It's really funny how sometimes your one small action can have huge consequences, someone said it right we should think clearly and thoroughly about every single step we take,
reading that mail and taking that as a joke was my biggest mistakes its too late to regret now, but damn I wish I never opened it, that mail was quite long containing information regarding application submission or so I was one of the qualified candidates and I took that lightly there were a lot of fraud going on anyways so I simply ignored it, and didn't read it after 3-4 lines, I paused my gaming for a while and go down stairs to get some thing to eat, I wasn't thinking much about the mail until the next day or a series of days when I had these strange vivid nightmares in which I found myself in the middle of nowhere there was nothing but desert as far as my eye could see and infront of me was this gigantic long road I cried and screamed for help but there was no one there I always felt like I was been watched , at some time I really got afraid to go to sleep and face those nightmarish dream again one thing that always stand out to me was that how real it felt how scared I was even after waking up I woke drenched in sweat with red eyes like they were exposed to dust and light but that was not the only weird part every single time I had that dream I faced same set of events like I was in a game running over and over again until I clear it, so I decided this time I will try to take the hints the dream is giving and reach its end to finish it so I can over come this stupid hallucination or what ever it was little did I know that instead of running away from that monster I drove right in his direction.
sorry Emily , I really miss you guys, but I promise I will fought every single thing that comes in my way to come back home, but till then wait for me I'm on my way.