Continued from the last part.....
We both reach the park at same time, rather than walking she go directly towards one of the bench and sit on it, I follow her steps too. As soon as we settled, I thought to shared what happened with me within these two days but before I could say anything she start speaking...
Vihaa: (Turned a bit on while seating only in a way that she is now looking directly in my eyes, with full of excitement and smiling brightly) Guess what, dad is doing all fine and in next week I am to going to travel India with one of my maternal aunt and cousins to buy dresses for my wedding.
Me: (With a bright smile and feeling genuinely happy for her) Wow that's really great. So, in India which place you are exactly going to shop from?
Vihaa: (Dream state) Ohh yeah the place will be Rajasthan, the main wedding day dresses will be from there and rest of function dresses from here only.
Me: (Smiling brightly) That's really cool, I am so happy for you.
Vihaa: Me too, I am feeling so much excited and plus dad is also doing good so, its more double happiness.
Me: Yeah right, for how many days your this trip will be?
Vihaa: For fifteen days I guess. Though our return tickets are not booked yet, we will think about it and then book it.
Me: Ohh okay.
Vihaa: Well, come lets walk now for some time then I have to reach back home early.
Me: Okay.
After this we start walking on the track of the park, we walk for some ten minutes or so and while doing that she happily continued to tell me what more interesting is there in Rajasthan other then traditional clothes. And I listen to her patiently, I am feeling happy to see her happy like this but I am also feeling some kind of uneasiness or may be a kind of fear which is telling me...
i will be left all alone to fight my battles...
Well, keeping my feeling aside I choose to be a happy in her happiness because I guess not everything is always about me, sometimes I should also think out about others and this time its Vihaa my guardian angel. Just like this our walking and talking time got passed, we back towards our homes.
After getting fresh, I sit on the chair that is beside my study table then open my diary and start writing my thoughts....
Before leaving the house for once I thought to her what all happened in these two days but seeing her happiness I choose no to spoil her mood by telling my stories. Sometimes you will definitely come across with some people for whom you would do anything but imagine this when that person literally earned a place in your heart and respect for themselves. Then how can you think about anything, before doing anything for them, instead you give up everything on someone like this.
For me Vihaa has become this person only, the more I think about her or be with her I can't stop myself to adore her. It often come across in my head that, she is just like her name an auspicious one.
No doubt, I will definitely miss her. Fighting alone within myself won't be easy for me but her happiness does matter so, how I can destroy it.
The moment my thoughts come to end in my head, I close the diary and I start rotating pen on my fingers, I hear a loud knock sound on my door. After keeping my pen on the diary, I got up from the chair then walk towards the door of room to open it so, Aunt could enter inside
o yeah I am actually expecting aunt to come because she always do so, to vent out her anger on me by the end of the day as according to her this is the right thing to do but for me it is not. But who cares.
While opening the door I guess I was bit a slow because she just push the door open barge inside the room, she directly walk towards the chair beside the study table and sit on it. I thought it best to leave the door open because it will be suffocating for me to be with her alone like this in a room. I come straight to my bed then sit on the edge of it and patiently wait her to start speaking me, seeing me settled down on the seat she start speaking....
Aunt: (Looked at my diary first which I thankfully closed after writing my thoughts, then she looked at me) Were you studying?
Me: (Lied) Yes.
Aunt: Sorry for disturbing you, actually I want to talk to you about something important.
Me: (Huhh, even though she is apologising to me but not with her heart, I can see and feel in her eyes plus aura) Okay.
After this she started her story, which is about how much she worked hard from the morning for granny but in the end how much she is disliked it that she, literally insulted me and while saying all this she started crying dramatically. Some five to six minutes passed just like this, as soon as she sobered up, she started getting angry and then she started speaking about how granny favour mother and how bad mother plus father are but like my lectures I keep getting lost in my own thoughts here also.
I don't know how long she keeps going on but hearing mother's voice calling me for dinner bring me back to reality plus it also put an stop to her rant too. I found it to be best option to run away from this situation, I hurriedly get up from the bed then speak up to aunt...
Me: Mother is calling for dinner, we will take later okay?
Aunt: Hey, why are you in so much hurry? and even if you eat the food after sometime then there would be no problem.
Me: (With puppy eyes and pretended to be desperate for food) Yes but I am feeling hungry.
Aunt: But we are talking here and I am not finished yet.
Me: Hmmm but...
Mother: (Yelling out my name from the outside) Siya!!!!
Aunt: (Get up from the chair feeling with frustration) Huhh Your mother can never change, whenever I think of talking to you she calls you by yelling your name. But you don't forget okay, we have many more thinks to talk about.
Me: Okay
Aunt: (While going out of the room, with sugar coated words) You know, you are the only one who understands me, now if I don't even talk to you then who else will I talk to?
As soon as she walk out of the room, I close the door and took a deep breath. After calming down a bit I open the door and walk outside of the room to have my dinner but not alone as my mind is walking me and talking to me like an another live person.
Mind: What is this "we are talking", right? Like, really when she was the one who was speaking alone.
Me: Yeah right, rather then saying the talking word she can directedly say, I want to say something and all you have to do is to listen. Why to play with words?
Mind: If she does this then how will she be able to do the drama for which she lives?
Me: True and one more thing that also I am unable to understand is that how come every time in everything she put blame on mother?
Mind: Yeah right, by the way why is so that, you have committed a scandal with someone else but when it comes to rectify it you put the blame on a completely different person, who was not even the part of this scandal.
Me: Right, I don't understand what kind of hatred is this?
Mind: Hmmm same here.
Just like this whole dinner got, mother father and brother keep talking in between about something but I keep my whole focus on the conversation that is going inside my head. I walk back to room with water bottle in my hand, after closing the door behind me, I walk towards my study table and start working on my assignments. After working for two hours, I close my books then taking my phone, earphones and water bottle in my hands I walk out of my room then reach inside granny's room in less then a minute.
As soon as I settled down on the bed, I start reading a werewolf story on my phone and after nearly two hours I fall asleep call it a night in hope of better day tomorrow but somehow I know that more then hope its a fear because I won't be having Vihaa with me for a long time.