"Have you forgotten what reality is?". Asked by the man. "With the voices inside my head, it is. Courage will left me as soon as I saw our own people.". Then he added "Do you have any idea why tubia committed suicide.". Then the man said "Like you, we are also suffering same. With it, how can we resist.". Then the man said "So you have forgotten what reality is.". Then the man said "It is. Month is not enough, decade is too short. Couple might be, but 50 years. 50 years is long enough". Then the guy said "My father suffered late 90s when I was 5 or 4, I could see the differences. But my mother did loved him that much. Some of my aunts who knows the syndrome did not asked her. They all are clueless. It took me 30 years to realize the situation.". " I could, imagine me self being tortured for several years. It is too much to bare. However, I saw the gods promises and I will live to see the promises fulfilled.". The man then did nodded and he said "It is, I remember, someone on a church, he is a priest and he is proclaiming that you murderers should now change. One is not enough, two maybe, but more than is not enough. More than enough.". Then he said "let me explain this to you, you will see your mother as if someone is talking to her. Her eyes will look up as if thinking of something, then will look to the left. Her retina and eyelids shows it well, it rises up, move to the left and down and left. Her ragged hair shows it all. Her hair are all over the places. Your father will always act like a lunatic, as if cursing someone with in. He will broke every thing as if a mentally disturbed person. He will cry by himself and shout well. They all are suffering same , someone on their head ate talking to them. Cursing and bragging, and making them feel insignificant. I as young one saw how they act for several years. Never would I thought that it is not just us. So persevere and keep your souls intact. Some day, all will be blessed.". He did remember himself as a 4 years old riding on a bus with Her mother crying by herself, and his father not around them. Be could see his mother like a lunatic, as if someone is talking with her. He could imagine her mother.