I shroud my face with the hood of my cloak and use a magic to mask my identity. I scan the stalls of the bustling market, but there is no indication that pregnancy pills are sold here. Lyrica used it before, so I am sure it is available in this world.
With aching feet, I trudge over to a bench and sit heavily in it, weary from my fruitless search. If I am going to Calais' estate, I am certain something will happen between us. It might even happen en route to Parcell's estate. I feel my cheeks grow warm as I imagine what might happen between us. If only I can have a child with him, I don't have to go through this hassle.
Yet, I know that I can't. If I am going to return to my world, what will happen to my child? Also, if I return from Parcell back to the castle, how am I going to explain the child on my belly?
