I drove my car at an average speed, occasionally glancing at Georgina who was just silent with her eyes straight ahead.
"I want you to forget about what happened last night." and finally she spoke.
I glanced at her with a feeling of disappointment, it turns out this purpose wants to leave with me.
"That was the biggest mistake in my life. I realized that this morning. And I won't repeat it, and you also don't need to take it seriously about last night," she said again, making me even more disappointed because her words seemed to completely forget how we had fun last night. I feel sick like she has charmed me but in the end, she just wants me to forget her. 'but I mustn't show my disappointment...or she'll get cocky!' I thought angrily.
"I've misunderstood Sebastian ... he's not as bad as we thought," she said again.
I sighed. "I don't want to care about last night either...but I'm so astonished at you..how can you accept him back when you know he's so intimate with another girl?"
"He was drunk and he didn't know he was doing it," she said without glancing at me.
"He explained that?"
"Yeah..."
"And you believe that?" I asked in great astonishment.
"Of course, I know my boyfriend is not a liar!" her answer is full of confidence.
I smiled faintly, amused to hear her so confidently boast about her boyfriend who isn't a liar. "You said he's not a liar..maybe he's not a liar but he doesn't care about you, doesn't think about your feelings, can't understand you. If he loves you, he shouldn't ignore you on your birthday...that's so sad. .in fact he prefers me to accompany you back to the mansion even though I told him that he should meet your parents to clarify your relationship..."
"He will!" she said before I finished speaking.
"Really?"
"You saw for yourself that h dared to come to the mansion, he looked better... he explained everything that happened last night, he was planning to meet my parents for the weekend... he showed his seriousness!" she explained enthusiastically looking at me, then shook her head and stared ahead. "and of course, I believe in him, but that makes me feel very guilty because I misjudged him so I chose to have fun with you... that's wrong, and it shouldn't happen again.. and I beg you also pretend it never happened ...I don't want you to hurt Zoe," she continued, glancing at me again.
I was silent, suddenly there was jealousy and also annoyance, and I better decide not to expect it anymore. to me she's just a player, she's cheap, and she doesn't deserve to replace Zoe in my heart!
"So please stop bothering us," she said.
I smiled sarcastically while glancing at her. "I'm never in the mood to bother you. I just want you to do your task in the office... and if we have to forget about last night, that's not a problem for me," I said casually. "I'll focus on Zoe anyway....she's back, and we're meeting up today... we've been in a relationship for a long time and we're getting married soon."
"Yeah, that's good..." she turned her head away.
"We take care of our relationship with our respective partners..."
"I never took care of your relationship..."
"but you did.."
"No!" I confirmed.
"I'm lazy to argue," she replied.
"I also never invite you to argue. Last night I wanted to invite you to have fun but we did it too much. And maybe it won't happen if you can control yourself ... but maybe it's because you're attracted to me," I said casually.
"You think I'm attracted to you?" she immediately turned to me with a surprised look.
I just sneered.
"That night maybe because I was also a bit drunk, so I followed your wishes!" she hissed. "after all, it happened because you were attracted to me, otherwise you wouldn't want to start!"
"I think you started it," I said with a small smile. "have you forgotten? we were just chatting but suddenly you are aggressive... I'm a normal guy and for sure I feel challenged to make love..."
"That's your excuse!"
"No, that's no excuse!" I emphasized while slowing down my car because it was already at a red light. "You should learn from last night's events. Don't get carried away easily. I'm afraid you'll have sex with another man again."
"What did you say?"
I'm just quiet.
"Your words just now seem to belittle me, you think I'll make love to just any man?" she starts to get emotional.
"That's the truth... you even want to make love to me even though you think of me as your enemy!" I said firmly, staring at her beautiful face even though she was very angry. her beautiful lips make me want to enjoy them like last night but that will only add to the problem and surely she will think I like her then she will be arrogant.
"It happened because of our oversight, we don't need to blame each other!" she said firmly.
.."I know that, and I don't mean to belittle you. I just want you to be careful after this. It would be very dangerous if your beloved were to carelessly man and that man took you seriously...he would be disappointed and probably to be very angry with you! " I confirmed, and indirectly I kind of said about how I feel now. 'oh, damn it, I slipped!' I thought.
Suddenly she smiled faintly while looking at me as if she was laughing at me in her heart.
"What?" I ask.
"Nothing….I don't think we need to debate this anymore," she said, carrying her black bag. "This is the last time I'm in a car with you. From then on, I'll be going back and forth to the office with Sebastian or a taxi..."
"OK!" I nodded firmly, feeling very hot because she seemed to be avoiding me because of what I said. "I also never liked being in the car with you. And you better finish this internship assignment soon so we don't have to meet again!"
"That's no problem," she said as she opened the door. "Bye..."
I was speechless, watching her just walk out and shut the door back with a bang.
"You bitch!" I swore, feeling tight, hot, and like she just threw me away. 'I shouldn't have been attracted to her, I should have ignored Mom's advice to approach her. Of course, Zoe is better... or maybe another girl... or maybe all girls suck!"
Tin..tin...tin...
The sound of many horns distracted me. I immediately drove my car back because the traffic light had changed to yellow.
I drive at high speed, feeling my emotions burning, Georgina's image seemed to continue to haunt me. her words pierced my heart, and I will never let her seduce me again, I need to get her out of my office soon, and maybe I'll be living in the apartment more after this. I don't want to live in the mansion with her.