"Lena, why would you commit suicide? You're a beautiful girl. You can get any guy you want in the world."
His words made Lena cry even louder.
"What do you mean by any guy. Aren't you a guy yourself? If you see that I'm a beauty, that I'm well-behaved and not after your fame or money, why don't you want to be among those guys I can have?"
What could Kagern answer? Nothing! Only silence followed, so eerie and disturbing.
From the moment Kagern learnt about his sickness, he swore to keep it a secret. Even the doctors didn't know it was him. He would always go with a different identity. However, Now that someone's life was at stake, he felt like telling his secret.
'What do I tell her? That I cannot? That I'm unable? Gods!'
Still holding him tightly, the blonde haired beauty was sobbing, trembling with each sob. Kagern was only abnormal in nether regions. His mind was normal and could get teased. That's why her naughty actions made him lose his breath.
'Why didn't my mind become impotent too?'
Seconds turned into minutes, Kagern still brainstorming a way to let her know he loved her but couldn't satisfy her desires.
Finally, he cleared his throat and ask, "What do you really want?"
She pulled away, her hands still on his arms as if to catch him if he tried to escape. "I want to bear you kids."
Kagern became emotional. He too wanted a child from her.
"I cannot give you even a kid, let alone kids."
"Do you really hate me that much?"
"No! I don't hate you. It's only that I'm unable to do such things. I'm... I'm impotent."
She stared at him in disbelief.
"You're lying!"
She then burst out crying once again.
"I can't believe you hate me that much to even insult yourself."
Kagern shook his head and raised his hands in surrender.
"OK! Try and see for yourself."
A new found light ignited inside Lena's hazel eyes. Still hiccuping, she offered him a smile and went on her knees, her fingers reaching for the buckle.
Before continuing, she raised her gaze to meet his.
"Really?"
Kagern's mood was as bitter as a karela.
"Yep! Go ahead!"
Soon, his trousers fell onto the wooden floor, his heart falling into a realm of depression. The moment her eyes landed on his little brother, the smile on her face faded away, replaced by an expression that made Kagern feel like crying.
However, the poor girl didn't give up. She refused to believe what her eyes were seeing, that Kagern's manhood was as little as that of an infant and swallowed it, hoping to wake it up.
Nothing happened.
Lena tried everything she could have heard or saw, but nothing changed. She didn't give up. Maybe her pussy would wake the dude up.
She lay on her back and spread her legs, her lips parting to say, "Come!"
She pointed at her otherworldly pink gate.
"Place it here! Insert it inside and..."
Kagern pulled his trousers up.
"Stop it Lena! Nothing you can do to cure me."
"But there must me a way. Let's visit a doctor."
It was Kagern's time to cry.
"No! Lena, no! I have had it enlarged one day but it couldn't wake. Plastic surgery only made it big and that was it. I even went to Africa for dark magic and the result was the same. You should get up, put on something and forget me."
"I thought you didn't love me. Why didn't you tell me?"
"Tell you what? That I love you but cannot love you? Did you really want to hear that, you crazy girl? I told you to leave and played villain hoping you'll find a hero and give up on me. I didn't know you'll be too stubborn to turn 27 while still a virgin. Why didn't you listen to me or just give up on me? Your life would have been different. Mine, too. I wouldn't have lived always having to invent excuses."
Lena's teary eyes stared at him lost for a few minutes. Following, she glanced at her naked body, rose to her feet and left the room.
"Don't walk out naked!"
Kagern ran after her and grabbed her wrist.
"Stop! This is not the end of your life. You're beautiful. You're even not that old. Please come to your senses before you do something stupid, okay?"
Lena just stared at him, tears rolling down her cheeks, her expression lifeless. Soon, Kagern managed to wrap her in white pajamas and drove her to her house.
A few days later, Kagern found himself attending her funeral. He couldn't believe it. That she had failed to accept it.
After placing his hand on her coffin, he said only three sentences.
"You're stupid and crazy. You're a bad person, Lena. How can you place another burden on my already sore shoulders?"
***
After two years Lena dead, Byron walked into a bathroom. Everyone was taken out before he could enter. No one was there and no one was about to come in because of the body guards at the door. That's why he didn't expect to see a naked girl's reflection in the mirror.
Not even turning around, he asked, "Lilith, what are you doing here?"
"You said I would never reach or have you. I'm here to prove you wrong."
She was right. Once the death of his fiance made it into news papers and platforms, every girl thought it was her turn to become his fiance. Amidst that battle, Kagern told his body guards to never let anything female in nature near him. However, some things female in nature were unavoidable. Things like Lilith.
Not only she was a renowned actress but also the president's only daughter. A friend from childhood, a fan girl from ever since he released his first song.
Kagern had no plans to loosen the grip on his secret again. That's why he hid his little brother and turned around to go.
The girl was as stubborn as an obssesesd lover could be.
"You ain't going any where!"
After a series of her pleas and his refusals, after she tried to touch his little brother and he pushed her hands away, the girl started scratching her body, screaming for help.
Too many things which followed the incident were confusing, but a few days later, the president had to meet Kagern's father to privately discuss her daughter's safety.
"Mr. McHegan, if your son tries something like rape toward my daughter again, I'll not care about our friendship. I won't give a damn to the fact that your money can buy both me and my position. Even the gods won't save him from my wrath."
When Lilith's lies reached Kagern's ears, he couldn't help but say his favorite exclamation.
'What the fuck!'
***Please be kind and drop a power stone!