"Being popular is troublesome." said Sofie, she now holds Sebastian's shirt tightly as if afraid of something.
Sebastian realized that Sofie was a little frightened, he stopped taking this as a joke and began to look seriously at Sofie.
"Why do you think that way?"
Sofie was still silent as if afraid of something, she clutched Sebastian's clothes tightly, as if hoping that the fear would disappear.
After a few minutes, Sofie inhaled and looked at Sebastian, but that look was not the cheerful face as before.
Sofie quickly once again changed to her cold mode.
"The answer is simple, do you know the feeling of being too idolized?"
"No, basically people don't even know my name."
"Huh," Sofie dispelled a rough breath and removed her hand from Sebastian's shirt.
Sofie looked at Sebastian, he began to tell him some stories of his past.
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Auliana Sofie, since childhood she has been endowed with a model-like face. She is already beautiful, white, and easily charms people.
But whether, she enjoys her's life as a person surrounded by awe?
The answer is no. Auliana Sofie's beauty is too bright, everyone always praises her and wants her.
At the time of elementary school, Auliana Sofie was invited by several people to become idols, or something. But Sofie reject it.
"I don't want to be popular, I just want to live a normal life." That's what she said as an excuse.
It's not that Sofie hates grace from God and is ungrateful, Auliana Sofie just thinks that this is a bringer of disaster.
Because of this face, she gets a lot of jealousy from the citizens, although many idolize Sofie, but of course many also hate her. That is the social reality, no matter how good someone is, there must still be those who hate it.
And Sofie knew that fact when she was in junior high school, more precisely when she was in 8th grade.
At that time, Sofie's peaceful and joyful life slowly changed. Her growing up, of course, makes some bad people glance at her, many evil actions await.
Sofie has also been accused by her's friend of being a prostitute just because, her friend's boyfriend likes her.
Sofie had actually tried to resist love and stay away from the boyfriend, but the boyfriend of her friend was very stubborn. She kept trailing and chasing after her, this frightened Sofie a bit. For the first time, Sofie was afraid of the beautiful face itself.
It was the first time Sofie was followed by someone, many flirtatious eyes were staring at her, many people confest to her, many people tried to get close just to take advantage of Sofie's face, they used Sofie to get to know cooler guys.
At that age Sofie realized the calm of fake people.
She also lost a close friend because some of her friends were jealous because she had many men who liked her, the boyfriends of her friends also slowly cheated. And after that Sofie finally realized that her friend was slowly walking away and lost.
Luckily, Sofie still has a loyal friend by her side. Sofie's faithful friend was named Zila Yahla' Or often called Zila.
Zila still wants to be close to Sofie even though after that incident Sofie has begun to be unusual.
She no longer laughs and becomes a cold person, but Zila realizes that whatever Sofie is, it is still Sofie. It won't change.
Until finally Sofie had set foot in high school, and it was the same unchanged. Many men approach her, many hypocritical women try to get close to her just to have a better man.
Sofie's nature slowly became cold, quiet, and calm. Besides, Sofie is shy that won't change, but she's tired of everything.Sofie has given up on public relations.
During the two years she was in high school nothing changed, Sofie actually got worse, Sofie became afraid of people's eyes. Those eyes that judged and shunned her, those eyes that looked with depraved lust were all in Sofie's brain.
In the third class, Sofie has received countless statements of love, Sofie also realizes that people only want to be with her because of her beautiful face, she believes that if she is not born beautiful, maybe everyone avoids her.
Until she finally knew Sebastian, it was no more appropriate to meet him again. Although Sebastian forgot about his first meeting with Sofie, this girl could not have forgotten him.
Maybe Sebastian is a little different, but Sofie knows Sebastian very well.
Sebastian is very different from other men, he never tries to confest her, and approaching her, he doesn't even seem too idolized by Sofie.
This shows that Sebastian never saw Sofie from her's face. That's what she thought.
Sofie is more and more interested in Sebastian, there is not a day that passes when she doesn't think about it, she really wants to get close to Sebastian and even she spends a lot of money to look attractive in front of Sebastian even though Sebastian still doesn't look at her, but that fact makes Sofie even more happy, meaning Sebastian really doesn't see her from his face.
But what if he doesn't accept it like everyone else? How about Sebastian is the same? It was that thought that made Sofie stop stepping to get closer.
As months passed, she began to give up on pursuing Sebastian, fearing that Sebastian himself hated her
To this day Sofie finally finds Sebastian's book, in her drawer.
"Isn't this Sebastian's?" She asked himself in class.
Out of curiosity Sofie opened the book and read, until it was finished. She blushed with shame, she didn't expect Sebastian to know so many things about her.
"Wait, where did he know this much about me?" Sofie's cheeks turned red even more, her heart kept beating.
It may be scary when viewed from someone else's point of view, but Sofie is actually happy. At least Sebastian, the person he considered different, knew about him.
Hope appears little by little, she believes that Sebastian and her can get close.
Tap!
Tap!
Someone walked up the stairs, Sofie was a little nervous because she realized someone was coming.
'Does anyone want to come?'
' what should I do? I'm scared.'
Now that Sofie is so scared, she is more precisely afraid of men's eyes. Many men were staring coquettishly at her, teasing her, confest with her, Sofie gradually began to get angry and irritated. There was even once an almost touching her's important asset.
All of that made Sofie almost crazy, anyone would be scared after experiencing that event.
Now that Sofie is scared, she's a meter. In the quiet afternoon, she could have met a man who had such bad intentions that day.
But thoughts are just negative thoughts, she met Sebastian and was face to face for a few seconds.
Sofie smiled sweetly, even though men approached her, but she did not experience any fear of Sebastian, she felt that Sebastian was a special person who had indeed come to change her miserable life.
She smiled and strode closer to Sebastian.