Karna' looked at the severed head of Raja Vinay' with emptiness in his eyes . He took revenge for his Janvi' his brother Shon' and countless women. But he felt.... Nothing, he desperately searching for comfort but he felt nothing. He looked at the Raja Vinay' now he understand that Janvi' never wanted him to consumed by revenge.
Revenge is a original sin it can make people fell upon wrath, which makes people hollow from inside. Revenge can distroy everything.
From this day onwards Karna' learnt about forgiveness. Someone can consume in revenge, but forgiveness is very hard.
He shelters his sword and prepared for burn down the whole palace. He prepared firewood for whole place, he lit up the fire and started the fire, he wants to put down his Rudra roop behind forever.
When he left the capital, he heard the explosion from the capital, he looked behind, sighed and walked forword without looking back.
At the bank of the Ganga river...
He spread the ashes to Ganga river, after that he prayed to Mata Ganga' and Mahadev' for the peace of the souls.
He sat at the bank of the Ganga river, looked towards the sky, he let go Shon', but he cannot let her go, he remembered all the memories of her each and every details, this is the curse of photographic memory. You can't forget about memory, you just have to live with them. Shon's death showed him his incompetence of teaching. If he doesn't spoil him he should have still alive today. Janvi's death broken him from inside, when there was time he hesitated, he regret it,and he will regret rest of his life.
His heart howling in pain, but he is more determined then ever, this pain and heartbreak motivate him. He got up and left without looking back. He packed all of his belongings and left for his journey.
Few weeks later....
When Karna' is traveling through the forest, he looked all the place, he romed all the forest, when he is traveling he comes across the a pack of Ravens, they looked like they are scouting the surroundings, they are not look like common bird. That Ravens fascinated him he unconsciously followed them.
Sometimes leter he lost in the forest, he romed here and there but he couldn't get out the forest, he searched for the exit for seven days he got no results, then he once again found that pack of Ravens which are for lookout. He hesitated but still followed them, he come across the habitat for the Ravens, and a cave a small but a very fast Raven hovered above sometime and come down, that raven sit on his shoulder, looked at his eyes and signal him to follow, Karna' followed him and got inside the cave, that cave is nothing like outside, it has greenary, small trees and well maintained countless fields, a natural spring, and countless small caves which is the home of the Ravens, he followed that Raven and see all of this, he got fascinated by seeing this, they entered the biggest home inside of the cave.
Karna' saw a huge Raven sitting and engrossed in meditation, that huge Raven spoke in deep voice," You came, I have been waiting for you long time, 'Suryaputra'."
Karna' became shocked first then became suspicious and asked in wary tone, " Panipat, how do you Know I will come,I hope you don't get offended, I have divinity but Suryadev' is not my my father. I'm Adirath' putra 'Vasusena' and Radha' nandan 'Radhey Karna'. And I will make everyone to known me by this name."
That Raven looked at him sometimes and said, " I'm impressed with your determination, I hope you succeed, 'Radhey Karna'."
He stopped and said again, " I am the leader of group 'Kakchandra'. And we worship our lord 'Kakbhusundi'. And for your question, when I was born I got to know my perpose of life. I am born to be helper of you in your life journey."
Karna' looked at them and sighed, " I don't want anything from anyone for free, I don't want to order anyone around, please forgive me I was not to do this tipe of activities."
'Kakchandra' Said, " You don't have to feel offended, you don't have to broke your commitment for us,
We used to be free birds fly into the sky but at certain day due to hunger, some children from our family decided to steal 'Prasad' from temple, but there was a Rishi who got offended by this act, in feet of anger he cursed us that
' you touched and stole the meal of God, I curse your family will not able to leave your residence. without the help of Debputra.'
when we asked for forgiveness and said they were hungry children, he got melted, he calm down and said,
' I have already cursed you I cannot take back the curse, but I will teach your tribe some knowledge and Maya(magic), and when Suryaputra will come to your family you have to help him throughout his conquest then you will be removed from the curse.'
he thought us power of stealth, anti Reconnaissance traking, spying, blending into shadows, thought shareing, and in Maya he taught us summoning and reverse summoning through blood pact. So here we are desperately waiting for you 'Suryaputra'".
Karna' murmured," I know I have divinity, I didn't know that my celestial father is Suryadev'. I felt some connection with him. But I ignored it."
Karna' said with gratitude, " Thank you telling me about my origin, Maharaj 'Kakchandra'. I will help to get rid of curse but I just want your friendship not slavery. "
'Kakchandra' Said," Thank you for your trust, panipat Karna'. We will gain friendship of you ,we are grateful for that, we hope you use our skill in journey of yours."
Karna' stayed with the Raven family they taught him summoning Maya through blood contract, there was various types of Raven present in their family, small and fast Spy Raven, big transportation Raven, some are master of thought shareing, he also learnt traking, scouting, anti reconnaissance, and setelth.
Karna' also learnt about thir worshipped God 'Kakbhusundi' from 'Kakchandra'.
'Kakbhusundi' is a 'Demi human' sage mentioned in 'Treta yuga'. He has the face of a crow and the body of a human being. He can alter between his animal form and 'Demi human' form. He is believed to have a gift of taking many births and Lord 'Ram' has blessed him with a divine vision which helps him to see events that have already occurred and that would occur in the future. He is believed to live until the very end of this millennium, 'Kali yuga', hence, is blessed to be called 'Chiranjivi'.
'Kakbhusundi' would move to Ayodhya to witness the divine child plays of Lord 'Ram'(incarnation of Lord 'Vishnu').
He got enlightenment from Lord 'Ram'.
In this manner, it is believed that he has already witnessed 'Treta yuga' and Devine play of Lord 'Ram' 11 times and 'Dwapar yuga' 16 times. He believed to have power to travel multiverse.
After listening to their worshipped God he have tremendous amount of respect for 'Kakbhusundi'.
He made friends and packed with 5 Ravens, 'Ajin' and 'Ejin' is pair of brothers they are very good at spy and stealth, 'Kaiji' is good at thought shareing and scouting, 'Kuro' is good at blending into shadows, anti reconnaissance and reverse summoning, 'Rava' is a big Raven good at transportation. He bonded with them very easily.
After some weeks later....
Karna' go to the Chember of 'Kakchandra' and asked, " Maharaj, I have delayed enough time here, I have to go and find my Guru' if you give me permission I would like to go on my journey."
'Kakchandra' said slowly," Oh! You came, I thought you never gonna ask to leave, go go you can go. And before going to Mahendragiri you should go to South and find 'Nishad' tribe and spend some times with them. You will gain a lot."
Karna' got the permission and when he was leaving, 'Kakchandra' gave him a warning, " 'Radhey Karna' if you going to gain Knowledge from Someone, never lie or deceive to gain Knowledge, this knowledge will become poison, and you will forget about the knowledge when you most needed. Remember my world 'Karna'."
Karna' looked at him solemnly and bowed to him and said, " Thank you for reminder Maharaj, I was going to do sin, thank you for everything. "
'Kakchandra' just nodded and signal him to leave, Karna' bowed to him in gratitude and left towards his next destination.