Walking into my apartment I couldn't hold back my emotions. Today had been a roller coaster of emotions. I felt so happy that things between Nick and I actually might get better but at the same time I felt horrible for hurting Jaehyun even if it was completely unintentional.
"Oh my gosh!" Naomi rushes to my side looking worried. She hugs me tightly as I sob more.
"I feel horrible Naomi. I just don't know what to do anymore."
"Is it about Nick?"
"No...well yes but no. It's Jaehyun. He has finally understood that I won't feel anything for him again. Naomi you should've seen how broken he was. It was all my fault. Why do I love Nick! Why!"
"Girlie! Calm down sweetie. It's okay."
"Naomi you don't understand. I feel so stupid. Why can't I just hate him and move on? I even agreed to go on a date with him!!"
She walks me to the sofa and we sit side by side.
