Lily pov
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I… have so much to think about. There was the… everything that Inari had given me. The pleasure, the pain, the happiness. The…
Ah- I want to be angry that he did that. I want him to stop and explain everything. But I can't. It was like trying to yell at a puppy… No. It was more like trying to kick a puppy, it just wasn't something that you do.
He's my everything.
He's my master.
I don't know how. And… and I don't know why… All I know is that they were right. Those mocking words they said before their death, that I must've been controlled or something… am… they're right.
But- I still would do everything for him. I would give him my life. And that - I touch my breast, feeling my heart, the gentle beat of it, yeah… I would give him everything.
I gently stroke his hair, letting him rest against my heart just as my hand had. His hair falls against me… and with it, a sensation of ultimate peace.
