(All of this is fiction some are taken from Greek and Roman Mythology and some are made by me so please don't be confused)
(Might be confusing cause this is a diary i cant tell you big or tall something or somewhere is lol)
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Dear Diary, */*/####£%%^
I don't know how to describe this feeling, its like feeling lumon and sogar together, its bittersweet, its about the afternoon right now and i'm at the Old Mans house in Rome...
I finally met them at the entrance of Rome,it's the first time i met them its like lumon, bitter and irritating, they were looking at me with cold eyes and emotionless face and i can see a bit of anger in them...
When i talked to Dad, he raised his hand and nearly slapped me but held back, i could feel gases around us, i'm scared 'whats going to happen when i get home? Am i going to get slapped like last time? Will i lose control and try to hurt him? will he slap and punch me like last time?' i grew more nervous every step we took,
i looked around, i tried to find help, will i see the light again? will i return? can i escape? my thoughts became more and more scary, my entire body is growing nervous everything is looking more scary their stares, their steps, and all the people looking, at me it was too much i wanted to run, i wanted to explore more, i want to feel emotions except more fear and nervous!, I WANT TO BE GOD! I WANT TO LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
Yet, nothing i could do is possible i can run but i can't hide they will find me i can escape when i get home but when they leave the house i would already be injured in my all of my body i would be just like a cripple alive but broken, i would forever be in that place again, i want to forget everything, i want to live! I HAVE TO LIVE!!!..
While i was thinking these thoughts we were at the house, 'what? we are here?' this wasn't the house i know, it was big, it wasn't the small and dark house i lived in, where are we? i wanted to ask them but i was so nervous and scared...
As we entered the big door of the large house i saw many maids and butlers, they were lined near the red carpet all of them of them lined up in two lines the right, maids, in the left, butlers...
I thought would never be free, i thought i will never see the light again...
Then i saw him, an Old Man that looked like he is in his 50's, he said to my parents to leave the house, they left without even looking at me, it hurts it really hurts right now, but back then, i was really nervous i remembered my legs shaking, he told me to come with him upstairs, but i couldn't even walk my legs are shaking so much, i was nervous then, he told a maid to help me walk upstairs.....
The maid helped me and i walked at the stairs, i followed the maid to a room that has two doors, i was getting more nervous as i walked those steps, the maid knocked at the door and opened the door...
There i saw the Old Man writing on some papers, he looked at me and stoped what he was doing and stand up...
He said to me "You have potential but you do not show it, why?" i grew more nervous and scared "Wha-what do y-you mean?", i said, the man looked at me and said "Child, do not fear me i do not mean no harm" i felt a little relieved but still nervous,"Child, tell me, why suppress your potential?" i was confused "What do you mean?"
"You have the potential, the potential to become a Creator, but you suppress it why?" i was shocked, skeptical, but happy at the same time if i could describe it, it would be like sogar, sweet and pleasent...
I was just standing there looking at him with curious and skeptical eyes, he looked at me and told me "Hm, i guess you need more time, Gwen show her around, i have to take care of something, after that i will call you to my office to talk with the girl"...
The Maid named Gwen nodded and proceded to show me around i saw many rooms and places in which took about 2 hours when i was tired, thrn the Maid lead me to my room which took about 20 minutes, and i was exhausted...
The Maid proceded to bring a cup of water, it was made of glass and looked quite fancy...
After that the Maid left and said that she will return shortly...
It felt quite strange, my parents brought me to a Strangers house, and left, a Man that looked quite Old told me i had potential to become a Creator!, then the maid showed me around the large house that by now i think is a mansion if some sort, im writing my Diary right now while im waiting for the Maid...
This day is really strange, i wonder what happened to Mom and Dad...
I wonder what will happen when i meet the Old Man next time!...