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I wake up in the middle of the night, everyone's at sleep now. I try to go back to sleep, and that was when I remember about me and tony meeting at the roof top of the building at 12.
I didn't know the idea of time but luckily there was a wall clock in the room.
The time was 11:56PM. I felt relieved to see I still had time to meet up with him.
I quickly got up and left the room
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Now am at the down floor outside the building.
I look up and see it's going to be a real struggle to climb up to the building.
I try climbing it, but multiple times I fail and fall down, again and again, I felt like giving up and going back in.
I then heard a voice from the roof top, it was Tony "You have to shift into your wolf form" He shouts down but in a whispery tone.
" But I don't know how to, I haven't done it before"
" There's always a first time for everything you have to believe in yourself" He saids trying to encourage me " It's a full moon tonight so there's your advantage, c'mon you can do it" " I believe in you"
" Okay " I replied to him
" First things first.., you have to focus. Focus on your your wolf side, communicate with it.., then become the wolf!"He said in a step by step manner giving a time gap with every statement he made
"Okay but you have to give me time" I said
"Okay, take your time"
" Here goes.."
I rehearse everything he said in my head
Firstly, I have to focus. I took deep breathes in and out
Now I have to focus on my wolf. I close my eyes and went deep into my head as I still continue taking deep breathes then after a little time, I felt it's presence,my wolf.
'Ok now communicate with it' I talked to myself. I went even deep in my head trying to like caught up with my wolf and talk to it.
I tried, and again, and again, I still couldn't communicate with it, I then took deeper breathes and told myself;'relax' . I freed my internal mind
After some minutes, finally I felt like I had gotten my wolf and I could actually hear it whisper in my ears.
It was almost like it was telling me to get ready.
Then I whispered to myself once more ' Become the wolf!'
The moment I said that to myself I begin to feel the bones in my body began to break and form back in all directions in my body
"The first time is always painful" Tony shouts down to me
I continue shifting and the bones in my body continue breaking and form back in all direction,I felt like I was going to die
"Ahhh! ahhh!!,oh fuck!! Oh God! " I shouted in pain but Tony tries to talk me out with his sweet words but I was fucky still feeling the damn pain,it was unbearable, the more I fight it, the more it hurts
"Don't fight it, let the pain in"
"I should let the pain in!!?" I shout at him
"That's the only way you can let the wolf in" He saids to me " Be the pain so you can be the wolf"
After a time duration of almost thirty minutes of unbearable unforgivable pain I transform into a bright pupple wolf with golden eyes.
"Okay now climb!" Tony says
I unhesitatingly climb the semi vertical walls and the building to the roof top with no difficulity.
I am at the roof top now with tony
"Wow! you look beautiful, and your eyes!!" He said
I transform back into my human form,it seems I have all the control of my wolf side now.
"Thank you" I said as I blushed. Now I was totally naked because I just transformed back into human
I gave Tony a very tight huge before he had the chance of saying another word.
I think I have fallen for him, but I don't know if he feels the same,I have no clue how am going to tell him or when.
Wait a second, now is the time, the atmosphere is romantic, the chemistry between me and him is brilliant and he just called me beautiful there's no way he doesn't feel the same, and plus am naked. Now is the time. I said to myself as I quited the tight hug and kissed him on his lips with the speed of time, he cut the kiss
"What was that for" He said with a low and romantic tone of voice and a red face to me with a surprised look at me but in a good way.
I heavily blushed.
"That's for being being such a great mentor" I say, and gave him a second kiss
" And that's for saving my life the other day" I said and gave him another kiss
" That's for always being there for me" I then gave him a last and final kiss making it slower and deeper
"That's cause I love you" I say to him with emotion in my voice,he doesn't give a reply immediately,his lips and face full off kisses,he stare deep into my eyes with a red face and then he slowly kisses me back, we share a long deep romantic kiss
"I'm in love with you too!" He replied back to my statement. I could feel butterflies in my stomach as we slowly kissed once more.
Are we forgetting the fact that I was still naked, so you know what's coming next, that's right,we did it. It was the most pleasurable night of my life.
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Tony and I had gone our seperate ways now.
I jump down of the high roof top with my wolf form,it seems to hurt less now jumbing from somewhere as high as a roof top down to the ground, but my wolf didn't even feel it. I am so glad Tony had taught me how to shift, and I am also even more glad that I finally told him my feeling and we share our first kiss and my first kiss.
I go back to the she-wolves room where I came from. I entered and noticed everyone was still far asleep. I went to my bed,rab myself in the bed shit to cover myself, I press my head on my pillow but this time I am happy and there's no sad feelings coming up. What will I really have done without Tony, it's like the goddesses gave him to me to fill the gap of the loses in my life. I am so glad he saved me and we got to know eachother.
I prepare to sleep, when I hear sound around me like someone was behind me. my hearings has really gotten better now.
I look back and see this girl about my age and height, she had pupple hair,dark eyes and she looks nice..
"Hey" She said. "Can I join you?" she said with a smile to me
I was really shock that someone even came up to me from this quarter because I expect that my sisters would do their job and paint my name successfully
"Hi, Yes sure you can" I said with a friendly smile to her too
"Hey, my name is Tana" She said with a friendly gesture while sitting on my bed her legs crossed
" Nice to meet you Tana am Lupe" I replied to her
" Okay,so you are new here" She asked but that wasn't a smart question because everyone already knows I just came here tonight, but I played alone anyways
"Yes I am, just came here tonight" I say with a friendly face to her
"You didn't interact with anyone you just lied on the bed and slept off" She said with a face that showed that she cared
"Yeah, because I know my sisters had already made me look like a villian to others so what's the point of trying to make new friends
"Ohhh yeah that's true"
"So my sister really did do that to me right, didn't they" I asked immediately
"Yep. worst than your imagination"
" what did they say"
" Oh umm, their said things like, you were the reason her mum left your dad, umm.. that you poisoned their only brother's mother because you were jealous, that their was a time you tried to kill them all with wolfsbane, and the only reason the Alpha wants to see you is because of your wrong doings and other horrible things. " She explained
" Wow she really told you guys all those lies, I wasn't even born when their mother left my father, I wasn't yet born as well when my dad's second wife died, I am my father's last child and my mother was the last wife of him so how then will that be possible. and why the fuck will I attempt to poison my own family with wolfsbane! "I said in angry, those statements really turned me on and change my mood
" Yeah she told the rest of the girls that, and they all believe her" she said
" Except you? " I asked
" I've learnt to not follow what someone say about someone else because it's more believable to see the reality of that person instead, so no I didn't believe her, I knew she was lying and I know how step simblings behave, I do have one" She said, her words were like music to my ears because she was so right and her mindset was brilliant
"Oh wow. I'm impressed that's really good to know" I say with a comfortable smile to her, she returned the smile.
" Okay I should be going back to bed now" She say
"Yh me too"
"Yeah I could see you just came back from a wolf-run so you really need it" She say. It seems she knows I went out, but played dumb all these while. I really like her mindset. I will really love to be friend with her
"I would really love to be friends with you" I say giving her an assuring smile " We will see tomorrow then" she replied. She leaves my bed and returned back to her quarter of the room and begin to sleep.
I also call it a day as I sleep happily
I seems I have begin to forget about my parent's death.