A pool of blood of my wife and her people dead by my hands, across the side of the room i see my first son standing in horror as he see's me with a sword on my hand all bloody
"go back to your room"
i said to him in a harsh words
i don't want to be harsh on him but right now I'm not in the mood to talk
"WHAT DID YOU DO TO MOM!!"
his words makes my heart broke
"I did nothing but love your mom"
i looked away
"EXPLAIN WHAT IS THIS???"
he cry's more and more as he continues to talk
"she's not your mom"
i stare at him coldly as he flinch
"it doesn't matter....she love me like I'm her son... UNLIKE YOU"
that hurt me even more the fact that I failed to be a father to him and the fact that he doesn't know she's just using him
After that incident me and my first son and i never get a long even after 25 years I tried to talk to him even apologizing but...nothing work, you probably think I'm a jerk that's okey because I am one. A father who kill someone just for revenge not thinking of how it would effect other people
as the year past by not only that I lost my first son trust but my second son and my first daughter to, it's not a surprise if they see me as a tyrant they're not wrong either because I am one in the past and now I still have a lot of enemy who wanted to kill me.
Then when the day came i see my two son and daughter in the throne room gather with an army I could see my dead is close
my first son pointed his sword to my neck
"This is your end game Father"
that cold stare and tone make me sad
i close my eyes as I started to feel the sword on my neck
"why are you so calm old man????"
my daughter asked with annoyed expression
i can't believe it did I make my sweet daughter to be this cold
"it's just the time I guess"
the three siblings can't help but fume at my calmness and dug the sword deeper to my neck
"it's okey just kill me"
i looked at them with a smile on my face
"GO TO HELL"
and that's it my first son slash me with his sword making my head fly. A flash of memories came back to me and the last thing I saw was a beautiful pink hair with bright smile it was my ex fiance the one that my "wife" killed
suddenly it became dark and cold
if only I could see her again, well I guess I'm on way to hell, i waited in the dark until a light shine to my face making an appearance of a lady, it said something to me but I can't hear a single word she said
the next thing I knew I woke up in a body of a baby I think to myself as i fume with anger
WHY WHY WHY WHY DO I HAVE TO REAPED MY LIVE IN THIS SHITTY WORLD
I'm already at peace with my dead so why
then it click it has must have some kind of connection with the lady I see earlier
fuck you lady
suddenly the body of this baby crying suddenly it wasn't me I swear
as I was crying a maid pick me up and gave me a bottle of milk
WHAT THE HECK GET THAT STUPID BOTTLE AWAY FROM ME-
I don't know what happened but I just drink it and the worse part is I think it tasty
a few days have passed, and I keep thinking they said being a baby is an easy life but it's not DON'T YOU KNOW being a baby for the past few days has been hard I only could eat and sleep I can't even walk or crawl it's a pain
in this few days I noticed that this is my castle but a bit more different i don't re-call any of the maid or my nanny and they called me Vihan witch clearly not my name and there's no record of a royal family in my past life or in the past at that time with the name Vihan, so I'm guessing this is the next generation huh
as I keep repeating my life as a baby (wake up> eat> play>sleep) finally i turned 5 years old and at that five years I gain a bit more information of this body
so basically this body or should I call "me" is a crown prince tho I'm the youngest they said it's because of my purple eyes but as long as I could remember there's no such rules in the royal family so I'm guessing this is the new rules? I also have 3 older sibling and the only one I know is my half sibling Jiyuu he's a nice boy and a big brother
Jiyuu visited me often even when I was baby he keeps spending his time with me at first it was annoying but now I just got used to it. My father and mother is unknown for now
*boom*
someone kick my bedroom door as I take my tiny sword I see it was just.... Jiyuu
"Brother what are you doing"
i said with a side eyes
"Lil Bro would you like to go to the firework festival this year"
he's Smile is so bright it's burning my eyes
"no"
"WHAT?!!WHY??? i though boys younger age like this kinda stuff"
"well I assured you I don't"
i didn't lie when I was a kid in my past life I don't go to festival
and now Jiyuu started it again with those puppies eyes
"...."
"you were the one who wanted to go huh"
Jiyuu face became a bit red
"n-no don't say such ridiculous words again"
"..."
"fine let's go"
He's smile became brighter now it not only burned my eyes but my skin as well
"stop smiling"
he blink twice
"I'm not smiling"
while he continues to smile
"whatever"