There was nothing left for Cai Ruolan to do, she felt alone and sad inside her chambers.
“Nanny Wang’s diary” she remembered that she wasn’t done reading it, Cai Ruolan walked to the drawer where she kept it.
She would have loved to read in the rainbow garden but she knew not where Xie Yuxuan kept the keys.
Indeed Wang Eumeh had lived a sorrowful life, she had grown up in pains and poverty.
Each time Cai Ruolan read the book, she cried.
Cai Ruolan regretted not been able to perform any rites for her dead nanny.
‘I’m sorry Wang mama, it’s okay if you can’t forgive me’
She skipped a few pages were Wang Eumeh had wrote about the low ranked official who was in love with her.
Cai Ruolan never like to read any pages speaking about love.
She wanted to read the part where her mother gave birth to her. Cai Ruolan wanted to know what happened that day.
Diary,
