people need to accept reality it is not the same old world now, In the next morning I tried to go out to bring some food to stock it and the main reason is to find the way back home, the museum has a lot of people like 200 or even 300 person and it not like there is no one that can fight or go out they just scared to go out alone, I tried to find some people from inside the temporary camp that can go and fight with me, i preferred someone without a family and the same age like me, I have now three guns with mine is four and some smoke grenades and knifes, of course I will not give my guns to no one till I trust them, or that was what they think there's no trust in this times, After we woke up I give the one's that volunteered a knifes or some iron sticks that I found, we started with the nearby stores to search for some food, i wanted to give it to my teacher so i will leave them alone and of course i need clothes everything is free now i can take anything i want this is the type of freedom that i want now power is everything, we found some zombies but everything went smoothly it was not even a week but there's a lot of zombies I was right i need to get out of this place with a lot of people in the end problem will start with no good leader in the group, when we got back I was looking for my teacher to tell her that i am leaving and give her some useful stuff, there was people fighting and the teacher between them trying to calm down the fight, sigh good people always end up dying first, i helped her then I decided to give the teacher a hand gun for her safety i know she will not use it but at least she got something for her safety if they didn't stole it from her, After that in the early morning I collected my stuff and when I was leaving i saw the people some of them want to came with me and the others want me to stay, after looking at them just the thought that my family are like that in this world alone it needed for me to hurry up, I looked at them
"I have family and friends too"
, the first thing that I had to do after leaving was to collect more canned food, medicine and a map the gps in not working, I searched a lot of areas and collected stuff till I got no place in the trunk, then the second thing it to go to my house where is my brother the problem is I don't know where the f*ck am I, i saw a market it was in the perfect time because the night was coming, i was suspicious no zombie or person around I grabbed my weapons locked the car and entered the market, I was in guard nothing happened I got food for dinner nothing happened is there really no one here, after I decides to find a place to sleep I searched the market completely to make sure no one is there but the security room was locked and i didn't want to force the door and open it because it will make a lot of noises i don't want a wave of zombies right now, when I was leaving I heard someone talking I said who's there no one answered me, they're definitely people inside, I said
"in three I am going to break the door 1...2.."
a voice of man came from the inside
" wait wait don't break it we will open the door"
in the moment that they opened the door Another person behind him hit me with a f*cking baseball bat, f****ck it hurts like hell luckily i block it with my hand i got really angry i hit his nose in that moment of anger blood started flowing everyone panicking screaming scared,
"shut the f*ck up the zombies will gather here with all this noises do you want to die"
after everyone calmed a little i told them
" listen here I don't give a shit about you I will stay here the night, tomorrow I will leave so don't get close to me or things will get really bad between us"
they nodded there head i noticed the man glaring at me with evil eyes, i went down to the first floor the blood was all over me from his nose and my arm, i think i got soft with him hmm do i need to kill him or not, i got surprised that I had the thought of killing someone and a living human on that , when I was cleaning my wound a girl come down looking for me the first thing she saw was the gun pointing to her head
"what do you want"
she left her arms
"i got some aid kit for you"
"what about the guy that was with you his nose is broke"
"there is a doctor with him so he is okay"
"yeah i guess for now"
of course I will kill him if he come to take my life, so I grabbed bandage I couldn't do it with one hand she helped me, the gun is in my other hand one wrong move and I blow her up, i think my inner thoughts are winning over my calm and peaceful mask personality that i put for a long time, after she finished she didn't went back, it was annoying she was crying and telling me stories, like girl I don't care about you, right now I got a lot in my head i said
"hey what do you want? Say it straight"
" i want to go with you"
"hell nah why I would take you with me did you even killed a person or a zombie before"
she said
"no I didn't but I can keep you company the night"
f***ck this girl is stupid and naive I ignored her but i guess everything changes with time who knows a girl will tell me this, then i tried reading the map its complicated, shit like that I hate them suddenly she said
" oh I know how to read maps, can I try"
I told here where I want to go and she draw the line to the destination
"you did good thanks, now get back let me sleep"
of course I didn't sleep I got some f*cking maniac that want to kill me who knows what he's up to