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Chapter 15 - E.G.F.W.I? Chapter 15 - Sacrifices -

-Sam P.O.V.-

I did what mind told me and went back to the house and left the cleaning for him. I sit on the bed for a while, thinking.

(Last time I went to sleep everything went to hell. And I don't even know what the door's look's like inside after all this.)

I shiver at the thought.

(This is my mind. I'm lucky I even put the wall, door's and a stable center. Otherwise and an army of unimaginable stuff would have appeared. Now my mind is corrupted by these thing's.)

After thinking a bit, my optimism take over.

(This could be a blessing in disguise. They were training room's designed by me after all. Now I have to clear them one by one, even the speculated one's. They are out of my control until I do.)

---------An hypothesis. You can skip if you don't like science.----------

-Narrator P.O.V.-

Just like in the periodic table, There is element's that are assumed to exist, but do not occur naturally. In Sam's mind the Infinite Duality of life is expressed.

In philosophical theme, let's think of Time, as the first dimension. Without time nothing start nor end.

The second dimension, X, would be Existence. A single dot.

The third, Y, would be Duality. What is, and what is not. One become white The other black. Extreme presence and extreme Absence.

Fourth And fifth dimension's, X' and Y', are twin's born out of the second an third. They are the square of the number witch bring the flat plane and the start of Fibonacci suite.

They, also, are not in our reality as the duality make them antimatter or Prime, as in X and X'. Relative to our plane or perspective, this give three...

The sixth dimension, Z, should be called Space. It is the unwanted child of the four previous. Born out of the incompatibility of their existence. What we could call the third "geometrical" dimension.

Space encompass all the previous five. Time and space are linked trough antimatter. One can bend the other but never escape from it.

Until now, this follow the golden ratio. 1,1,2,3,5,8,13... 1 is time. Then still 1, as existence is alone. 2 for duality. 3 for antimatter. 5 for space. 8 for the mirror reality x'y'z'.

There should be 13 sub laws or events following.

First of the 13 is Time', Time Prime, Or "Anti-time". Unless space is bent, Time' can only flow the opposite direction of Anti-Time. This give a clash between two realities. A clash between X,Y,Z AND X',Y',Z'.

This "clash" give birth to 12 dimensions. X,Y,Z AND X",Y",Z" on one side and X',Y',Z' AND X"',Y"',Z"' on the other side. The clash is almost stabilized.

The first dimension of the number 21, is the embryo. The first prism. The four previous forces together give birth to matter as we know it. Time and space didn't like the fact that there is only one piece of this. So the only stable way to do this is create four of them by twisting each other and creating 5 new perspectives center, up, down... One, is the whole embryo with 20 cell's. This phenomenon expands inwardly and outwardly. And, it seems endless, like if time predicted that you would shrink or expand to view the perspective to affect the law and fight back.

(Check out Mandelbrot set).

All that exist and will exist or don't exist, follow the current pattern. You could call it the DNA of the universe. Nothing can affect this "Law". Not time, space and existence.

φ is mysterious, but predictable. Just like we can't find the end of pi (π), the universe expands. It should be only a fraction of the original expansion, but is still expanding. Until we find the end of the number pi π or phi φ, we can't deny that fact.

The ones that created the great monuments like the pyramids of Giza, tried so hard to hammer that in our head. Some misused the knowledge, and we lost it over time. Think of The babel tower story or the city of Gomorrah which is vitrified (turned to glass). In our day's, we play with DNA and radiations. You can see a similar pattern here.

----------End of skip----------

Back to our Main character. -3rd person P.O.V.-

After calming his mind, Sam enters a meditative state close to sleep. Right now, he feel's like his body is not right. Unlike when he was awake.

On the outside there is nobody to witness the egg resume his task slowly eating all the ambient energy. There is no ice to be created, from the water and air disintegrate, the temperature drop and the egg starts to look like if you see trough a water vortex, coming from the sky and earth. It shrinks very slowly.

On the inside, Mind keeps an eye on the mess the strange beast left behind. He is very fast, so he can execute a few more tasks at the at time. Trying to find the other ego he speculated about and analyze every grain of sand in this place, an ever Quest. Sam was very Idealistic at the wrong moment.

When Sam entered into his sleep state, the now black flesh writhe in pain.

Mind let go of the other task's and focus on what's happening here. For the 10,000th time he checks the barrier. Now inside it, there is nothing more than a black fluid that vaporize and condense in living clumps. It tries to break the barrier but nothing works.

This has been going on for a while as nothing changes. The beast manages to absorb a bit of power, even with his high tech stuff. The big influx from outside is making him ignore that fact.

Now Sam is in danger again, but before it goes on any longer an' other person appears. He is dressed in nice loose red silk pants and a short silvery white yukata with a hood and red flames on it, like the bottom is on fire.

After hesitating for a while he sigh.

Red man-"Haaa Dam It! It's not like the sacrifice is not worth it."

He leave and come back with a comatose Sam.

Mind-"What do you want to sacrifice?"

He step in front, but then freeze. When he see his smile.

Wrath-"Don't talk to me, Mind. The last person I want to see is you and I don't want you telling me to do stuff. Beside, you don't want me to do stuff anyway. hehehe."

He let him pass and politely ask

Mind-"Should we call you Wrath?"

Wrath just shrug.

Mind-"Ok then, please remember just in case we need you."

Mind just replace his fake glasses and cough.

Wrath conjure a knife. He cut his, Sam and mind palms.

The blood float, gather and form a vortex.

Wrath-"That's enough."

On his command, the three wounds heal.

The vortex shrinks and start gathering power.

Wrath-"Mind I want you to give it the same processing power as me and Body."

He takes a pause and look at Mind.

Wrath-" I'm not like you guy's if one of you threaten my survival I won't hesitate to rip you to shreds. Do you think I didn't notice where his cunning junky behavior went? You're not fooling me. Your job is to be a computer for us, stick to it. You should act like the great sage skill, instead of playing with body. I saw you trick him on your first encounter. You pulled a black Zetsu on him and seize the chance to show off. On top of that he gave you some power. Remember, I'm watching and we are connected. A threat to you is a treat to me. Intuition is mine along with lust, emotion and most importantly the self. Our self. Sam involuntary hid the pieces he didn't like. That's why I know how to deal with corruption. Cause I was his hehehe"-

He turns to the liter of blood that is now the size of the tip of a needle.

Wrath-"Make a double layer entry point an get ready to fight that thing's will. Body can't help us."

Mind-"We don't need him you got me."

Wrath look at whim with a frown. The air pressure tries to push mind down. Mind realizes Wrath contain almost all the Yang or vital energy in him.

Mind-(So, the lust, emotion, intuition and self gave him almost every bit of vital energy and matter. He's like a bomb on the edge of explosion.)

Wrath-"YOU RAT! Sigh..... I told you not to talk. Every word from you make me want to rip your head. We are talking about will here. NOT brain power. To begin with, this may be a small piece, but is still a piece of something akin to a god. How long did he live for? How old is it? YOU think you can use your brain inside a drop of blood? You think you can fight a god? Do you think you killed it before? Hahaha"-

Mind steadies himself after the truth hit him. Ashamed the glass disappear. He approach and he grit his teeth to say.

Mind- "Don't underestimate me. If I put my mind on something..."

Both-"on something or do something I like, I will go beyond Finishing it."- x2

Wrath-"Like it or not."-

He releases the pressure.

They cooperate seamlessly and inject the ball of blood and power in there.

The goo is already stuck to the wall like a puppy waiting for a good meal. Even if said wall is vaporizing it every the second.

Once the ball of blood gets there. The goo retreat a few feats in its periphery. This only lasts for five sec, then the goo ignores the danger and bite the hook.

Once the two liquid touch, The two on the outside who kept a connection with the blood, felt an immense pressure.

Mind is rolled in a ball on the floor. Wrath is still up with a sweat drop on his forehead. He's clutching his heart.

Mind bash his head trying to end it.

Wrath-"Still think it's easy?"

The mind is living the pain a thousand times more vividly than the other's. When Sam prevent his alter ego from dissipating like the intruder's, he gave him command over most of his subconsciousness.

Mind who was equal to Sam happily took it over. As one more power could help him usurp the real body. Yes, he is Sam most cunning mind. Like a fox, neither good or bad, but most view as evil, but the fox just survives in the end.

Body or the original, except for a connection with the others, ended with the heart or love, communication and part of consciousness.

But now, Mind suffer so much he regrets his decision. Imagine being aware of every minute piece of information in your body, at a pace where time seems to slow down around, while someone is driving a few screws in your heart and brain.

If this continues, he will lose his mind.

After numbing the pain a bit by smashing his head on the ground a few times, he raises head whit a desperate look tears, snot and drool falling.

Mind-"MOTER FUCKER!"

He put both hand's on his head, and the pressure on Wrath augment.

Wrath want to say something but..

Sam(Body)"Cough... cough... Ouch... what is happening."

Wrath-(Shit he can't see me yet.)

He makes sure his hood covers his face, conjure a bandana to be sure and retreat to the other side of Mind.

Inside the barrier, the goo is like and inverted sea urchin, trying to fuse with the blood but Wrath is exerting pressure so It does not happen. Not now at least..

Sam "MIND! what is happening."

He put two and two after looking around. Wrath say in a Kuruma mode voice:

Wrath-"Were fighting this thing. The only way to win is making his will submit and make it ours. We can't erase it."

Sam advance to pat Mind shoulder but is stopped by Wrath. Mind is just there kneeling with a horrified face.

Wrath-"Don't touch him. You could make us fail. His mind is going too fast right now. You would break his train of thought and the pain would make him go crazy. Are you fine though?"-

Sam(body) "Can't say I feel good but I'm ok. It feel's like I caught my girlfriend fucking the person I hate the most. But that is not something I'm unfamiliar with so..."

Wrath-"Good cause, the goo you see in there is the one causing all this. Use your will to subdue it."

Sam nods, but in his heart he doesn't know what to do. He tries to fight, but it helps a pitiful amount. They barely contain the problem and the power in the blood is being used.

Sam," What now..?"

Their thoughts get interrupted by Mind shouts at the top of his lungs. Once all there is no more air his face contorts in pain, then a ball of light slowly comes out of his third eye. Once it's out, Mind body falls face first on the ground. The ball of light just floats there.

Sam mouth open wide. His mind is struggling to understand and control his self. His power and will fluctuate.

Wrath also feel his blood boiling a bit out of his control. He looks at Sam with a raised eyebrow.

Wrath-(He as control after all...)

Mind body suddenly twitches. His hands open and close.

Mind-"Analyzing."

He gets up from the ground, look at his hands and blink.

Mind-" Synchronization complete. Initiating packages left by the host. Connection to new host required"

Mind's body comes to Sam and take his hand.

Mind-"Connection established. Initiating message"

Mind demeanor returns to the original. He put on glasses and look at Sam.

Mind-"First Don't bother talking, this is a message that I left behind."

Sam looks at the orb floating there.

Mind-"Second, to make sure I don't go crazy I, had to leave the gift you gave me behind. So this body and power now belong to you again. I left a piece of consciousness with no seed in it. you can give it an' other name. It's only a machine though. otherwise we would be in the same situation."-

Mind-"Third, Well..."

He looks a wrath for a sec, but shake his head.

Wrath-(dam fox. You have to piss me off to the end.)

Mind-"Third I'm sorry. I'm sorry I tricked you and I had fun with you bro. You're not like him, remember. Goodbye."

Mind wave his hand and The neutral look comes back. It turns around and move toward mind seed.

Mind's body-"Initiating Fighting sequence."

Mind seed flies in a beam and enter the ball of blood. The barrier dissipates, but the goo ignores everything else.

Sam registers what's just been said. The mind just sacrificed himself to subdue that thing. He looks at it.

Wrath's power flare without his will. He looks like he's in Kaioken mode or popped his eight gates.

Sam "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!"

Sam says looking at wrath. Tear's streaming down his cheek's.

Sam "If you did thing's differently he would not have to sacrifice himself! of all people, WE understand what being subdued feel's like. You should have tried to win him over instead. That thing too."

Sam "Arrrrrg!"

He curl up in pain. no matter how much he try to wipe them the tear never stop.

Sam "Nobody would have needed to die."

He finally calm down. Sam is the type to forgive easy but remember not to make the same mistakes.

Right now he is living the worst heartbreak of his life.

The aura on Wrath dissipate and Sam gain a golden color aura just like his.