It's 2:00 AM right now and I want to cry, I am always in my thoughts 24/7 or I guess for as long as I'm awake.
I was day-dreaming, I was playing this game but then I zoned out I don't know where I was but, It seemed like a plant shop maybe? She was there. She looked at me, well looked through me and found this potted hyacinth. She loved flowers...,Nowadays I put bouquets on her memories everyday. sleep away get some rest you deserve it. But, just like a wise person once said:
" 𝒟𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒻𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝒾𝓁𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓉𝓊𝒹𝑒."
but getting out of this place for a moment, I was back in the cemetery, out of all places she could have put the plants. She put it behind this rather old yet withered tree and on it's trunk there was an engravement which she looked at again and again... It was a piece of paper and a hyacinth? 𝑜𝒽….
𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇…
𝘋𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘮𝘦,
𝘏𝘪! 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘱. 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘶𝘱 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘻𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵! 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘳 𝘶𝘱! 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺 :)
𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦,
𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧.
What a ray of sunshine. She sits so peacefully beside the tree even the withered tree seems like it may come back to life. I wish I can go outside... Be as free as the birds and fly high in the sky.. I feel like I am in a ship that is sinking and I don't know how to stop it. Well as the saying goes:
"𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓅𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒾𝓉𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓅."