When it came time to do it himself, however, he couldn't quite achieve the same satisfaction.
Halueth knew there was a world of difference between the two. He wiped himself clean with a few pieces of paper, stared blankly at the ceiling, and found himself devoid of any drowsiness. He reached for his phone, intending to pass the time, but in his X messages, Ethlando's conversation was still pinned at the top.
Afraid he wouldn't be able to resist contacting him, Halueth decided to delete all of his contact information. When the system refreshed and showed that he had no trace left of anything related to him, he let out a sigh of relief.
However, not long after, when Halueth realized that he truly couldn't find a single trace related to him anymore, his heart ached again.
If only he would still want him.
If he were willing to accept his past... It seemed absurd, but Halueth harbored such a luxurious hope.
