EMERY
Lil' is stroking my back, trying to reassure me as I gradually get my feet back on the ground. We managed to get out and made our way to Arwan's car. I'm sitting in the back seat with my best friend beside me, trying to work out what I could have done wrong to end up like this.
If all this has happened, it must be to make me regret something I've done, right? I have to think about my past and the harm I've caused those around me.
What I've been through is just a glimpse, and everything will worsen until I do something to change it. I have to ask those around me for forgiveness and try to find a way to be better. I need to do that if I want everything to be okay.
I need to be a better person. I never want to go through what I went through again.
Never, ever again.
