A few weeks had passed since the whole Kakashi, Hazuna, Asuma drama. As much as Hazuna wanted to believe that everything was alright, it wasn't so. Kakashi was acting distant. It wasn't that he wanted to, he didn't even realise he was doing it. They just... ended up not talking as much as they did, despite acting like nothing was wrong.
Hazuna : Hey, Kakashi.
Hazuna walked over to him on her way to Tsunade.
Kakashi : Hello.
He said, kind of politely. No other words were exchanged.
Hazuna felt a sense of frustration and anger at this. Kakashi was the one person she had gotten close to after Itachi. Losing him, gradually drifting apart from him was not in her plan and she hated it.
Tsunade had noticed this too. She didn't want to push them to be together but both of them made a great team, and she didn't want that to change. She sent them on a few missions together too but that didn't seem to have any effect.
Kakashi and Hazuna walked out of her office after being assigned yet another mission together.
Kakashi : We leave tomorrow at 6.
He said, beginning to walk away when Hazuna held his wrist to stop him.
Hazuna : Did I do something wrong?
She asked.
Kakashi : Uh no, why?
He replied.
Hazuna : Oh come on, Kakashi. Nothing is the same.
She said.
Kakashi : You think so?
Hazuna : I know so. And you know it's true.
He began to walk away, saying nothing was wrong but she followed him till they were out on the street.
Hazuna : What did I do?
She asked again.
Kakashi : Nothing, you did nothing.
He kept his anger at bay. He didn't wanna let the Asuma thing affect him but it was, and he wasn't able to repress his feelings like he usually did. So, he started walking away again.
Hazuna : Stop walking away from me! Why are you being like this?
She asked, as they entered a more abandoned lane.
Kakashi : Hazuna.
He said as calmly as possible.
Kakashi : Please, stop. Don't make me say anything I will regret.
Hazuna : No!
She replied, stopping him by holding his arm.
Hazuna : No, I won't stop! Tell me why. Is it because of Asuma?
Kakashi snapped at the mention of Asuma's name.
Kakashi : YES HAZUNA, IT'S ABOUT HIM. THANK YOU FOR FINALLY REALISING!
He yelled. Hazuna was taken aback, to say the least. She never saw him so visibly angry. Hell, she never saw him yell.
Hazuna : I am sorry, Kakashi-
Kakashi : I know.
He cut her off.
Kakashi : I know I said it was okay. That everything was fine. Guess what, it isn't.
Hazuna : WHY, KAKASHI?!
It was Hazuna's turn to yell now.
Hazuna : IF YOU SAID IT WAS OKAY, WHY CAN'T EVERYTHING BE OKAY- Ah!
She was caught off guard by Kakashi pinning her to the wall of a building they were close to.
No one was around. He was dangerously close to her, looking straight into her eyes. She could feel his breath on her neck through his mask.
He suddenly punched the wall behind her, making her flinch at the movement. A visible crack formed where his fist had been.
Kakashi : Damn it Hazuna, don't you get it?
He said in a slightly shaky voice.
Kakashi : I like you. Not as my student, or a teammate, or my friend. As something very very different. I fell for you hard and it just fucking hurts sometimes. That's all.
Hazuna didn't know what she had expected but it wasn't this. She felt her body go numb and mind go blank. She had no idea whatsoever how to react.
"He....he...he shares your feelings. Say something. SAY ANYTHING, HAZUNA! FORM A FUCKING WORD. TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM.", she scolded herself, but her body didn't respond.
Kakashi felt his heart get heavier from disappointment at her lack of reaction.
"So, she doesn't feel the same way, huh?"
Kakashi : I am sorry.
He said, softening his tone and moving away from her.
Kakashi : I am sorry, I didn't mean to get angry. I will just.... go.
Hazuna : No, Kakashi wait..
She whispered.
Kakashi : It's okay. I understand.
He said, walking away.
Hazuna wanted to go after him. Desperately. He had to know how she felt.
After her legs regained some kind of sensation, she pulled herself together to chase after him.
Kakashi fled from the lane they were in, not knowing what to think. He ran all the way to his house, trying to get his mind off of her.
"Wow, I really fucked up by telling her, huh? Great, she hates me now.", he thought, taking out an 'Icha Icha' book in an attempt to cheer himself up.
He couldn't deny that telling her took a weight off his shoulders but at the same time, he couldn't help but wonder if she hated him now.
Meanwhile Hazuna ran haywire, her IQ suddenly dropping to zero as she looked around the village without checking the most obvious place Kakashi was bound to be. His own fucking house.
She got there eventually, almost not believing what feelings do to the brain as she walked into Kakashi's house slowly, cautiously.
She saw him sitting on his bed cross legged, head buried in a book as usual. He had taken off his jonin vest and headband, and was wearing a black sleeveless shirt which extended to form his mask. His hair fell over his face, hiding his dull expression.
Hazuna : Kakashi.
She said slowly, making him put down the book he was reading and look at her expectantly.
She walked towards him, unsure of what she was doing herself as she climbed on the bed. She shifted his book away from him and seated herself close enough to him till they were just centimetres apart.
Kakashi : Hazuna...
He whispered for no reason.
She brought a hand to his face, caressing his cheek, tracing the scar across his eye with her thumb. God, she'd wanted to do that for the longest time.
Hazuna : You have a bad habit of running away from me.
She whispered.
Kakashi : Hazu-
Hazuna : Please just let me get this out, Kakashi.
He closed his eyes, leaning into her touch and letting out a deep breath.
Hazuna : Do you think..
She began, her other hand shifting to the edge of his mask.
Hazuna : ..that it's possible to fall in love with a face you have never seen?
He wrapped one arm around her waist, pulling her closer till she was sitting in his lap.
Hazuna : Because..
She continued, pushing some of his hair out of his face.
Hazuna : When I look at you, I don't think there is anything.... more possible.
She pulled his mask down slowly. And he wasn't about to stop her. For a minute, she just stared at him, taking in his features. She'd dreamed of what he would look like. But, there was no word to describe his face except. Flawless.
"So, this is why he covers his face up. Cause if he didn't, everyone would die of how hot he is. Ah, I get it now. He is actually protecting the village. How noble."
She pressed her forehead to his as his hands remained around her waist tightly.
Hazuna : I fell for you just as hard, Hatake Kakashi.
His mouth parted at the statement and he couldn't form a word. He never thought that she would ever feel the same, he was her former teacher after all.
He sighed in relief, his lips forming a smile as he realised what she'd just said.
"Oh my god, I wanna kiss her."
Kakashi : You did?
He asked, raising an eyebrow.
Hazuna : I have wanted to do this forever now.
She said, wrapping her arms around his neck.
Kakashi : Do what?
Hazuna : This.
She replied by crashing her lips into his, kissing him like there was no tomorrow. He kissed back, holding her hips tightly.
It was a hungry kiss, aggressive, desperate, one that probably made you forget about all your problems.
They pulled away finally, trying to catch their breath.
Kakashi : Wow.
He breathed.
Hazuna : Yeah.
She replied, smirking just a little.
Kakashi : You are mine.
He whispered, kissing her again.
Hazuna : I am.
Kakashi : You are only fucking mine.
He whispered, pulling her into a kiss again.
This kiss was more intense, and Hazuna found herself tempted to slip her tongue into his mouth. But, he beat her to it.
{ Lemon warning }
She moaned slightly, beginning to move her hips against him. He pulled away from the kiss briefly, breathing heavily before shifting his lips to her neck.
He sucked on it aggressively, making her gasp at the sensation.
Hazuna : Ka...kashi.
She moaned, as his hands shifted to her top, taking it off. She did the same, pulling his shirt over his head.
She admired his incredibly toned torso for a few seconds, biting her lip. His hand found her ass, caressing it lightly before suddenly giving it a squeeze.
Hazuna : Ah, what the-
She was interrupted by a harsh slap coming down on her ass.
Kakashi : It's rude to stare, Hazuna.
He mocked, smirking. His hand stayed where it was, threatening to spank her again.
Surprised by his sudden dominance, Hazuna pushed him, hoping to make him lay back on the bed but he didn't budge. Instead, he came down on her ass again.
Kakashi : Did you think that was gonna work?
He asked in a rather husky voice.
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Yo~
Finally updated, I know!
Haha, I hope you all liked this one! This chapter was special.
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