"Who would have known that when I got the paternity test results for that child, I would feel completely shattered! I never thought that he wouldn't be my child! I remember asking you if you had been with any other men beside me. You said no. I believed you, but what's the deal with Thomas Smith? I felt like you deceived me and treated me like a fool! At that time, my sole intention was to punish you, to humiliate you, and to crush all the feelings I had for you! So..."
She remained silent. In fact, after experiencing such extreme pain, followed by months of reflection, she had gradually let go of her emotions.
She thought that she didn't actually resent Robert Thomson for treating her that way. She had concealed the issue with Thomas Smith, and any man would find it difficult to accept such a thing.
As for whether Robert loved her or not, it was no longer her primary concern after these few months of reflection.