Am I alive or dead?

Did I disappear?

I wanna live but at the same time I don't..

Living like a dead is a no..

Suffering is a no..

But I wanna die..

I wanna run away from this hell!!

Help! Help! Help! someone please help!!

Somebody please.. just please..

End this please.. end my suffering..

I can't breathe.. I can't.. I want freedom..

Please help me please..

I'm dead inside.. smiling outside.. can someone please end my suffering..

End my tragedy please.. I can't.. I can't anymore..

I can't see the light that I'm yearning..

I yearn for that light even just a little bit of em..

Light of happiness please end this darkness..

Where are you my light? Where? Just where? I'm going crazy just to find you..

Ah.. I see.. you don't want me right? my light..

Then..let me live in this darkness forever..

Never ask why I'm like this never!!

It's your fault!! you weren't there for me my light..you..not here..not here..now I'm becoming like a monster like a devil..no light only darkness..

Goodbye my world..goodbye me..goodbye and never comeback my dearself..