I left without saying a word to them. It was too much to bear because I really don't have a place in there. It was a good choice to leave silently rather than ruining their dramatic moment.
As I went out, I was able to breath again after a suffocating time inside the room with my so-called family. After a while, my personal driver drove me back home.
I stared blankly at the car's window for a couple of minutes now, the traffic had taken longer than I thought it would. I'm tired, I hope it won't take for another couple of minutes...
After that long traffic we were able to reach the house. Staring at this big house in front of me made me feel lonely again, it's full of light but the only thing that I have felt was darkness surrounding that sparkling lights and a big house that felt empty. It used to be warm, but now it looks cold like the winter season.
I gotten out of the car and walked towards the front door and as soon as I open it, the surrounding was peaceful yet it felt uncomfortable. This is nothing new to me, compared on being treated as a nonexistent person, this one is much better don't you think?
"Ma'am Azalea, do you want me to make you a hot chocolate?" One of our housekeeper asked, it was Linda, the eldest housekeeper in our house and the one who worked longer than the other housekeepers here.
"Yes, If you could, then please make me one." I said and smiled at her, she also smiled back at me and mouthed, "Okay." as she went to the kitchen.
I lied myself down on the sofa as I am currently in the living room. What an exhausting day, I didn't want to visit my older sister from the hospital but they keep insisting for me to go and I couldn't entirely say no to them, so I ended up visiting again.
I might just keep myself busy with schoolworks for now which I didn't even take as an advice that I made for myself a long time ago. But now I'm certain, I'll keep myself busy and I'll join every activity from our school.
And I'm doing this not because of the sole reason that I wanted my family's attention; I'm doing this because I didn't want to lose my spot as a top student, even though I have a procrastination habit. But that doesn't mean I would let them take that spot, my spot.
I'm a competitive student after all.