[POV 3rd Person]

In a city that isn't too crowded , where only crowded places are certain places within the city. Probably like any other cities are . There was a man who was crossing a busy road without a care in the world .

The man was probably too much in deep-thought to be aware of the incoming danger in the form of a car with a disgusting music being played in it . It was directly heading towards the man .The man in question looked up from the ground for a moment and said something "-iktir..."

[POV 1st Person]

[Date of Birth: 11th January , 1970]

Well , would you look at that now . I died because I was careless and a stupid 'keko' bastard drove his shitty car on me with a terrible music that would make your ear bleed , how shameful ! Dying was quite painful too ; but it was okay after you passed the moment you couldn't breathe in anymore since it was quite a struggle until then.

But now I'm in some sort of soft egg I guess ? So this is what happens after you die , reincarnation of sorts maybe ?

Was not a fan of any 'supposedly-existing' gods but who though Buddhism was the right way or Hinduism is it ? I didn't really have much time learn about them , even then I always considered myself a mythology geek . Looks like I wasn't geeky enough , too bad I died young.

But I'm unsure of what I am right now , probably because I don't have a body that is developed enough . I'm able to feel softness but I don't really know how many limbs I have , my body mostly feels tingling numbness with some minuscule soft pressure.

Some time passed in that state for a while for not too long . Then at some point I was out of the soft egg and slowly gained some of the senses that humans had . Apparently I wasn't in some egg but in the body of my mother .

After about one or two years I gained some wisdom about my birth . Since I wasn't developed enough my thoughts in my mother's belly probably started appearing at later stages of my development and they formed much slower than it does normally ,how did I know ? because the same thing happened even after my birth for almost two years.

I used the seasons as a time-counting mechanism for a while and 8 seasons felt like just a few weeks . I would even forget the day before completely sometimes with my baby brain.

[Auth.Note: I decided to add some tought flow sorta thing since it would make it easier to understand the mc. ***in whisper : and because i'm a newbie. ]

Now all these technical knowledge wasn't that important for now.

What was important was my place in this world .

Good news I have parents , bad news I have parents ; also they are the pretty religious type and not the 'we won't force you to worship something you don't believe in' type probably. So they will highly likely try to brainwash me for forever.

Duh , I'm reincarnated leave me alone.

I dealt with this kind of parents for enough already in my past life.

But even then there are good things about having parents even if you disagree with them .Such as being able to coax them to buy the things you would like . They were not rich but not poor either . Your average middle-class family with enough money to buy some hobby items and such. This is a luxury you wouldn't be able to reach if you were an orphan , there is no way they would give that much money and freedom .

Again good news , I was reborn in a past date than my normal birthdate which meant I could get rich easily just with having some active role in the technological side of the world .

Mixed news , I was born in the same country let's call it Eurasia . Looks live my ancetors had some good feelings about me and had some hand in my reincarnation , that was the only possible explanation for me to be reborn in this damn chaos land again . Too bad ancestors I don't plan on reviving the glory of past , that would force me throw some atom bombs at some really 'holy places(!)' and dump there a ton of nuclear waste so no man can step on there for a while. Don't ask why . Eurasia problems need Eurasia solutions . Fortunately for many I don't have the intention of creating a Sith Empire in the Earth just yet , not that I can make one, but can't a man have dreams . That's the only true way of order this country can really have at the end of the day anyway .

Bad news are ; many bad future political situations in this shithole , boredom that will be caused because of not having internet , me being crazy enough in my past life that I don't have any morals or any will to live at all that I could try to kill myself at some point . I don't care about this second chance or whatever , I would prefer the abyss over this but also wouldn't mind living again honestly . This was some sort of suicidal panic attack I had since the past or whatever it was . I know I should overcome this habit , I should find some sort of ikigai soon .

[Timeskip-1977]

After ending my begging to my father for a book on chemistry I thought he would deny me for sure again , it's not every time a beggar gains from begging anyway, he told me to go to his room and bring the thing on the nightstand which was a good sign .

I wasn't stupid enough to not get the clue . Hopefully it's a book or something useful .

I went to the room and found something wrapped with newspapers , probably a book ; I was playing the future doctor , afterall that job was always popular around here and it would place me higher in his eyes .

He orders me to open it and I open it and the book is '(Organic Chemistry) - Morrison ve Boyd' , he somehow found a translated version .I thank him , hug him and kiss his hand , he is satisfied with my response but doesn't show a real act of love and he probably thinks I will be a doctor for sure. Also might be because it's my seventh birthday that he gives this but I doubt he knows it . People aren't that loving around this geography and time, it's 1977 in the Eurasia anyway.

And the same people love~ making more offsprings since we are 4 siblings including me and more are coming and more will surely come too. I hope I won't somehow be the reason my brothers don't go to school and work . That is how things work in a family that recently moved to the city , they usually send the first male to a school and expect him to help the family in the future and that is what really happens around here 1000 out of 999 times , the others work from early age .

Now I was 7 in 1977 and my intelligence was noticed but there was more . People I know -relatives mostly- think me as a person with bad luck but in actuality it is treated like a curse amogst my family and relatives , like there is some sort of paranormal entity haunts me and all that stuff but I knew something different was happening and I myself was the cause of suddenly opening and closing of the doors and windows .

It usually happens when I'm damn bored and want to escape the room . This thankfully doesn't usually happen at nights thanks to me figuring out a trick or two else they would lose their shit and go crazy .

The most they do currently is contacting a religious person and asking him to do some creepy religious ritual , not that it had any effect on me .

The thing about these happenings that I figured out is that I'm either in some sort of magical world or I'm in some alternetive universe of Star Wars and I can possibly create a Sith Empire -yes,finally!-.

The reason I think it might be The Force is because it has some connection to emotions but not a hundred percent , half of the job is emotions. You charge it with emotions and give the command with your will .

But after delving in the art for a few years I found out emotions are connected to intent and emotions are a form of intent somehow too . As an example let's say that you are angry and want to kill some bastard that ra*ed someone and have your 'will' kill the person let's say with the help of 'the Force' it charges your magic(?) a little but not enough to immediatly or directly kill .

...

But if your anger makes you make a plan with a brutal end for the man and use it as a medium the effect is stronger . And if you go one step further which is the start of the real danger and try to make empathy with both and find a reasonable ending for the one you use your Force on and connect all the magic(?) with a strong reasoning it gets stronger proportional to the reason web you weave .Emphatic murder in short. Which in the end means science is likely to be integrated to this power after enough delving in the area.

So yes I think I might be able to open a dimensional gate with all this bullshit and start conquering galaxies . Not tomorrow though.

[F.M. 2 rounds 07.08.23]