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Chapter 67 - Can't hear your words at all.

(Capital, main street)

I was standing in front of an open stage, and those on the stage were singing and dancing. I sighed and walked away. The place was crowded, whether it was morning or evening, always full of people.

I stood like this, in the middle, wearing noble clothes, so that no one would know my identity, standing like this while everyone passed around me, as if the rain was drowning me, and I thought of the people I had to meet, and the people I had met, those in heaven said they were punishing me, By making me live a thousand times, but, those who pretend to be fair, do they think it is fair to make others see me die? Or did they really want me to die?

It was fate, what brought us closer, and what separated us. It wrote separation and love on our hearts, but it also taught us the meaning of hope after despair, and that the destined do not need curses or prayers, their paths will intersect at the most unexpected moment.

That thought made me kind of sad, the thought that I might forget those people. I saw evil, I saw good, but whatever those people really were, I saw hope. I saw longing, longing for something far on the horizon. They made me taste what it meant to be alive.

I wished it were not for that, if they had taught me how not to fear separation. The road I had always crossed to reach home, I forgot it, and the moment it came to my memory, it drowned me in moments of its captivity. I wished it had remained that way.

How can I forget a road that I have crossed for years? It is still here. I still cross it, but it has become very different. This makes me feel like I never existed. This means that places will change, and others will grow up, but I am forgotten, as if I had never existed in their memories. Forgotten forgotten..

Someone put his hand on my shoulder, I turned around, "Minghao?"

He laughed brightly, "What are you doing here?"

I smiled sweetly at him, because I was grateful. At least he wouldn't forget me, "I'm supposed to ask you this, what are you doing here?"

He smiled, "I missed you."

I laughed sarcastically, "Please don't, let's end our relationship."

He put his hands on my shoulders and looked into my eyes, "No, I can't abandon you, how could you abandon me?"

A woman passed by us and looked at us with disgust and said to the woman next to her, "Look at her cheating on her husband in public. The young men of these days are so disrespectful."

We both looked at her as she walked away, then looked at each other and burst into laughter. He pulled away from me, "Sorry, miss, I really should have let go of you, maybe."

I stopped laughing and looked at him for a long time, sad, because I couldn't live a thousand lives for them. For the sake of each of my friends,

he looked forward, then his gaze froze, i turned where he looked to look.

He said, "Junhee?"

I whispered to myself, "Human?"

Then I looked at Minghao. The man approached us and bowed, "Brother."

"Brother? Really?"

I looked at his purple jade, which was hidden in his clothes and was visible. When he noticed that I noticed it, he quickly hid it, and began to examine me carefully.

Then he looked at my side, where my red jade appeared, I walked over it with my hand to make it disappear, then I laughed and looked at my side, the situation seemed very ridiculous..

Minghao spoke, "What are you doing here? How did you even get in?"

He was already aware that I was a princess. I doubted he might think beyond that. I looked at him sternly. He smiled and said, "I came for some business."

I smiled sarcastically, "What nonsense."

He looked at me in surprise, I smiled and said to him, "Junhee then. I will remember your name. We will meet soon."

He smiled at me, "Sure we will meet."

I smiled at Minghao, "I'm leaving now, see you soon." I turned to look at Junhee, who whispered."I found you."

(Feng's residence)

knocked on the door of someone's room. JiJi opened it, her eyes widened, "Sister?"

I smiled at her, "Can I come in?"

she nodded, "Of course you can."

I went to sit on the chair in front of the table in the middle of the room. She sat happily in front of me, "What are you doing here?"

I put a bottle of wine on the table, "I brought you wine that I made."

She laughed strangely, looking around the room, "You know I don't drink alcohol anymore..."

I smiled at her, "Don't worry, I won't tell my aunt that you are still drinking."

She smirked and looked at the wine, "Thank you. I'll drink it later then."

I pulled out the bottle from Jiji, "Why? Let's drink now."

She looked up from the bottle to my eyes, then stopped smiling, "I don't mind, but when you finally come, why do you bring poisoned wine?"

"Oh," I stopped smiling too, and looked at her.

"So the wine is poisoned," I whispered.

I was disappointed, because I put my blood in this wine, but it was poisoned. This confirms that I am not a dream, and that fate did not absolve me of my sin. Instead, it confirmed my suspicions. There is no escaping fate. His choices are very few. In every life I was born as a phoenix. The phoenix is a sacred being. Its blood is forbidden and poisoned, except for a few types whose blood is curative. In the past, whenever devastation prevailed, evil people killed the phoenixes in order to save their lives and save themselves. Later, in order to save themselves, the phoenixes clan asked the heavens to poison their blood. Whenever a disaster occurred, the phoenix drank their blood and ended their lives. I thought that Everything didn't go according to fate, I was finally able to escape. listening to her words, I held myself in false hope.

She spoke with a sad look, "I know that I will not die from your alcohol, but I still feel strange and resentful about your actions toward me."

(a few years ago, flashback)

While my mouth and Xiao Yan's mouth were filled with food. The server spoke: "Did you like the food?"

"Mmm very delicious", Xiao yan replied.

The old servant spoke: "I'm glad you like it, Mrs. Ji Ji spent a lot of time preparing it."

Xiao Yan kept eating, not paying attention to his words: "Indeed, it is delicious." While my cheeks were full, I looked at him in shock, and then my feeling of involvement began to increase. Suddenly, Xiao Yan raised her head from the food and looked at me in amazement. She realized too late what kind of misfortune had occurred. We looked at each other for a second and Then we looked at the food We threw down the food that was in our mouths.

The servant was surprised and seemed annoyed by our action, "What's wrong, my princess?"

I turned and looked at him spitefully, "You're new here, aren't you?"

This was the last time we hired anyone from outside the palace..

"I thought I was drunk from the beauty of the food, but it turned out to be the taste of death." Xiao Yan said as she cried before she fell to the ground and fainted.

"That bastard.." I whispered before I lost consciousness

The servants quickly ran to us, and chaos ensued. The truth is that Feng Jiji's skill is practically insignificant, as it is a skill that protects her and is harmful to others, as she is not affected by poisons at all, instead everything she touches becomes poisoned, and the ingredients for the antidote to her poison are extremely rare and difficult to obtain. However, Xiao Yan and I were still weak, unable to control our inner strength and body.

In the Royal Book of the Royal Family's Talents, her skill is mentioned, which is a skill that no one else has, as follows: "The Master of Resistance is a special skill that makes its owner immune to poisons and toxins of all kinds. No matter the source of the poison, it will not affect or harm its owner. Even the most deadly and potent poisons are effectively nullified through the power of this skill, allowing the owner to walk through fields of poisonous mist and fumes without fear of harm. This skill can be extremely useful in situations where the risk of poisoning is high, such as when venturing into dangerous forests or uncharted areas with unknown substances and substances and toxins."

Her skill is useful in cold wars, not in a life like ours, and thus Feng Jiji is considered the weakest member of the royal family, as her strength is non-combat, and she has never trained in a defensive skill, so she does not have any special swords or spirit animals. But she has experience with all types of poisons, so as long as her opponent is not a strong opponent with fighting skills, "most of the talents in the kingdom have deadly skills, so the chance of her winning in a competition with other clans or talents is very small." But as long as the opponent is not gifted in terms of speed and perception, he will not survive a single breath of her poison, but she must continue to eat poisons from time to time, so as not to be poisoned by her internal poison.

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(Family meeting Hall, flashback after the incident)

uncle said, ''I can spread stability in the kingdom, the army, the people and our family, but it is difficult to bring stability to your hearts, but at least can pretend to be at peace? I heard my servant say that there is bullying among the princesses against the weaker ones?''

Of course, as expected, everyone looked at us. It seems that no matter what we do, we are the evil ones, although recently I have begun to look at the face of anyone here, I see the face of a devil.

I said, emphasizing the word clearly, "I really, really didn't want to talk about this even though I was very angry, but this went beyond bullying and became an assassination mission. Of course, by saying this, I am making it clear that there is a terrible error in defining who is meant by "weak" here."

My uncle spoke sternly, "Don't say things so rashly."

"I really wonder if she was pretending to be stupid or pretending to be stupid because surely a girl who deals with poison would never be an innocent girl. Shushin and I were eating and suddenly the server told us that she was the one who cooked our food!"

Of course everyone understood, but they pretended they didn't understand.

"I just wanted to give you food, I wore gloves."

Xiao Yan's patience ran out and she shouted angrily, "You bastard, this is so unjustified, how can everyone say that we are bullies and no one knows that we spent five days living in the medical room trying to fight death? Gloves? They can't stop you can they?!"

Lu Yuxi laughed, "Sorry, this is just too funny, you were easily poisoned."

I leaned my body towards Xiao Yan who was sitting next to me and said, "Do you have a way to replace Jiji cup with Yuxi cup? They have become unbearable and can't control myself. "Maybe my swords will fly through the air towards their heads."

Xiao Yan took my hand, "Let's not waste our future. Let's kill them in secret so it won't be obvious.."

Of course, even though we were never compatible, the distance between us grew even bigger after that day, and we never got an explanation for what she did on this day, in this palace. We used to hide secrets and nightmares in the evening, and in the morning we pretended to be tough. It was as if nothing had happened..

Because of our imperfect past, we have no choice but to live our way and hope for a simple life. Even though everyone lives that way, every one of us still hopes for things beyond what we can reach. We all cannot help but long for things that are not close. What is far away, despite our dreams and hopes, we can only bury them under the pillow and wake up for tomorrow.

Thinking about it, I alone am cursed with an eternity of pain and a tragic death, because I once wanted love, freedom and happiness, but I was never perfect, so what about them? What past did they live before we met here? What did they do?? I can't help but think, what is their fate? Did they curse themselves like I did? But again, only time will reveal their truth. What we have to do today is to live. Whatever the fate of tomorrow, we must live another day.

(Feng's residence, Feng Jiji's room)

I got up from the chair, "Sorry, I didn't mean any offense."

"So what did you mean?"

I stopped and looked at her before opening the door, "Never mind, I wanted to know if it was poisoned or not, so I brought it here. You better not drink it. It will be dangerous."

She almost said something, or said it, but i left quickly, and the air rushing towards me made me unable to hear her last letters, so I walked without having any idea. I thought that those around me never knew who I was, but I am thinking now, since they all have the same idea. About me, does that mean they are right? Am I the only one who doesn't know? What trick is this?

I'm just standing up for something that I believe is me, but even if no one believes me, even if no one ever sees me the way I see myself, if I meet at least one person who looks at me and sees me and doesn't see other people in my eyes instead of seeing me as I really am, I will die proud.. Oh God, I am guilty, and I am currently being punished, but please, grant me some wishes. Before I die, this may be my last time.

Maybe I'm not grateful, and I don't realize or find happiness in things until they're over, but you... you'll forgive me... won't you? I am still a girl, a young girl, and the world hurts me, and my heart, which is helpless and powerless. He has no choice but to pray and look at the moon.