I hated how I could just see her silhouette standing right behind Irina with a smile.
That was why I couldn't keep it inside. This feeling that I had been keeping to myself they were ready to burst out.
"Do you think I wanted that!" My voice broke through Irina's words, filled with anger and anguish. For the first time, I found myself feeling such emotions. "Do you think that was what I wanted? Do you think I wanted to live like this, huh?!"
Irina took a step back, her eyes wide.
"I never wanted this!" Words spilled from my mouth without control.
Maybe they were directed to Irina facing me.
Maybe they were directed to her silhouette.
Or maybe they were directed to somewhere else.
"I never wanted to live in a world where I had to constantly train, constantly fight, constantly detach myself from everything and everyone. Do you think I enjoy this? Do you think this is what I chose?"
