Sometimes you don't realize things you do. Like you don't realize if it's the last time you'll ever get to see a loved one, or the last time you get to hug your best friend. Or the last day before everything changes. It could be good, amazing even, but it could also be very bad, sometimes horrifying, where you feel lost and afraid… If I could turn back time, I would. If I could erase my history I would have done it long ago. However that is just a fantasy, nothing can change my reality. Nothing. But maybe if I share my story, what happened just before the horrors… Just maybe… you will chose more wisely a path than I. So listen, listen closely, we must start from the before.