Sarah pov's

I was focusing on the teacher that teaching in front of class, she teaches a new topic and gave us homework before the bell rings. "Class, I would like you all to do the task that I just give and make sure you all done it by Friday. I'll see you all on Friday, dismiss."

RINGGGGGGGG....

I put my book inside my drawer desk and say goodbye to Mia, "Bye, see you tomorrow."

"Bye, see you tomorrow too." She waved me and walk out the class with the others.

"Jackies, you want to go to the restroom with me?" I asked her since we stay back after school because our parents gonna be late to pick us home. "Sure,let's go." She put aside her book and we walked out class.

We just got back from the restroom and I saw him sitting inside our class. Great. Fucking great. "Sarah, isn't that him?" Jack pointing at the direction of him. "Hmm...it is..ignore it." That's all i said. She nodded. We walked in the class and greet our senior aka brother, Louis.

"Hi brother" Both of us said and high five him.

"Hi sis" He returned back our greet. See, he's my friend since my second year at school and he always treat me more like his own sister. I pretend didn't see him and sit at the front in the corner class. Suddenly, the doors open and I was greet my other brothers (senior). They were three of them,which is Brad,Alex,Ian. But what caught my attention is the senior behind them, he's tall, handsome and have a perfect body. I was looking at him and he seems really familiar to me, I think I saw him before but I didn't remember when and where. It didn't take a long time for me to drool over him,so I turn around and look outside the view. All of sudden, there is someone stand in front of me. He's back facing me but I know that he is the senior that caught my attention. What is he doing here? I wonder why but I got disturb by him. Fucking great. Again. He sit besides me and I just ignore him and he ask the senior to leave in front of me. What the hell?

"What?" I asked him.

"Nothing." He said and walk out the classroom.

I need to get rid of him ASAP. I walk to the back classroom and sit on the desk to chill myself but suddenly someone disturb it. "Hi" I turn around to look in front of me,it's the senior. I was shock for a moment but gained back myself. "Hi senior" I said.

"You Sarah right?" He asked me.

"Yes, and you...wait..you Matthew?" I asked in wide eyes.

"That's me" He chuckled and look deep in my eyes. I look back at him and nodded. He lift my chin up and asked me, "Something bother you?"

All of sudden my heart felt pain, my tears starting to form at my eyes. I can't even open my mouth, my body start shaking and I feel like want to collapsed. Without any sign, he hug me and said, "Shhhh, it's okay i'm here."

I can't hold back anymore, I buried my head at his chest and cry as hard as I can. It hurt..really hurt to think about it all... He hugged me tightly and calm myself down.

30 MINUTES LATER.....

"You good now?" He look at me. I nodded and thank him. "I need to go now,see you again?" He said and I nodded.Before he went home, he hugged me and wave at me.

"Sarah, we need to tell you something." Jack said and ask me to come sit beside her. "What is it?" I asked. "It's about your boyfriend,he..." Jack take a deep breath and told me everything, literally everything. "Heh...unbelievable. Thank you for telling me this and I know what to do now. I will ignore him if he chats me tonight. I really need to get rid of him ASAP." I said in serious tone and she nodded quickly. I look at my phone and saw my mom is here already. "My mom is here, let's discuss this tonight with our brothers, I got a lot to tell you guys what happend to me these past few months. Bye jack,don't stay to late." I said and hug her goodbye. "Bye, take care Sar." She hugged me back and I nodded.

I went inside the car and greet my mom. My mom wants to buy some groceries so we decided to go some shopping before went home.On our way, I saw my notification from him. I ignored it just like I said it before. I decided to text Louis about it.

Brother, are you free tonight? I need to tell you some bad news.

Sure. Is it really bad?

It is. 10pm?

Okay.

Fuhhh.... I lay my head and look outside from the car. What a bad day. I keep thinking back about Matthew and he somehow make me wants to know him. I could feel the attachment from inside my body. What happend to me? Suddenly,my phone blown up and I check who the fuck is it. What the hell?

Sis,are you okay? - Alex

Little sis, are you alright? - Ian

Yo sis, you good? - Brad

Sis, I need you to tell the others what happend to you. - Louis

Huu... They really worried me that much? I guess I have to tell the others too tonight. I can't keep this anymore or else I started to lose myself again day by day.