I never expected to have to stop my hunt because I start hallucinating. The poison is strange. It starts with boiling pain then stabbing, itching, searing, freezing all the painful sensations one by one, and now I'm stuck in a hallucination.
I had Ammit make a breathing bag so I can relax my mind at least from this. Lucky for me I don't need to go back up to breath since my stomach contains spacious pocket of air. Stuff just floats in there, no directions. Khonsu thought we were stupid not thinking about this, but I don't see what it's like in there!
The twin with the Bright god name is grumpy and the one with the Dark god name is an angel hehehe.
I managed to make this a rewarding experience. I'm not an expert on drugs, but LSD was used to treat patient's who suffered from post traumatic trauma. Since my mind being split in 5, that can count as trauma. Native Americans use to take mushrooms and sage (salvia) during rituals to communicate with the other world. In Peru, one of the remaining rituals for extra-corporal experiences, consist of eating Peyote, an' hallucinogenic cactus. then being buried in the darkness for days.
You could say hallucinogen can help open the third eye. In my case, it's been sleeping with Amy. I can't use perception and power myself at the moment. Only Khonsu has access to my power. I suspect he relate to some other factors... Sigh..
Amy has control of my subconscious which mean 100% of the brain capacity, In theory. Tough even she has to use automatic thinking. Our brain can do a lot without our knowledge. Have you ever driven for a while and felt like you woke up, but your eyes were open all the time, and you didn't get into an' accident. Doing your homework and once you're done, you feel like you are revitalized, when a sec ago you were half asleep.
Anyway, It ain't exactly what I'm doing. In my case I kind of got enlightened. If I forget about all the bullshit my sedated mind came up with, I also let go of a lot of knots in my heart. I revisited old memories and come with a different perspective. A deep introspection, until I guess I got tired and wandered around in my thought's uselessly. Once you lose this enlightenment lode (mineral vein), it feels like it's now gone and you need to search elsewhere.
I open my eyes and I can now at least continue my journey. I want to get used to this poison, as it's the best training I can find of this type. A poison of the soul, mind and body. Very deadly, I shiver.
Now the only things that will hurt me once I'm done, are pure physical damage, higher physical energy then mine or soul power. Well... lets not be reckless. Maybe more deadly poison can exist after all. Still, it can poison a fish few thousand times its size under a minute so...
Lucky I never touched anything in here, except the water and the first big fish... The space in my belly don't get affected. There is a shell like Scyther in there. I warned them not to touch it in case. I guess it can't poison itself otherwise, I would be dead or sensed it before I ate it. or it was dead already...
With my vision shrinking and inflating like in some syrupy water or Alice in wonder... I make my way in the other caves. Before eating my next prey a giant sea serpent, I pray for an enlightenment like earlier. Of course I know it's useless since god is dead here...
Instead, I chose Toth, the keeper of Records. Maybe he's still alive and from my understanding of the knowledge he left behind, he was human and became a god on his own effort. He literally explains a way to accomplish this. Of course, it's all the Egyptian stuff outdated today, like, aligned yourself to the tributary Nile basking in the ascending sun. When today you 'd, say, when you get up I the morning, look east, circulates your energy to absorb the sunlight...
To me, they were great scientist that we can't compare to. Groomed hundred's of year before birth. No self from the beginning. No Sin Too, since they had to be judged. The heart had to be lighter than a feather. This was a godhood trial, and if you failed to pass Ammit would devour your soul. Of course, it's interpreted as everybody has to do this or go to hell by the late leader's.
Now in this world it seems to me like there is no line between godhood and regular human. Like heaven or hell. It's all real and present. The titans, Ancient Races, Fairy's, dragons, Phoenix, sphinx, Heck even talking hedgehogs hehehe.
You die, then you come back to life fresh and no memories. If you did ok, it's here, if not on Dehalle. Maybe I can know how someday.
I beat the serpent with Khonsu's help which is useless, the cost is as much as the harvest. I could not pierce the snake skin with Scyther's shell. It only got knocked out around a bit... so did I.
After the attack landed on the snake, it made a hole in his flank. Nothing fatal, but a connection formed with Ammit. We could feel the residual energy which came from her. The snake was immobilized and sucked in.
(I guess if you don't put a barrier or something you're doomed. to end up in my stomach.)
Lucky, even in my state I Khonsu can help me not getting lost and practice his ability.
I keep poking monster's and poisoning myself for three day's, when my mind could resist the hallucinations and the other effect's. Bes, told me if I was a normal person who can't absorb vital energy, I would be dead for a 100 year's worth of lifespan.
It feel's like cultivation, but chemistry, physics and even technology mixed in. lets call it:
Divine Bio Mechanics: Mind and soul over body and it's general interactions.
As my gonads keep being corroded!!! And regenerated stronger... As are the 7 power related glands, I think about the new subject:
-----Science/phyllo ahead------
Sometimes, after successful brain part ablation, the brain will cope by using his thought process and fill in the gap. You don't notice, as we supposedly only use 10% of the brain capacity. (Watch movie "Lucy" with Scarlett Johansson).
As I said before, The optical nerve, in theory, should cast a dark spot in our vision, since no receptors are there, but the brain fills it in. You can check by making a paper with two dot's and slowly putting the dot in the "blind spot". This is the result of the 90% "dormant" or subconscious part.
In my case, I can feel every part that has not been poisoned slowly gets corroded and regenerated in a cycle. Like the worst cold fever. Not only on the physical but mental and spiritual too. At least my Mindscape is safe. Way too complex and powerful.
But, Imagine your adrenal gland get spooked like this. You get high and boosted and down exhausted in a loop.
The pancreas burn, but Ammit cover that like the best anti acid.
The thymus gland is associated to "my" part of the split mind, and is like a second brain, that regulate growth and a lot of other factor's. Connected to the brain and heart, when burned like this, it makes you live literal hell. The feeling's of hate and despair fill your mind and soul, even if you logically don't find why? (Maybe tweaking that and anger management class? Just a thought.), there is also euphoria and hope in the loop...
The thyroid Is responsible for expressing yourself. Depression and pessimism or hyper excitation and optimism can come from it. (Lot's of overreactions come from it, or blabber mouth's.) Like a mix of adrenal and thymus glands, but separated from the two. You can mix hope and pessimism, hate and overreactions.....
Pineal cause the hallucinations, as is related to perceptions.
The last one, The pituitary gland, leaves me perplex. It's related and master of all, but slave to all at the same time. Also, related to the soul and last chakra point, the crown, the soul power... Its location is lower in the body than the pineal, but related to the top crown chakra point? Egyptians knew these thing's right? They were good at anatomy and geometry....
In a normal human living on earth, a trauma at a young age, induce mutation in the gland related to the emotion or body state. This means, with a nice scanner, you could determine child abuse. (A scan of the body waves, hormones, shape etc....) For me It was the heart or the Thymus that was screwed. I barely felt love and still have a hard time expressing it. In this life, it's like the dam broke in I can certainly feel it. (My isolation did not help at first hehe.)
With all this enlightening me and the intake of energy, I can feel all these points coordinating and harmonizing each other. The poison is a real blessing in disguise. I can make a clear picture of every part of my body and their functions.
Right now, I just let my mind brush these idea's and store them as best as I can. Once Amy wakes up, she will uncover more. I take frequent naps to "save". (Doing something new before sleep makes you 50% faster at learning than in any other part of the day. Sleep and dream's have a saving memories app.)
I let the chaos and order come and go, and my body adapts. This is the DNA of origin. Where there is under construction, there must be destruction. Entropy is the enemy of time and time bring life and story. Space is the medium. It can contain entropy and time, bending itself many folds, to split them apart in duality. New Laws birth themselves endlessly.
----End of rant----
Once I'm done sorting myself, I feel lighter and more resistant. In the next phase of the poisoning, which is direct poisoning, I go trough the same thing stronger, but I can prepare myself for it mentally.
After I can withstand the poison, I finally tame the snail or Scyther. Now that my power flow into him, he can live in my stomach. He actually eats it species shell's and clean up any types of poisons in there and go to sleep.
Now Ammit can clean her room! hehehe
("Smooth!")
Now I go back to eating. Seeing Scyther eating poison like this made me a bit more confident in myself. Without any help I can eat anything around. My control got good with space. I don't have to open my mouth to eat. I make a space tiny tunnel trough my nasal cavity.
I can transport thing's close to the speed of light from inside and out my stomach. But, I can't transport myself yet. In a 50m range I can wrap space around something and ignore its power level, then transport it to my stomach space. Once in there, it gets compressed and killed by Ammit or Scyther if he feel like it. He's like the plague for everybody except omit. I wonder what her body is made from?
I took care of hundreds of km3 in the cave, so this time I ask Shelly to bring me somewhere else in the open ocean with lots of strong fishes. She saw the amount that went inside me and thought of only once place close. We went to a Whale or Whale'oid's hybrids. They gather around a giant volcanic reef (I called it, The fake continent) to eat the microplankton. This might sound normal, but the scale is incredible.
For thousand km, you can't see in the water. They use their sonar to travel. Where you can actually spot them, from outside the clouds of dust, you can see a hundred stories high fish shoal gyrating. Small and huge fishes seem to only care about plankton. I rub my hand's in delight.
I tell shelly to just go in a straight line, while I grab onto her shell and I eat all in the path. This time I'm close to my breakthrough. I gather a ball of concentrated fish energy and matter in my stomach, seal it in space, then go back to the shore.
I set up a camp, then I pull everybody who can leave my body out. Shelly has a nice beach Mindscape at her age. So I put Gary and Barabas in there.
Only two left Bes can't leave, and Amy's sleeping. On second though, I tell Khonsu to find my (Sella Turcica) pituitary gland, pea sized bone cavity trough my Mindscape. Something I didn't know before I evolved and my Mindscape was not yet created. "Mind" left a tangle of memories I can navigate like a small boat, in the ocean of it.
He found it where I was attacked before in the limestone scar. Phasing trough it, he travels in the darkness for a while and find a broken temple. In it, the broken ceiling, Through the hole, he can see the stars. Though, him just being there, start to scar and repair the temple in clean white limestone. Once the hole, his closed darkness fall in the temple. Brazier's of six colors flickers around a seventh purple, lighting up weakly. The place look pretty like this.
Khonsu fall on the ground and find that he is tangible and feels good. He feels at home.
Ammit in my stomach is fine there, touching the pancreas. Now all that is part of me is there, in its right place. I unleash the stored energy slowly.
-crick- The sound of glass creaking.
Amy-UPDATE.....UPDATE...UPDATE..UPDATE.UPDATE HPDAHUPDHUPHPHUPHUHUHUHUUUUHHHH....-
-Glass shattering sound-
Amy eye shot open and she start levitating in the center of my mindscape.
Amy-"ANALISYS"-
-Buzzz!-
I fell like I'm being shocked by a hundred volts trough my spine. She currently scan my body in various ways. I shake, spasm and what have you, until the current become aligned with all the most sensible paths.
My mouth is opened wide drooling, eyeballs rolled back. I feel every piece of fiber in me. From organs, muscle and skin to nails and hair. Every Damned cell get connected to the third eye and resonate with the outside world. Information being crammed in at 100% capacity. Then;
-Baboom-
My heart beat loud and is like a door in space that close, then I'm back to myself. Amy is floating eyes wide open. Seems she is not done yet.
I'm pretty sure Its my imagination but I feel like fumes are coming out of me like a hot towel. I'm drenched too. No usual black stuff from the xianxia? is it Ammit? hehe.
Still, after a dip, It's been month's I left... I feel bad for Tenka and co. They can deal with a lot now, but I should go back. I'll find what's what later.