Chapter 3 - Chapter 2

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AN: I don't know why you read this
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After that revelation everything starts to clear a little bit more and with that clarity I start to understand what I am

I'm the fleeting conscience thoughts of who I was before I merged with Artoria Pendragon who at the time was most likely a child

But why are we only just remembering at the end of it all, unless at the time her young underdeveloped mind and soul couldn't handle a fully developed consciousness and existence

So wall my soul and consciousness merged and made hers far stronger than it should have been, no wait ours

So well I am her and she is me, the me of before memories must have been locked in the very deepest part of our soul and mind
Only to emerge when it was time or so I think

" Hey Artoria hold out your fist"

I say remembering a certain anime(AN cough Naruto cough)

Artoria still looking so lost and confused does so awkwardly while looking questioning at me

As are fists meat we close our eyes subconsciously, feeling as if shackles that have been holding me my whole life freeing along with everything falling in place

Bits and pieces of memories flow through my mind of a world at peace, of a time that I know so well but is yet to come

Of things to be invented, foods to be created and cultivated so many wondrous things to come and go

But something that grabs my attention is something I recall, anime and novels a past time in my last life I used to escape the reality I've came to find bland and to find joy in others creations such as Naruto, Code Geass, Bleach,

Fate

A story of masters and servants battling it out for a holy grail and wish

A character wishing to save her country from ruin

A naïve master wishing to save the world from war and suffering

Betrayals and revelations I'd never thought possible

A perspective I've never had before begins to clear things I thought were my mistake's, burdens and regrets that I've placed upon myself for the longest time we're not just solely mine

I feel as if a cloth it had been wrapped around my head began to loosen and fall away

I can not save my Country for its destruction is needed for humanity to move forward and an age to pass, i may not like this fact but at this point it's set in stone and i now see that clearly but what should I do now

I'm a heroic spirit for at least one grail war and it will most likely be the fourth

I need a plan to break away from the World. No wait I'm still technically alive in my time and if I immediately terminate the contract I'll bleed out resulting in my death and be taken to Avalon

That's the answer to the questions I've yet to ask: Avalon

If only it were not stolen and lost to time it could've most likely healed me

" WAIT that's it"

I don't have it now but I know when it will be and how it will be used, although that comes with its own set of problems

Such as if I get my hands on it and end the war, would it travel back through time to my body with me

No wait it should, I'm alive if only barely in my time so my soul is most likely being summoned in a spiritual body constructed of the legend of King Arthur

How else would I still have Excalibur when it was disarmed from me by Mordred and on my death be returned to Vivian, but Avalon came with no such instructions and is 100% mine

All I'd have to do is soul bond to Avalon as I should have along with Rhongomyniad, with my mind restored and my memory sorted through and organized for later use

A dark shade of emerald eyes open in the darkness

" Well now that's all sorted how does this work, HELLO SUNMON ME"

I yelled with no response whatsoever to the void or whatever this dark space I find myself encased in

"sigh"

Well with nothing to do and no idea when I'm going to be summoned or called upon

" I suppose I should train more, being stuck behind a desk all day bens bad on my instincts and swordplay i've also got to remember the magic lessons i've learned as a child from the dick wizard"

Focusing my mind to create the inner world l'd enter as a child to get instructions from Merlin on magic and etiquette

In an instant I appear on the familiar and nostalgic grass covered field i'd swing my sword for hours on as a child getting instructions from sir Kay on my form

In an instant I'm reminded of how inhuman I'd become

" Becoming a king means no longer being human"

Fuckin Merlin man

Of course I wouldn't be human, I was never truly treated as one

my whole life was planned before I was even born

Wake up,

tend to the farm and chores,

Train in the ways of a knight by Sir Kay

Go to sleep only two be thought by Merlin in my dreams

That asshole, I never truly got sleep till I became a king but that was only 1 to 2 hours at the best of times

"Merlin and Morgan are truly perfect for each other"

Both seem to be good with dicks though

" Thank God for that"

I say while remembering the time Merlin used magecraft to turn me into a pseudo-male capable of producing sperm for the duration of a week

Only for it to completely stay and be completely irreversible, it was funny seeing true panic on his face at that time

Now that I think about it it's probably because of my wish, being male to female would've been hard but I get to keep my dick so

"Ooh"(Sigh of relief)

Well time to start focusing and refreshing on all that I've known and come to known

"Suppose it's time for one of those epic training montage skips that I've seen in my memory"

I say as I am about to go through everyone of my memory, The life I've known and a life I'll come to know.


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