WITHOUT telling anyone I left, maybe I'll explain when we see each other again. But now I want to be alone and think of what just happened between me and Ken. It's wrong… that something happened to the both of us. Mackie, what have you done!?
When I got to my condo, my cell phone rang non-stop. I answered my phone, it's Mia. I guess I will receive an earful from them, since I left on our supposedly girls bonding.
"Hello?" I said as I answered the phone.
"LENIE MACKENZIE MARQUESS, WHERE THE F*CK ARE YOU?" Rhina shouted. I can even picture her reaction. I laughed, making them get irritated even more.
"Sorry, something came up. I'll make it up to you, I swear." I said raising my right hand as if they could see me.
"Mackie, if you have a problem you can always tell us." Mia said gently, it's like her irritation fades away instantt
"I'm fine, girls. Don't worry, I know it's wrong to leave without saying ant, but I really need to go." I remembered what happened to us last night. Sht "Family issue." I lied. I'm sorry girls.
"Are you sure? Is this not because she's going to go here today?"
"Yes, I'm fine." I smiled, even though they couldn't see me. I'm so thankful to have them as my friends. Only they can make me feel loved.
"Okay, be careful. We'll be going home later, we can't enjoy here when you're there." Mia said that the others agreed.
"No, stay. I know that you've been looking forward to this for so long. So stay there and enjoy." "You should not go home single. Find me someone for me too." We laughed trying to divert the topic.
"Mackie, it's seems like our Stormy already found her sugar daddy!" Rhina teasingly said.
" Shut up, Rhina!" "Anyway, are you sure you're fine?" Stormy, the most modest of the group, asked softly.
"Yes, Storm. I want you guys to enjoy it there, so stop worrying about me. I'm fine,I swear." "Just enjoy your time with your Sugar daddy, I mean with Rhina and Mia" I was laughing nonstop together with the other two on the other line, since I know that Stormy is now annoyed and ready to punch our faces for teasing her.
"Well if you insist, but we're going home before Monday, you have to tell us everything." Rhina said. I smiled, I'm really lucky to have them with me.
As we bid our goodbyes, I sighed. Thinking what excuse I will tell them. I closed my eyes, I feel like I'm so tired, the trip was a bit long.
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As he gently put me in his bed, he stared at my naked body. I don't know how he was able to remove my clothes easily.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I blushed.
"I'm just admiring how beautiful you are." I never thought I could hear him say that to me.
He started to remove his shirt and shorts, leaving only his boxers. I can't believe this is happening, I stared at him and admired his beauty again. I can't stop myself from feeling his body with my feet. I looked at him, and again, his eyes were full of pleasure and desire.
"Stop turning me on." He said as he kissed my toes and bent over to kiss me again while his hand traveled through my body.
"Ken..." I moaned as he touched me down there. His kisses travel from my neck down to the sensitive part of my body between my legs.
"Don't..." when I felt his breath on my sensitive body. "S-Stop" I can feel him smirking. Oh god.
"Your wish is my command." he teasingly said.
"Oh…" I felt a strange feeling as he played with it with his tongue and hands.
"Ken." I looked at him smiling while he was between my legs.
"You're so wet" he said and his hand went in and out of me even faster.
I moaned once again as I released it. He kissed me and felt his thing poke me. Due to my curiosity, I reached it and felt how big it was.
"Will this fit?" I unconsciously said and looked at him while holding his dick.
"Wanna try?" I blushed as he kissed me again and his hand touched my breast.
He slightly slapped his thing between my legs, making me moan loudly.
"You're mine, Mackie" He said and entered me fully. My tears flowed from the pain, I felt like crying.
"Fck! You're a virgin. I'm sorry I didn't know." He said gently and kissed me, he caressed my face and wiped my tears.
"It's okay." I smiled and looked at his amber brown eyes that were full of worry. This is the first time I saw it this close. I touched his face and admired his beauty.
"Why are you so handsome?" I asked, making him chuckle, making him move a little. It gives a different sensation to me since he's still inside me.
I kissed his eyes, nose and then lips as I slowly moved my hips.
"Fck. Mackie..." he moaned and stopped me from moving. "Stay still, let me. I'll make it slowly this time." He said and kissed my forehead.
He gently moved as if I was a glass to break. Why do I feel like he cares for me a lot? Or maybe it's just because of lust and alcohol?
I was rushing to wake up, because of my dream. Why do I keep dreaming about what happened? I should forget everything. It's wrong that something happened to both of us. He likes someone else and it's not me.
For the whole weekend I was busy cleaning my condo and going to the gym, so I wouldn't remember what happened on that Friday night. It's Sunday today and I'm currently preparing for our girl's night out, because we need a heart-to-heart talk and we're having an early celebration for Rhina's birthday since she's going to her parents in their hometown together with his twin.
Around 10 o'clock when I arrived at one of the bars here in BGC, I'm wearing a simple backless royal blue dress paired with white stiletto and a purse.
Smoke, the smell of alcohol and people kissing greeted me as I entered the bar. Nothing new, it's even wilder now even though it's still a bit early.
I saw Rhina from far away, she's wearing a red glitter dress that makes everyone look at her. I smiled and looked at my girls that slayed tonight.
"Hi, girls. Happy Birthday, Loves!" I said and kissed Rhina and the others.
"You bitch, you're late again." Rhina said with a smile and hit my arm.
"My gift will be sent to your doorstep, tomorrow," I said and chuckled. "The usual" I said to the bartender, because we are here often.
"Okay, forgiven!" She said and we laughed. We are currently sitting at a table here in the VIP section even though Rhina has rented the entire bar.
I looked around and suddenly my smile disappeared when I saw who was going to our place now. Kenji Axel Ferrell, I thought they would go home next week, oh right Rhina's twin is his friend too. I ordered a drink again, and drink it quickly hoping that through alcohol I will forget my feelings for him.
"That's what I like girl. Lets get drunk tonight" Rhina said and went to the visitor who had just arrived.
"So, Mackie, why did you leave without saying anything to us?" Mia was very curious. Because of the noise of the bar, I can barely hear them. Before answering her question, I looked at him who was currently checking me from head to toe. What the hell is his problem?
"Dad called, something came up." I lied. Mia didn't ask anymore, probably because of the presence of the people behind me now. I thank Mia for that, because to be honest I don't know what to say especially that the reason for my disappearance is currently sitting beside me. I can't understand you Kenji! You said that we should avoid each other, then there you are so close to me.
I continue to drink non-stop. I don't even know why he keeps staring at me, maybe because he's worried that I will tell them about what happened to us.
"Let's dance!" I said to Mia and pulled her and Stormy to the dancefloor where Rhina was dancing.
I was about to get a bottle of alcohol when someone stopped me.
"You're drunk" Even though I was dizzy from the alcohol and the light of the bar, I knew it was Kenji and spoke, he's near me.
"Why do you care?" I turned my back on him and took the wine.
We were dancing our hearts out and finishing the bottle of alcohol I brought, when suddenly someone held my waist and danced with me. I continue dancing and making him feel me more. I probably brought alcohol and because I want to forget what happened between Kenji and, I let this man infront of me to touch my body.
"You're handsome." I said as I faced him. Oh, a foreigner. I smiled at him and encircled my arms on his nape.
"Wanna go somewhere?" He asked as his hand traveled on my bare back. I giggled. I was about to kiss and agree with him when someone grabbed me violently.
"What the fuck, Mackenzie!?" Kenji shouted in a baritone while holding my arm.
"Hey bro, she's with me." The foreigner said that I danced. I pulled Kenji out of the bar, he's making a scene. All of the people inside the bar knows us, they know her. What if they tell them about this? Oh god. Kenji your making me insane!
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" I shouted when we got to the parking lot.
"I'm a woman who has needs," I said out of frustration. "I can't understand you, Kenji! Can't you see I am avoiding you, and pretending that nothing happened between us? But here you are dragging me acting like a jealous boyfriend!" I shouted at him again.
It's a good thing there aren't many people here, otherwise what happened to the two of us would be revealed. Fuck.
His amber brown eyes stared at me blankly. "Do you think I don't know that?" He said loudly. He approached me slowly, while I stepped away.
"Do you think I don't fucking know that?" He gently told me that he had completely cornered me. His breath feels hot that gives shivers in my body.
"I don't fucking understand what I'm feeling, Mackie." He said while staring at me with an expression I can't read.
"I'm confused, Ken."
"So do I, I don't know why I keep dreaming and remembering what happened that night, Mackenzie"
"I'm so fucking confuse right now, Mackenzie."
"When I saw you dancing with that man, I feel like I want to punch his face."
" Sorry I couldn't control myself when he's touching you, your mine."
"Fuck, I know this is wrong but, I want you." He said and kissed me deeply. I kissed him back and I tasted the strong alcohol in his mouth, I felt dizzy from his kiss. Maybe because of the amount of alcohol I drank or because of the feelings of my heart.
I didn't know how we arrived in his condo but here we are kissing endlessly and feeling each other's bodies.
I know it's wrong but, is it bad that I hope and choose my happiness?