■Y/N POV■
Flashback
"Y/N! What's going on!? What happened to Mina!?"
"She- She di-"
"SHE DIED!? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?"
"I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!! I DON'T KNOW WHY I SAW HER HANGING IN HER ROOM, WHY SHE APOLOGIZED TO US IN HER LAST LETTER, WHY SHE DECIDED TO TAKE HER LIFE AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON"
You said wiping the tears off your cheeks as you slid down the wall and sat down on the bare floor.she sat down with you as you both stared at her lifeless body being taken away.
"She really did that to herself didn't she?"
Ruka said letting out a bitter chuckle.
"Why would she do that, what horrible thing did she go through to take her own life?"
You asked emotionless yet so desperate for answers.
But you knew there was none. So why bother?.
"She was the one keeping us together. She ruined us Y/N."
"Huh what do you mean?"
"It means we can't hold our friendship together Y/N. We're already losing balance. It was always supposed to be 3. Why is it two all of a sudden?"
She asked as she left a few tears drop.
"Are you saying we should-"
"Yeah Y/N. You were the last one beside her before she died. How can I know that you didn't do it?"
"Wow. You're really doing this?"
That day, you went from pastel pink and purple to black and white.
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"Y/N!!!" Huening yelled from across the room.
"Yeah?" You asked snapping out of your brief period of reminiscing and coming back to reality.
"Take a break" Soobin hyung said making you grow more confused.
"Huh why?" You asked unsure and unaware of your surroundings.
"Look infront of you Y/N-ahh"
Taehyun said making you look in front of you to see the sand from the punching bag on the floor.
"Huh" you mumbled looking at the sand confusedly.
"What's going on? You seem to be zoning out lately"
Beomgyu hyung asked worried that his little sister might be sick.
"It's-'
You paused youself before thinking for a few seconds and started to talk again.
"-It's whatever,let's continue!"
Beomgyu didn't seem to buy that but let it slide.
"See? Told you she's scary"
Yeonjun hyung told to hyuka.
"Not every girl has to be pink and purple hyung"
Hyuka stated to Yeonjun hyung who was looking at him as if he didn't believe what the younger just said.
"Since when did you start speaking like that?"
"Since I became Y/N's best friend"
He said with a proud smile of accomplishment as he was the one who made her move on.
"Woah"
You and Taehyun said at the same time and looked at each other before smiling a little.
"I'm grabbing water Y/N, you want?"
He said, care coating every word that comes out of his mouth for his first love.
"Sure"
You said and smiled at how he's so oblivious.
"You guys should just make it official"
Soobin stated as he made his way towards Y/N who was adoring Taehyun.
"Huh? Oh. Well- I don't know- maybe after-"
"Does he make you feel different...in a good way?"
Soobin hyung asked as he looked at Taehyun who went downstairs as there were no water bottles in the first floor.
"Yeah...he does"
"Then go for it"
He said before walking away.
"What the hell?"
◇Time skip. 6am◇
It was 6am and you were still training but what made you even more nervous was you should do a military level taser test in mere minutes from now.
"Y/N!!"
Beomgyu called making you flinch.
"Yeah hyung?"
"You sure you want to do it? You can always pass."
"I can?"
You asked with hope.
"No you can't. What will you do if you get tazed in the middle of the fight?"
Soobin asked you.
"Uhh punch him with my reflexes before passing out?"
You said.
"Well we're doing this so you don't have to pass out."
"Alright everything is ready for Y/N's taser training."
Hyuka stated.
"Once I say 'Taser Taser Taser', The taser will do it's job and we see how you react alright?"
He said making sure not to show that he's worried about her.
"Okay Beomgyu and Taehyun hold Y/N's arms"
Yeonjun said.
You're now standing with Beomgyu on your left and Taehyun on the Right.
"Taser"
"Taser"
"Taser"
Upon hearing his words, a rush of shock entered your body as you let out a groan but you made sure to stand still.
"Done."
Right after that, you knelt down panting.
"Don't move for a few"
Yeonjun hyung said before going to grab a bottle of water.
"You did well Y/N-iee"
Beomgyu said.
"Thanks hyung"
You said after catching your breath.
"Y/N-ahh"
Taehyun said from your right.
"Hmm?"
"Here, your glasses."
He said giving you your glasses that you removed 30 minutes ago
"Ahh Thanks"
You said with a thanks.
"Here. Drink it and sit down for a few minutes. Take one of the members with you" Yeonjun said handing you the bottle
"'Kay, Can Huening stay with me?"
Once those words came out of your mouth, Hyuka's face lit up while Taehyun and Beomgyu just looked at each other and left.
-once they sat down-
"Honestly I thought you'd chose Taehyun or Beomgyu hyung."
The boy beside you stated.
"Well I chose you"
You said looking at him and he just smiled sweetly.
"So how's things with Taehyun?"
He asked curiously.
"Huh, okay I guess"
You replied.
"Okay you guess? Wait. you don't know love. How could I ask you that.
Does he make you feel loved?"
"Uh huh."
"Do you feel weird stuff in you and everytime he does something unexpected, your cheeks become red as hell?"
"Yeah-"
Before you could finish what you started, Huening yelled.
"YOUR IN LOVE WITH TAEHYUN OH MY GOD"
He yelled loud enough for everyone to hear.
"Shhhh! Calm your ass down Huening!"
You said panicking.
"Y/N'S IN LOVE WITH TAEHYUN?"
Yeonjun hyung asked running to us.
"Y/N'S IN LOVE WITH WHO!?!?"
Beomgyu asked running with his full force.
"Taehyun."
Soobin stated and went back to his phone.
"ME?"
Taehyun yelled from behind Soobin.
"KAI KAMAL HUENING HOW COULD YOU!?!? YOU FRICKIN ASSHOLE"
You yelled at the latter who's sitting beside you and enjoying the show.
"Geez I'm sorry okay?"
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