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Chapter 1 - Temporary Glimpse of Hope.

As she watched the casket be lowered into the earth, Anne stood at the graveside, her heart heavy with sorrow. She felt lost and alone in the world after the abrupt death of her father, a loving and gentle man. She was becoming more and more depressed as a result of her reclusive personality, which appeared to get heavier every day.

Days became weeks, and Anne started to isolate herself from the outer world. She would spend a lot of time alone in her room reading her favorite books to find comfort. Outside her window, the earth appeared desolate and remote, as though it belonged to an entirely different realm.

One rainy afternoon, Anne was sitting by her window when she heard laughter. She observed a young man dancing and whirling while holding an umbrella as she peeked through the rain-spattered glass. Even Anne's quiet chamber could be heard his contagious laughing as it reverberated around the room.

Anne found herself venturing outside for the first time in what felt like an eternity because her curiosity got the better of her. She moved cautiously and unsurely in the direction of the source of the laughter. The young man saw her coming and smiled a friendly greeting to her.

"Hello there! What brings you out on this gloomy day?" he asked, his eyes twinkling with mischief.

Unsure of how to answer, Anne paused. She had not spoken to a stranger, much less anybody outside of her immediate family, in weeks. She was drawn in by the young man's contagious energy, though, and she suddenly found herself muttering a trembling response.

"I... I heard you laughing, and it made me curious," she managed to say, her voice barely above a whisper.

The young man's smile widened, and he extended a hand toward her. "Well, I'm Ethan, and I believe laughter is the best medicine. Care to join me?"

Fear and excitement were mixed together in Anne's heart. Could she make a change as a result of this encounter? She inhaled deeply and extended her hand, trembling as it touched Ethan's. She felt a spark of optimism that had been dormant for a long time suddenly rekindle.

Ethan told Anne about his visions and experiences as they walked together, creating a rich tapestry of life that Anne had forgotten existed. He talked of his love of music, his trips, and the joy he found in little happy moments.

As Ethan and Anne walked along the path, the vibrant colors of nature enveloped them, casting a cheerful ambiance over their conversation. The warmth of the sun accompanied their exchange, encouraging laughter and jokes to pepper their dialogue.

Ethan, with a mischievous twinkle in his eyes, shared a comical anecdote from one of his trips. "You won't believe what happened when I tried to order food in a foreign country," he chuckled. "I thought I asked for a vegetarian dish, but I ended up with a plate full of pickles instead! I guess my pronunciation needs some work."

Anne couldn't help but giggle at the image of Ethan's bewildered expression when he was served a pickle feast. "Well, at least you had a unique dining experience," she quipped. "I'll make sure to practice my pronunciation before my next adventure!"

Their laughing carried through the woods, lifting the weight of their worries by bringing a sense of levity to the air. Ethan transitioned into talking about his love of music as the laughter died down, his voice vibrant and brimming with enthusiasm.

"Music has this magical ability to evoke emotions and transport you to different worlds," Ethan explained. "I remember attending a concert where the music was so powerful that it moved the entire audience to tears. It was as if the melodies themselves were speaking directly to our souls."

Anne, intrigued by Ethan's fervor, smiled and nodded. "I've always appreciated music, but I never realized its profound impact. I'll definitely be more mindful the next time I listen to a song."

Their talk flowed easily because their emotions were open. They engaged in lively debate over genres and performers as they traded anecdotes about their favorite bands and songs. Ethan shared his favorite dancing routines with them, even showing them off in the middle of their stroll. His eyes glistened with excitement.

Anne couldn't contain her laughter as she watched Ethan bust a move. "You have quite the talent there! I think you should audition for a dance competition," she teased.

Ethan grinned, bowing with mock grandeur. "Perhaps I'll start my own dance revolution! Who knows, we might end up having flash mobs all over town."

Lighthearted jokes and playful taunting continued to be part of their conversation. They were able to freely share joy since it seemed as though a cloud of doom had been removed. Together, their laughing developed into a melodious harmony that complemented the beauty of their surroundings.

Anne's heart flooded with appreciation for having Ethan in her life as they strolled. He had shown her through his tales, jokes, and contagious laughter that life was so much more than her lonely existence. She experienced a reawakening of her spirit, as though a dormant ember had been lit into a vivacious flame.

When Anne discovered that life held so much more than her isolated lifestyle, she listened carefully as her heart began to melt.

Anne and Ethan sat next to one other on a soft blanket as the night sky wove a stunning tapestry of stars above them. They spent their time together laughing and making jokes, which woven a lively thread through their chats.

But tonight, beneath her customary smile, a deep melancholy lingered in Anne's eyes. Ethan noticed her self-reflection and put a reassuring touch on her shoulder to nudge her into speaking up.

"Anne, you know I'm always here for you, right?" Ethan's voice was gentle, laced with empathy.

Anne took a deep breath, her gaze fixed on the twinkling stars. "I know, Ethan. It's just... there's something I've been struggling with, and I haven't been entirely honest with you."

Ethan's concern deepened, and he moved closer, their shoulders touching. "You can tell me anything, Anne. I'm here to listen and support you."

A hint of vulnerability colored Anne's voice as she continued, tears shimmering in her eyes. "I've battled with depression for quite some time. It's like a shadow that follows me, casting its heavy weight on my spirit."

Ethan's eyes filled with understanding, and he reached out to hold her hand. "Anne, I'm so sorry to hear that you've been carrying this burden alone. Thank you for trusting me enough to share it."

Anne nodded, grateful for Ethan's comforting presence. "I didn't want to burden you or dampen our joyful moments together. But the truth is, some days it's harder to find that joy, and I feel lost in the darkness."

Ethan squeezed her hand gently, his voice soft and reassuring. "You're not burdening me, Anne. We're in this together, and I want to be there for you through the highs and the lows. You're not alone anymore."

A hint of a smile tugged at the corners of Anne's lips. "Thank you, Ethan. Your support means more to me than words can express."

As the night enveloped them, the stars shining like beacons of hope, Ethan decided to lighten the mood, knowing the power of laughter even in the midst of difficult conversations.

"Hey, Anne," he said, a playful glint in his eyes. "How about we challenge each other to come up with the cheesiest jokes we can think of? I'm sure a good laugh will help lift your spirits."

Anne chuckled, a soft glow returning to her eyes. "Oh, you're on! Prepare yourself for the cheesiest of the cheesy!"

Their conversation evolved into a funny game of exchanging one-liners and puns. The night air was filled with their collective laughter as they laughed at each punchline. They both started laughing uncontrollably as the jokes got crazier, and they soon forgot the load that had briefly been on their hearts.

As the laughter subsided, Anne's smile radiated with newfound strength. "Thank you, Ethan. You have a way of bringing light even in the darkest moments."

Unable to contain her curiosity any longer, she mustered the courage to broach a delicate subject. "Ethan, can I ask you something personal?"

Ethan looked up from his coffee, his eyes meeting hers with genuine interest. "Of course, Anne. You can ask me anything."

She took a deep breath, her voice laced with a mixture of nervousness and hope. "What's your love life been like before we met? Have you had any serious relationships?"

Ethan's expression shifted slightly, a hint of hesitation in his eyes. He paused for a moment before deciding to share his truth. "Well, Anne, I've had my fair share of relationships, and they've been... complicated."

Anne's heart sank, a wave of unease washing over her. She had expected some history, but the uncertainty in Ethan's response left her with a gnawing feeling of unease. She pressed on, her voice trembling slightly. "Complicated? In what way?"

Ethan let out a heavy sigh, his gaze dropping to the table. "I have children, Anne. Three children with three different women."

A somber silence surrounded the words as they lingered in the air. The world seems to have collapsed around Anne. She had fallen in love with Ethan and imagined a happy, secure future with him. Her illusions were dashed by the discovery, leaving her feeling uneasy and misled.

"Why didn't you tell me this before?" she asked, her voice tinged with a mix of hurt and anger.

Ethan's eyes filled with regret as he reached out to grasp her hand. "Anne, I never intended to hide this from you. I was afraid of losing you, of scaring you away. But I realize now that it was a mistake. I should have been honest from the beginning."

Anne's emotions surged within her, conflicting feelings of love and betrayal warring in her heart. "Three children, Ethan. That's a lot to take in. How can I trust that you won't leave me for someone else? That our love won't be just another chapter in your complicated story?"

Ethan's grip tightened on her hand, his voice filled with sincerity. "Anne, I understand your concerns, and I can't promise you that everything will be easy. But I can promise you this - my love for you is real. I have made mistakes in the past, but I am committed to being the partner you deserve. I will be there for you, no matter what."

Tears welled up in Anne's eyes as she wrestled with her emotions. She had built a life with Ethan, and their love had felt like an anchor in her world. But now, doubts crept in, threatening to unravel the foundation of their relationship.

"Can you understand how hard this is for me, Ethan?" she whispered, her voice filled with vulnerability. "I need time to process everything, to decide if I can continue on this path with you."

Ethan nodded, his eyes filled with regret. "I understand, Anne. Take all the time you need. I will be here, waiting for you, hoping for a chance to rebuild your trust."

Weeks passed by, and Anne found herself adrift in a sea of self-reflection. Being split between her love for Ethan and the uncertainty of a future with someone who had a murky history, she struggled with her anxieties and doubts. Long walks and quiet reflection provided her with comfort while she searched her heart for the answers.

One evening, as the sun began to set, Anne discovered herself perched on a cliff's edge with a spectacular view in front of her. Her thoughts were carried off into the night by the wind as it rustled through the trees. And in that instant, she became more clear.

She understood that falling in love may be dangerous. It took bravery to face one's worries as well as trust and forgiveness. Anne realized that Ethan's past did not determine their future and that their love was strong enough to be worth defending.

Anne decided to visit Ethan on the cafe where he was working. As she was approaching, Anne saw Ethan flirtatiously interact with a girl at the packed café, her heart fell. Her previously flimsy faith in him had been broken, and the uncertainties that had returned after learning about his tangled past had come flooding back with a fury. She longed for the love and attention she felt she deserved and felt a profound aching inside.