After the car moved away from their apartment, Hari Wijaya and Bianca sat upright and silent in the car.
They looked like schoolchildren who had just learned what it was like to be in love. The feelings that arise in both of them are not so easy to translate, there is a desire that floats between taboo and guilt.
But desire is very difficult to get rid of. Desire may be suppressed, and that is very painful. Especially when the desire is known to be adrift but cannot be satisfied.
"Ma'am ... sorry for the trouble," Hari Wijaya said, trying to break the silence. One second later the corner of his eye glanced at Bianca, stealing a glance, enjoying the beautiful, innocent face sitting next to her. And when Bianca glanced back at him, Hari Wijaya immediately cast his gaze back to the highway, his face reddening.
"It's okay, sir. I also often ask for help from Ms. Nani," Bianca replied. Her eyes began to more boldly explore the figure of the burly, mature and authoritative-looking man. Starting from his hair, his masculine cheeks with fine black hair, to something long bubbling under his shorts.
Bianca's soul seemed to be at war, part of her screaming for her to stop the madness right now. But the other part, forced her to continue her wild imagination and hope to get a response back in accordance with her wishes from Hari Wijaya.
Bianca deliberately uses her innocent face, while still focusing on parts of Hari Wijaya's body, her eyeballs look wide, paying attention to Hari Wijaya's burly hands which are large, veined and overgrown with fine hairs, making him look even more dashing and authoritative.
A little thigh that was not covered by the shorts, really made Bianca even more fascinated.
Realizing that he was being watched, Hari Wijaya became misbehaving. For a moment he turned his head towards Bianca as if he didn't know what was going on. But he had to be disappointed because Bianca was actually surprised and moved her gaze in another direction.
At a glance, Hari Wijaya seemed to notice the erotic points on every curve of Bianca's body, from her long and healthy-looking black hair, her smooth cheeks, her plump breasts as if begging to be touched and her solid thighs, as if they were all screaming at him, asking him to touch everything that was hidden under the tight thin skirt Bianca was wearing.
Hari Wijaya felt his saliva starting to fill his mouth, but he felt embarrassed if he had to swallow his saliva near Bianca, he pretended to clear his throat before he swallowed his own saliva.
There was silence again.
Bianca was not yet sure about Hari Wijaya's feelings for her. In fact, negative thoughts suddenly attacked Bianca. She was worried that Hari Wijaya considered her a cheap woman. Remembering that Bianca became worried, she was afraid that Hari Wijaya would feel disgusted with her.
The discomfort affected Bianca. She was busy looking for ways to find answers. She didn't want to spend the evening thinking about it.
Bianca finally found an idea, she convinced herself to be bolder so that Hari Wijaya would respond. Bianca looked at the tissue on the right side of the car player and then grabbed it. The tactic, the tissue fell right at Hari Wijaya's feet. Bianca hurriedly looked down so she could reach the tissue that she accidentally dropped.
As Bianca looked down, Hari Wijaya's eyes focused on the fruit on Bianca's chest which was clearly visible. His blood temperature rose. He could feel Bianca's hair touching his already sensitive thighs. At once something in his pants suddenly tightened violently as he felt the touch of hands on his calf and thigh area.
Bianca was finally able to reach for the tissue. Actually, it wasn't too difficult to pick it up. However, Bianca deliberately reached for it from a greater distance and used Hari Wijaya's calves and thighs as handles as she looked down.
"I'm sorry, sir," Bianca said with a faint smile, feigning shame and guilt after he sat back down.
While talking, Bianca's eyes seemed to be wide open looking at Hari Wijaya's shorts, which seemed to have risen so hard that they stood out.
"Very big ..." she hissed silently.
Bianca's blood seemed to be in freefall, after confirming that Hari Wijaya's reproductive organs were standing up. It felt like she wanted to approach the man, pull up his shorts and kiss a part of Hari Wijaya's body that was expanding upright, its enormous size made her heart rustle. He wanted to sweep his skin, twist the tip to swallow his clear liquid. The crazy desire that had settled in his head roared extraordinarily, making the sensitive areas of his body inflamed.
Realizing he had become the center of attention, Hari Wijaya's face became tense. Although, the air conditioner in the car was quite cold, but sweat still soaked his forehead.
"Ouch ... what should I do? Hari Wijaya thought.
There was a great intention in his heart to move the car aside and finish the lips of the girl who was sitting next to him. However, almost every second when the intention was about to be carried out, the faces of his wife and children suddenly flashed in his mind, making him try to strengthen his heart and fight the lust within.
Meanwhile, Bianca hoped that Hari Wijaya would immediately crush her lips after the action. However, long enough he waited, Hari Wijaya did not react.
There was no response as he expected from Hari Wijaya. Apart from the part of his body that seemed prominent and enlarged under his shorts.
Bianca also suspected, if Hari Wijaya's desire for him did exist, but there was no intention of doing it. Bianca began to despair.
Finally, after driving for a few minutes, Bianca had to get off in front of a building specializing in karaoke. During the trip, the two people who were overwhelmed by the lust and passion of the imaginary world, were only able to remain silent and guess the path that must be taken to be able to satisfy their love desires. But, until then, neither of them found a good, smooth path to go further.
Bianca felt like a cheap woman, she felt sorry for herself and tried to get rid of her feelings for Hari Wijaya. Although she herself can confirm that Hari Wijaya also has the same desire for her, she is not sure that Hari Wijaya has ever thought about her. Bianca was upset and that night she chose to be driven home by her friend rather than picked up by Hari Wijaya.
The next day, on Sunday, Bianca could not concentrate on anything.
All day she cursed her stupid actions. Bianca, who actually has super sensitive feelings, lost her mind. All sorts of hallucinations came into her brain. Her actions in the car yesterday afternoon seemed to have turned into the most damnable obscene act.
Bianca made up all kinds of worries, she was worried that her image had been destroyed. She was also worried that Hari Wijaya would see her as a cheap bitch, and Hari Wijaya would tell the other residents of the apartment about the incident.
Bianca was stricken with panic. She sat on the sofa, letting her messy hair fall over her face as she took a deep breath, lifted her left leg onto the sofa and banged her forehead against her knee.
A few seconds later, she bit her finger, sat down, stood up, sat down again, stood up again, walked there, back again, like a crazy person. Bianca is disappointed in herself.
Bianca had to fix everything. She had to change her attitude towards Hari Wijaya. She was sure, Hari Wijaya would never want to touch her body.
Bianca planned to stay away and act normal when she met Hari Wijaya. And she was very sure she would succeed in doing that.
Behind all her plans, there was also a little desire to test Hari Wijaya. Bianca wants to know the truth. She wants to see how Hari Wijaya responds when he meets her has become cold.