Lara nodded.
" Of course, I understand everything you said, Matthew. I'm doing exactly that. It's just that I can't accept the life you've given me with a clear conscience. It's the kind of life I yearned for the most when I was underground, but every time in the dead of night, my heart is always suffering. You don't know what it means behind the growth of every Drow Warrior.
" In Deep City, in order to please 'Evil Queen Babasha', the drows went crazy, killing, plotting, incest, and tyranny... Too many sins were engraved on my body. I walked out from there, and those sins will accompany me for the rest of my life.
"Do you know what you need to do to become a high-level Drow Warrior?
"Training day and night, being beaten and whipped day and night, always on guard against sneak attacks from one's peers…This was not the most difficult part.
"To me, the most difficult part was the last part of the advancement ritual.
