"xx year xx month xx day, I think I fell in love with her, but she fell for someone else."
"Mud cannot reach the clouds in the sky, I returned to my birth father's home, hoping to stand in a place where I could touch her."
At that time, Lin Gantang was casting aside all to chase after Gu Zhichuan.
"xx year xx month xx day, Gu Zhichuan did not warm her, I was insanely jealous of the love she had for others, I wanted to treat her well, but I had no right."
He waited from a distance, gentle and restrained.
The diary flipped to last year, where he wrote:
"I want to leave this place, not because I am betraying this affection, but because I want to leave the restaurant I often go to, the seat I often sit in, no longer disturbing the person I often miss."
"She does not belong to me, I just wish she wouldn't frown in annoyance at the sight of me."
The diary abruptly ended, and he went abroad during her wedding, locking his love inside a safe, leaving it in this familiar city.