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Chapter 19 - Cesi is depress and confused.

I went upstairs straight to my room and switch on all my lights my room was so bright, but I still felt depressed and confused all I wanted right now was to be alone but, God had other plans for me. Because I heard a faint knock on my door and I didn't bother to answer it, few seconds pass by and I heard nothing else I was about to sigh in relief when Christian voice came to my ears. Cesi I know you heard me can I come in? Cesi wanted to say "No" but find it hard to turn down Christian so she agreed and he calm in.

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Christian push open the door and walk in and sat besides Cesi on the bed before speaking. Cesi you know you can always trust me right!and can also tell me whatever you are feeling, am all ears no need to keep it all locked up.

Don't worry Christian I'm fine all I want now is to be alone. Are you sure? Christian asked to make sure she really, wanted him to leave. Cesi nodded and Christian stood up from the bed, and say get some sleep and don't over think anything so you don't get depressed saying that Christian walk out of Cesi room, and went back down stairs.

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She want to be alone I think she is falling into depression again Christian told Clara and Cesi Mom when he arrived down stairs. Oh my poor daughter 😭 Cesi Mom say in a crying voice she can't fall into depression. When will the past, stop hunting my precious little girl. Aunt don't worry yourself too much Cesi is a strong girl, she will overcome it yes aunt Clara is right, don't worry too much Cesi didn't fall into depression then and she won't fall into it now and no matter how much she pushes me away, I will always be by her side. "The same way I didn't leave her side, back then when she stayed in the dark for 20 minutes and almost slip to depression".

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Thank you so much Christian for always caring for Cesi and you too Clara. I don't know what she did to have such amazing friends like you guys, l appreciate all your efforts in helping her out, I really do thank you kids so much for always being here, when Cesi need you guys the most. Aunt you don't need to thank me and Christian for anything, Cesi is one of us and if she is down both of us are also down.

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Clara and Christian didn't end up having a sleepover and went back to their various home's. Christian Mom was having dinner all alone when Christian entered the house. Seeing her son is back she was really surprised! Christian how come you are back? Did you forget something? No Mom we are no longer having the sleep over. Why? What happened did you and Cesi got into a fight again? No Mom we didn't we are fine! then why was the sleep over cancel? Christian Mom asked with so much curiosity. Christian replied to ease his Mom curiousness while, we were at school for the evening lesson the power supply went out for 10 minutes. Oh my goodness is Cesi okay? No she is not, I shouldn't lie to my self that she is cause she is not 😩. Mom Cesi was in the dark for 10 minutes, and I wasn't with her she experience it all alone again Mom 😩.

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Son don't be too hard on yourself I know you got to her side the quickest you could. And why were you guys even sperated in the first place and what about Clara? Me and Clara think is a setup. Setup?🤔 Why did you two say so? Mom we literally got stuck in the class room we were in, and couldn't get to Cesi on time and the girl Cesi is tutoring ask her to follow her to the toilet because she is scared, and now she claims Cesi started acting crazy and hurting her when the lights went out.

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What! What does she mean by Cesi is acting crazy and hurting her? Cesi literally can't move or even feel her surrounding when they is no light. Why is she even trying to frame Cesi? Mom I also don't get it ooo! am really trying hard to figure it out but I still don't get it. Come on son don't over think it, I will give Cesi a " therapy session" tomorrow I'm sure she will be alright and am also sure you haven't eaten dinner yet sit down let me get you your food. Thanks Mom don't bother am not hungry I will be in my room. [Oh my dear son you have really fallen deep in love with Cesi I hope she feels the same way cause I can't bear to see you heart broken 💔🤧] Christian Mom say to herself after Christian left for his room .

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Meanwhile Cesi couldn't sleep and kept on having nightmares. She took some many of the pills given to her by her doctor, she has abuse the drug. The drug was given to her to help her calm down a little so she took many of the pills for it to work faster.

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After the long night with out Cesi getting any sleep she then fall asleep once it was morning and work really late. Cesi Mom came to wake her up, upon seeing her peaceful she was sleeping she couldn't bear to wake her. Cesi finally woke up pass eight in the morning discovery her late it was already she quickly do her morning routine and went downstairs. Her Mom was sitting on the dinning table waiting for her.

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Cesi you are awake! yeah Mom I overslept why didn't you wake me up? I couldn't do it seeing you sleeping so peacefully. And more over you need a lot of sleep you could possibly get and why are you dress up for school? Mum you know Karlee is "trying to frame me" and if I don't show up in school today everybody will rule me as guilty. I know, but you have to see the doctor first your health is more important than any stupid accusations. So sit down let have breakfast then we will go see your doctor after that we can head to your school with your doctor reports. But Mom what about your work? I'm taking a day off today. Ah! I'm affecting your work am sorry Mom 😞 don't say that you know you are more important to me than my work.