tried doing it in the way of my belief. Showcasing my Faith to the public you know what happened, couple days later those same people who. Said that they believe in it were the same ones who were causing harm to the children of Daragain, those same ones were the ones who hanged themselves when times got tough!. Yeah I would live for this world to perish, you think it's easy for me. You know how many children I had to bury, simply cause everyone saw them as nothing but flys to crap.!. Everyday I struggle with my Faith not knowing if I'm doing is the right thing. There is not a day that goes by that I would love to go and burn this whole town to ashes. I can't though I have to stay strong not for me but for my family, cause one day that won't see me anymore. I've been living like this for years, I've buried so many children that I've used to the smell of death. I never buried an adult yet that's very sad you know that, while your were hiding from the public. I was burying them, the public was being massacre by the public. That path leading to Daragain, on the left side is at least over three hundred children buried there. On the right sides is double that number, and every single one of them has a tombstone without a name. Each and every single day I seen father's celebrating, that they had just sold their children. Sometimes I would step in and save the child from that life. It went from one child too two,the three,then hundred. So that's the reason why I'm doing this, I know that risk is high. But I can't let this world live like this anymore, we have to be th hope the world needs". I had ran out of breath speaking for so long, I'd finally let it go. The anger that I've been holding onto for so long, she didn't deserve my frustration to be poured on her. I do feel better, now I have to face the consequences of letting go. Autumn started crying, face palming herself. She didn't understand what the word really had coem to, she probably still thought the world is peaceful as it once was. Even though it wasn't even back then. It wasn't as bad as it is now though, it may be hard for to accept that her world died once Adamsin died. She hid away for so long that once she gone back into Daragain, she thought it was the same. I should have been there with her, I knew that she wasn't mentally prepared for what she had witnessed. I don't care how strong willed you are, nothing will prepare you for a child being hanged In front of there parents. While the parents celebrate."