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Chapter 2 - Princesses on the Wrong Foot

As Azania's firm refusal echoed in the air, Lysandra chuckled, regarding her sister's answer. "Haha… that answer was expected," Lysandra said softly. "But I can't help but wonder why you're so determined to hold onto something that seems to weigh you down."

The question hung in the air, demanding an answer that Azania herself had yet to fully articulate. "Reasons," she responded dully, avoiding her sister's gaze. Lysandra tilted her head at the evasive Azania and gave her a piercing look. "Reasons? This means you've thought about it. You think I can't handle it? That's an insult to what I've been doing the past couple of months."

Azania sighed, acknowledging her sister's achievements with a nod. "I know you've been doing great with your research, Lys," she admitted, "and I'm proud of you for it. But that's your path, not mine. You shouldn't have to worry about the throne; it's not your burden to bear."

Lysandra's brow furrowed in concern as she leaned forward, her eyes searching Azania's face. "But why should you have to carry it alone?" she asked earnestly, frustration creeping into her voice. Azania shook her head, a sad smile playing at her lips. "This is something I have to figure out on my own. I can't let you get dragged into it too."

"But you're my sister," Lysandra protested, her tone growing sharper as she shot out of her seat. "We're supposed to face things together, aren't we?" Azania reached out to touch Lysandra's arm, but Lysandra brushed it off. "We are, Lys," Azania said gently. "But some battles are meant to be fought alone."

Lysandra's frustration boiled over, her eyes flashing with anger. "Azania, it's not about whether I can handle it or not," she said sharply. "It's about what's best for you! You deserve to live a life that makes you happy!" Azania's own frustration flared in response. "And I'll find that happiness on my own terms," she retorted, her voice rising. "I don't need you to sacrifice your dreams for mine!"

"But why not!?" Lysandra pressed, her eyes searching Azania's for answers. "Why do you feel so bound by those expectations!? Why do you let them dictate your life!?" Azania clenched her fists, her patience wearing thin. "Because I'm tired of living a life that isn't mine!" she snapped, her voice laced with frustration. "I'm tired of pretending to be someone I'm not, just to please everyone else!"

Lysandra recoiled, stung by Azania's words. "So, what? You'd rather abandon your responsibilities and run away from who you are?" she shot back, her voice trembling with anger. "That's not what I said!" Azania retorted. "I just want to be free to make my own choices, without the weight of the crown hanging over me!"

Their voices echoed off the library walls, each word fueling the growing rift between them. Lysandra's eyes brimmed with tears, her chest heaving with emotion. "And what about me, Azania?" she demanded, her voice cracking with hurt. "Why do you think I don't want to be next in line? I've done research, day in and day out. Finding what went wrong here and there, just so I can not make the same mistakes again. AND YOU DON'T WANT TO GIVE ME WHAT I WANT! Don't I deserve a say in my own future?" Azania's heart twisted at the pain in her sister's voice, regret flooding her senses. "Lys, I didn't mean-" she began, but Lysandra cut her off with a bitter laugh. "Save it," she spat, her voice dripping with bitterness. "I don't want to hear any more excuses."

Regret gnawed at Azania's heart as she watched her sister turn away, her shoulders slumped in defeat. "Lys, wait," she called out, reaching for her sister's arm, but Lysandra shrugged off her touch, her gaze cold and distant. "I think we both need some time alone," she said quietly, her voice devoid of emotion. "Maybe then we'll figure out what's really important to us."

With those words, Lysandra disappeared deeper into the library, leaving Azania alone with her thoughts. Guilt gnawed at Azania's insides as she sank into a nearby chair. She knew she had crossed a line, said things she couldn't take back. "I didn't mean to hurt her," Azania whispered to herself. She traced the patterns on the wooden table with trembling fingers, unable to shake the feeling of remorse.

Memories of happier times flooded her thoughts – moments spent laughing and exploring with Lysandra, their bond unbreakable. But now, that bond felt strained, stretched because of their conflicting desires and unspoken frustrations.

"What have I done?" Azania muttered, her eyes stinging with unshed tears. She longed to go after Lysandra, to apologize and mend the rift between them, but pride held her back. Before she could dwell further on her regrets, the heavy oak doors of the library swung open with a resounding thud. Miku strode into the room with Aric and Marcus in tow.

Aric stepped forward, her voice trembling with apprehension. "Your Imperial Majesty," she implored, her eyes pleading. "Princess Azania didn't mean any harm. It was just a moment of... of impulsiveness. We'll take any punishment you deem fit, just please, go easy on her." Marcus nodded fervently in agreement. "Yes, Your Imperial Majesty," he added, his voice equally shaky. "We'll make sure she learns from her mistake."

Miku regarded the attendants with a steely gaze. "This is not the time or place for such discussions," she said firmly, her voice brooking no argument. Their gazes fell upon Azania, who sat in a nearby chair, her eyes brimming with unshed tears. Miku's expression softened imperceptibly. With a heavy sigh, she raised her hand and vanished in a swirl of energy.

Aric and Marcus rushed over to Azania's side, their faces filled with worry. "Your Highness, what happened?" Aric asked, her voice filled with concern. "Why were you in such a state?" Azania took a deep breath, "I... I had an argument with Lysandra," she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. "I said some things I regret, and now... now I don't know how to fix it." Aric and Marcus exchanged sympathetic glances before turning their attention back to Azania, offering her words of comfort and reassurance as she confided in them. "It's going to be okay, Your Highness," Marcus said gently.

As Aric and Marcus offered words of comfort, Miku reappeared next to the group, but she wasn't alone. On her shoulder, Lysandra was wildly flailing and tear-streaked cheeks. "Mom, let me go! I don't want to be near her or see her!" Lysandra's voice trembled with emotion as she struggled against her mother's hold, her eyes filled with anger.

Miku gently guided Lysandra to a nearby chair, where she sat her down before turning her attention to Azania. "What happened between you two?" she asked, her tone firm. "Explain." Before Azania could talk, Lysandra started to speak. Her voice quivered with frustration and hurt as she spoke, her emotions raw. "She... she assumed I was not ready to be next in line," she began, her voice trembling. "As if I haven't been working tirelessly, researching, trying to make sure that whenever I rule, everything can be right."

Tears welled up in Lysandra's eyes as she struggled to articulate her feelings. "And then she just dismissed my efforts, as if they meant nothing." Her voice cracked with emotion. "I can't believe she would say such things to me..." Her words trailed off, choked with emotion.

Azania took a deep breath, gathering her thoughts before speaking. "Lys, I didn't mean to belittle your efforts or dismiss your dedication," she began, her voice soft yet earnest. "But I felt suffocated by the weight of the expectations placed upon me. You saying to abdicate the throne, me worrying about your well-being about being next in line made me say things I shouldn't have, and for that, I'm truly sorry."

Miku observed the exchange between her daughters with a mixture of concern and understanding. While she sympathized with Lysandra's hurt feelings, she also recognized the weight of responsibility on Azania's shoulders. She knew that being the next in line to the throne came with its own set of pressures and expectations.

She sighed softly, her heart heavy with the weight of her daughters' strife. Despite their differences, they were still her beloved children, and seeing them in pain tore at her soul. With a gentle gesture, she pulled both Azania and Lysandra into a warm embrace, enfolding them in her comforting embrace.

"My dear daughters," she murmured, her voice filled with love and compassion, "The realm may demand much of you, but above all else, your happiness and well-being are what matter most to me." Azania and Lysandra exchanged surprised glances, their eyes widening in realization.

Miku slightly pulled away, her gaze soft as she looked first at Lysandra. "My dear rule follower," she began, "I understand your desire to be next in line. Your dedication and diligence have never been in question, and I am immensely proud of the strides you have made." Lysandra met her mother's gaze, "Thank you, Mother," she replied. "I want to honor our family's legacy and serve our people to the best of my abilities. But I also want to ensure that I am prepared for the responsibilities that come with the throne."

Miku nodded in understanding before turning her attention to Azania. "And you, my little rebel," she said, her tone soft, "what is it that you truly desire? Your path may diverge from tradition, others may call you a disgrace. Your calling to me does not make it any less valid."

Azania met her mother's gaze, her heart heavy with uncertainty yet emboldened by her mother's unwavering support. "I… I want the freedom to chart my own course," she admitted. "To pursue my passions and aspirations without constraints. But I also want to fulfill my duties to our kingdom, in whatever capacity that may be."

Miku smiled warmly, "Your desires may lead you down different paths, but know that I will support you both every step of the way," she said, her voice filled with unwavering conviction. "Your happiness and fulfillment are what matter most to me, above all else."

"But what if," she began hesitantly, "what if your actions were misunderstood Lys? What if, despite your best intentions, you were perceived as... as an evil empress?" Azania's question hung in the air, heavy with uncertainty and concern. Lysandra's brows furrowed as she pondered her sister's words.

"What if..." Lysandra echoed softly, her voice tinged with contemplation. "What if my efforts, my dedication, were twisted into something malevolent?" The weight of Azania's question settled upon them. Even the Empress's smile faltered for a moment.

"It's a possibility we must acknowledge," Miku conceded. "In the eyes of some, the pursuit of power can be misconstrued, no matter how noble the intentions behind it." Lysandra's jaw tightened, "but I refuse to let fear of misunderstanding dictate my actions," she declared. "I will continue to strive for what I believe is right, to lead with compassion and integrity."

Azania nodded slowly, her gaze softening with understanding. "And I will stand by your side," she affirmed. Aric and Marcus remained respectfully silent, not wanting to intrude on the intimate conversation. "I've made my decision." Aric and Marcus exchanged uncertain glances, silently urging Azania to elaborate. "I have decided to abdicate the throne," Azania announced. "It's obvious to me that Lysandra is more than capable of leading our kingdom with wisdom and compassion."

Lysandra's eyes widened in surprise, her gaze flickering with a mixture of disbelief and gratitude. The Empress's expression softened with pride. "But Your Highness," Aric interjected, "are you certain about this decision?" Azania smiled, her heart lightened by the certainty of her choice. "I am certain," she affirmed, her voice unwavering. "I think this is what's best for our kingdom, and for my own happiness." With her decision made, Azania felt a sense of liberation wash over her, freeing her from the shackles of duty and expectation.

Miku looked at Aric and Marcus with a gentle yet firm expression. "Aric, Marcus," she addressed them, "I trust that you understand the gravity of Princess Azania's decision. Until the official announcement is made, this information must remain confidential. Is that understood?" Aric and Marcus exchanged a quick glance before nodding in unison. "Yes, Your Imperial Majesty," they responded respectfully. "We will ensure that no word of this leaves the palace walls."

Satisfied with their response, Miku offered them a reassuring smile. "Thank you," she said warmly. "Your discretion is appreciated." With the matter settled, Miku's gaze returned to Azania, her expression softening with affection. However, a flicker of frustration danced in her eyes as she shifted her focus to the torn fabric of her dress.

"And now, Azania," Miku continued, "there is another matter we must address." Miku gestured to the torn fabric on Azania's dress, her disappointment evident. "I must admit, I am deeply troubled by how you look. Ripping your dress in a fit of anger is unacceptable behavior, especially for a princess of our realm."

Azania's heart sank as she met her mother's gaze, her own eyes filled with regret. "I know, Mother," she murmured. "It was out of line, and I apologize. I was frustrated that I wasn't dressed comfortably and it got in the way of my movements."

Miku's expression softened slightly at Azania's apology, yet her disappointment remained. "I understand that emotions can sometimes get the better of us," she conceded, "but as a member of the royal family, it is imperative that you maintain composure even in moments of frustration. Our actions carry weight, and they reflect not only on ourselves but on our entire kingdom." Azania nodded in understanding, her shoulders slumping with the weight of her mother's disappointment. "I will strive to do better, Mother," she promised.

A small magical fist materialized above Azania and began tapping her head lightly. "This isn't the first time you've let your emotions get the best of you, Azania," she remarked with a wry smile. "You seem to have a knack for destroying your dresses when you're upset." Azania winced at the reminder of her past indiscretions. "I know, Mother," she admitted, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment. "I promise it won't happen again."

Miku sighed softly, her frustration tempered by affection for her daughter. "I certainly hope so, Azania," she replied, her tone tinged with amusement. "I'd hate to see your wardrobe empty at the hands of your temper." With a flick of her wrist, Miku dispelled the magical fist, allowing it to vanish into thin air. "Despite our disagreements and misunderstandings," she began, "what remains constant is the love we have for each other as a family." Azania and Lysandra met their mother's gaze, their expressions reflecting a mixture of relief and gratitude.

"Remember, my dear daughters," Miku continued, her voice filled with warmth, "we are stronger together than apart. Let us put aside our differences and work towards understanding and unity." Azania and Lysandra nodded in agreement.

"I suggest you both take some time to reflect on what has transpired today," Miku suggested as she got up. "And when you're ready, perhaps you can find a way to reconcile and move forward together." As Miku turned to leave the library, Aric and Marcus followed suit, casting concerned glances at Azania and Lysandra. Sensing their departure, Azania spoke up, "Thank you, Mother," she said, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears.

Miku paused at the threshold, her gaze softening as she looked back at her daughters. "Remember, my dear ones," she said gently, "no matter what challenges lie ahead, you will always have each other. Even when the Gods decide to take your father and me." With those words of wisdom, she exited the library, leaving Azania and Lysandra alone.

Azania and Lysandra remained silent for a moment, each lost in their own thoughts. Then, as if drawn together by an invisible force, they stepped closer to each other until they were standing face to face. Without a word, they enveloped each other in a heartfelt embrace. "I'm sorry, Zee," Lysandra whispered, her voice barely above a whisper. "I didn't mean to lash out like that." Azania held her sister tighter, her heart overflowing with forgiveness and love. "I'm sorry too, Lys," she replied, her voice choked with emotion. "I should have been more understanding."

As Azania and Lysandra continued to embrace, Lysandra's arms tightened around her sister, holding her close as if afraid to let go. "I'm glad we talked things out, Zee," Lysandra murmured. Azania smiled softly, her heart warmed by her sister's words. With a gentle hand, she reached up and affectionately ruffled Lysandra's hair, eliciting a surprised laugh from her younger sister. "I need some air, Lys. Glad that we were able to get over this disagreement."

Lysandra's laughter faded into a curious expression as she looked up at Azania, her eyes searching for answers. "What's with the sudden need for fresh air?" she asked, a hint of concern creeping into her voice. "You won't get into trouble again, will you?" Azania's smile widened into a mischievous grin as she met Lysandra's gaze. "No promises," she teased playfully, her tone light-hearted. With a playful wink, she withdrew herself from her sister's embrace and made her way towards the library door. Lysandra watched her sister go, a baffled smile playing at her lips. "Typical Zee," she muttered to herself, shaking her head in fond exasperation.