At first grade lif was fine cj though she made life long friend but she was highly mistaken cj grew an affectionate feeling towards Cn aha also known as Chris, at third grade cj found out that her and Chris where second cousin from her father's side which was a bomber but cj wanted love and that was one out of many off her list. Cj had so many love interest as the years went by but no one was her prince charming, As years flew by, cj situation became more suffocating in a house of two will just a little to spear for her a new child was born, at this time cj new nothing of what she was going through as emotion of pain, anger, jealous, were drawn towards her which slowly lead to depression 😢.
At the age of seven she had her first heart break and first relationship as she grew she became more reserved more isolated from the rest which affect her social skill and self confidence, which slowly lead to anxiety, people around doing what they felt with out holding her into consideration at the age of 8 they moved at the age of 10 she graduated elementary school, at the age of 11 she met her obsession let begin from here shall we:
Every one in a class of 4 talking when there form teach came in with a boy
Emma: (a girl) who is he
Bethy: Mr John son
Chris: maybe his the French teach
Suspicion on who this actually was hours passed by as they introduced him as David Jeremy, for some reason cj felt attracted but didn't pay much attention to him because she had a crush on a boy in her local church a new guy also joined there class.
Time flew by and cj and David became close. Cj wore baggy outfit because of her insecurity And prefers be friend in boys but this dint sit to well with Emma who had a crush of David ,and Chris but constantly denies it. David is the most popular and feared guy in school while Chris was David best friend.
Cj: Hay (saod childishly as she walked into the class room)
David: Hay
Chris: yoo
Ken: Hay cj
Cj waved at them as she sat down with Emma and koasy
Cj: what up (referring to Emma as she ignored her)
Over the pass year as David came and became friends with cj, Emma switches sometime she talks to Jo other times not so much. The first two term and David stay cj hated him due to his arrogance and was not afraid to tell him off well behind his back 🤦♂️🤦♀️🤦, so that how things has As Jo went back to her sit after saying hi to koasy month pass as thing went back to normal. on cj eight grade graduation party her crush from church had giving her a letter to give to Emma and told her not to read it cj did what he said and gave the letter to Emma as she read it she laughed and gave me to read it the letter was his confession of how much he loved her which crushed cj but she didn't let him show
cj: so what are you going to do
Emma: reply
the letter had asked her to reply
as she wrote down all the insult and abuses on paper while airing it out loud. I gave to note to him weeks later as luck could have it he told me he loved me which was a shock to me cj told her best friend the only one she could trust and she told her to forget about him which was what cj was planning to do she hated been second in anything she was no one's rebound she didn't give in to his charm after telling her countless time how he felt, even if she helped him she stood her ground after all she came out first in her family so it won't change now. cj crush from church known as Jose had a bad habit of running away from home, one he ran to his friends house and spent the night another time he ran to cj house and spent the night under her dad's van, and another time he sneaked into cjs dad's school and slept in the pre school class it was becoming a problem for cj's family but they bared with it cause he was the pastors nephew and a good friend to the family, counselling , deliverance, prayers didn't work and cj didn't care he was now a forgotten chapter as she moved on month later be pack as he was sent back home and cj life was remodeled to restart at new.
at cj home
Dad: your eight grade exam will start soon, you have to be more serious, because high school isn't a joke.
cj just nodded from an early age cj has always been compared and always been referred to as a lower which stings, she only wanted to prove them wrong to make them swallow there words, cj hated her family and wished for a better one but you no if wish were horse men will ride all day. cj stood there reminiscing about her life. People didn't know this but she was building walls in her self the she couldn't demolish her cheerful sell been blocked behind a wall, no one really noticed cause cj had Mastered the act of pleasing people, so acting like her self was easy enough even though she hated the feeling of been confined and stock cj was a gemini and one knows Geminis are messy(messy indecence that they have a messed up mind)bitches that live with drama, and drama loves cj.
cj feeling for David grew even more even if they had time to tike argument. Then one particular day cj told David that she has feeling for him
cj: I like you