EMERY
As the film draws to a close, I find myself torn between wanting to stay in this moment with Arwan and the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way, especially after everything that's happened between us. Memories of that night in the hotel, just like tonight, flood my mind, reminding me of the closeness we shared. But I can't let those emotions get the better of me.
Tyler, I have to think about Tyler. I haven't called him back, and he hasn't responded to my messages. It's not fair to him that I'm here, watching a movie with Arwan, when he's probably expecting to hear from me. The truth is, I'm conflicted. I still resent Arwan, and not so long ago, I even hated him. So what's happening to me? Why am I attracted to him, even after everything?
