"So Begum «Wife» ..." I heard his seductive voice beside me. I turned to him and his expressions were yelling mischief. And for me an alarm to the danger.
I hurriedly stood up but in next second I was pulled in his embrace more specifically in his lap. My hands automatically circled around his neck. My breath got unstable at our close proximity. But he was enjoying himself very well.
"W-what are y-you doing"? I stuttered and I really wanted to smack my head on my own mistake. I struggled in his embrace to get free from his cage of arms but no avail.
"Haya please! Just for once" I stopped struggling at his helpless and defeated look. I think it's time to get my answers.
I sighed at last and said "Okay! But please this is not appropriate" I gestured at myself sitting on his lap. He nodded his head slowly and made me sit beside him. He started.
"First of all, I am really very sorry for my behaviour from last 5 years. I know I can't justify my any action by just saying a mere word sorry but believe me i deeply regret everything i did, I really do.
This all started with the topic of our marriage. As you know at that time i was deep in the illusion of love with Rameen that unknowingly i made you suffer on the very night of our marriage. When our marriage was final, I directly told my parents about Rameen" This was a very shocking piece of news for me. I never knew they knew about it.
"They disheartedly put a condition infront of me. They said if Rameen says yes to my proposal then they will do as i say but if in any way she rejects then 'You' their Jaan will be my bride as you were bound to be mine since your birth. This wasn't the only reason, they just couldn't think that you will be anyone else's bride beside me and leave them alone in the Haveli. You know na they just love you more than me" He passed me a smile at his last words and i also smiled because this was true. They gave me more love then my own parents. He continued.
"But to my utter shock Rameen rejected. At last when she was saying something she said that just before calling me, she was talking to you and in the anger of rejection i put the whole blame on you in my mind and instantly cutted the call without listening to her. That was my first biggest mistake. I should've listened to her and shouldn't conclude anything immediately. The thing i deeply regret was that i broke the trust of my best friend".
"You were my best friend, my partner in crime after all. So, missing you in America wasn't something new. But i just couldn't get myself to call you, talk to you because of my behaviour on that night. I thought by now you will be hating me".
"When i was coming back after 5 years, I decided to clear our all misunderstandings right away but when i saw your hairs which were cutted down, my anger shot up. My assumption got confirmed that you really hated me for the last 5 years. I thought 'My Haya' will never change the things 'His Zay' likes" I frowned at his words.
"That's not true Zay. I will never hate you hell I can't even think about it. I thought you hated me for the last 5 years and in order to impress you i cutted my hairs short. I never knew this would trigger your anger" I clarified.
"Haya! You really thought your Zay will hate his Haya"? He asked in disbelief. "You also thought the same Okay? Don't blame me for thinking like that, i called you, messaged you for 5 years but you never replied so automatically this was the best conclusion I could come to" I said rolling my eyes and in a bit of angry voice. He is again blaming me.
"I never received your messages and calls Haya because my account blocked right at the moment i stepped foot in America. I tried to get my account back but couldn't get" This was also very shocking piece of news for me. So Damn misunderstandings. I really wanted to smack both our heads.
"So, in all i hurt you with my words because i was intentionally provoking you to open up. This Haya was so new to me. She don't talks to me. Excuse her whenever Her Zay was around. She was just so difficult to understand" Okay he was being sarcastic now.
"Oh Hello! I was just giving you what i thought you wanted" I pointed at him accusingly.
"That i know now. The situations were like always against us" He concluded and I nodded my head in approval because it was very true. Just some mere misunderstandings took 5 damn years of our peaceful life.
"One more thing Haya! I swear i never used you in any way. When you talked about divorce before the Rukhsati, I literally lost it. I never in my worst dreams could think about it and you said it. So after that i thought to make you believe that i really wanted this rukhsati, I wanted you with all my heart, but here also you took all of this in wrong way. I didn't knew how to tell you that 'I LOVE YOU' loved you from the very start, you were....." He trailed off because i made him shut up slamming my lips against his. Shock would be an underestimate word.
He was so shocked that he was literally stilled in his place. I wanted to laugh at his widened eyes but ignoring him i closed my eyes and after some seconds his hands swapped around my waist pulling me in his lap, in his embrace, Close to him, close to his heart.
I smiled in satisfaction as he took incharge. His lips against mine were just perfect as they moulded very well together. His one hand on my waist pulling me more closer to him than i ever was. His other hand in my hairs angling my face and making me still in place and not letting me apart from him, from his lips.
Pushing his tongue in my mouth, he devoured every corner of my mouth making me shudder with the pleasure. I was feeling dizzy as my mind stopped working. My stomach twisted knots in a way to make it maze as i felt butterflies dancing in my stomach.
I was feeling feverish as my body, my nerves, each and everything seems to be in fire. Our hearts were beating against eachother wildly yet in sync.
After a full session of passionate kissing and sucking, He continued his sweet torture until we both needed air in our lungs. Breathing heavily i fluttered my eyelashes at him. He was already staring at me intensely. I smiled in a pure bliss.
"Say it again" I said still breathing heavily. First he was confused but the next second he smiled mischievously.
"Ladies first" I smacked his head lightly and laughed a bit. "Way to ruin the mood Zay".
"Not fair Yar Haya" He pouted and i stealed a peck from his lips. I hurriedly hided my face in his chest.
"Why so shy now? Just seconds ago you were the one who initiated it" He laughed teasing me.
"I am waiting" He whispered kissing my ear Slowly and sensually earning a pleasurable moan from me. His hold tightened around my waist. "Damn you Haya" Desire was very evident in his voice.
I opened my eyes just to met his ocean full eyes against my Amber one's.
"I don't know why, how, when but I was, am and will always be madly and deeply in love with you, with my Zay. I Love You! I with all my heart do Zay" I finally confessed my love to him without any stuttering and any hesitation.
His eyes sparkled immediately and his smile widened. His eyes were glistening with love and unknown satisfaction, relief and somewhat shock.
"Honestly! I also don't know when I fell in love with you. In fact other people know, they also tried to make me understand but for me it was so good to be true, for me i thought i can't be this lucky but Allah! is surely the best planner. I am billion of times thankful to the 'Creater of this universe, Creater of Everything, To my Allah' for making you, my Haya mine. I Love You Haya! Only you. Rameen was an illusion. My ISHQ «Love» was always my RUBARU «Face to face», but i just failed to realize or i just don't want to accept it. You were my love, mine from the very first breath of you in this world Haya. 'I Love You Haya' I with all my heart do. You are my Hayat, My life, My Haya" His every word melted me more and more in his embrace. How can i be this lucky?
"Please don't cry Haya. It hurts to see you like this. I already regret making you cry in the past, now i can't ever dare to make you cry" He cleaned my face softly and i realized i was crying but these were the tears of joy.
I smiled and hugged him tightly. "Never you dare to make me cry again or else i will break your legs" I threatened playfully. He laughed wholeheartedly hugging me back.
After some minutes of peace in his arms, I pulled myself away from him. He softly kissed my forehead, my teary eyes, my cheeks one by one, then at the corner of my lips and stopped at my lips.
"Can i"? He asked for my consent. I smiled and nodded my head shyly. With that he slammed his lips against mine. I will be his Haya forever and he will be my Zay Forever.
With our sealed lips, we sealed our fate together FOREVER.