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Blair's step mom is "Lilly Dili"
LILLY'S POV
It's like the walls in my mind cracked open. Him making me hit them like that, it's like...I can't put words to it. I know what I have to do. It's not the best idea, I'll most likely regret it... Heck, I'll definitely regret it. That's why I'm doing it right now. So that I don't have to think it over and change my mind... again.
