Neha (POV)
I know he is trying to make me happy, but after what he's done, does he think I will be happy? Does he think that after making me break up with a man I have loved for years, taking me to eat something nice will make me happy?
Even though I am feeling a little hungry, I don't know why I'm not that sad about breaking up with Ali, the man I loved for years. My tears fell, but my heart doesn't feel anything for Ali. Why? Why is this happening to me?
It seems that I've fallen in love with Edward and was just angry with him for hitting an innocent man. No, no, it's not possible. But then, why do I feel happy with Edward?
I think I've fallen in love with him. No, no, I need to control myself. I will never fall in love with him. Yes, never. He destroyed my life, not only by forcing me to marry him, but also by raping me. I can't love him.
It has been a month
I and Ali has been separated
and Edward did not force me again
and I go to his office now and work there
but we go there together
I want to go alone but sigh he never listens to me not only we go to the office together
we came home together too
Well, now I can clearly say I've fallen in love with him. I don't know why; it just happened. Even though he forced me, I can see that he loves me sincerely and that he regrets raping me. He has also asked for my forgiveness, but of course, I won't forgive him so easily. He needs to suffer the pain I suffered. I've also started talking to his family.
In two days, his company is organizing a party for their new product promotion. Today, I will go shopping with Edward. We sleep in the same bed, and sometimes he hugs me, thinking that I'm sleeping. But I don't push him away. I feel comfortable, and I also feel warmth that I haven't felt since my family died.
I got up and saw it was only 5 a.m. Likewise, I wanted to get up, but Edward was holding me tightly from behind, as if I were going to leave him alone. I turned my face to the other side and started to look at Edward carefully. This is the first time I've seen Edward this close. His face is perfect, and his hair... I touched it lightly. It's so soft. I want to touch it more.
As I was staring at his face and touching his hair, he suddenly opened his eyes.
"Honey, how long do you want to stare at me and touch me?"
I said looking at him without realizing
... all my life...
Then I realized he opened his eyes
I close my eyes with my hand and never say I don't want to see you In my life
He said, "Honey, but I'm feeling sad." And then I felt a weight above me. I opened my eyes and saw Edward above me. When I opened my eyes, he started kissing my neck.
"What are you doing, Edward? Please get away from me."
He asked in a seductive voice, "Don't you want it?"
I said, "No, no, I don't want it."
He replied, "Really? But I want it."
Sigh, it's my fault today. I woke up this tiger. But please be gentle.
He said, "Okay, I will be gentle, honey." Then he looked into my eyes and asked, "Do you love me, honey?"
Yes, I think I've started to love you. I don't know when it started. I didn't want to fall in love with you, but I can't control my feelings. It feels like I will die if I don't tell you about my feelings. Promise me you will never leave me and never force me to do anything I don't want to do.
He had tears in his eyes. This is the first time I've seen tears in his eyes. "Okay, honey, okay. I promise I will never force you to do anything you don't want to do. I will always love you and support you."
Then we started kissing each other. This was the first time I responded to his kiss. We kissed each other for at least five minutes. After that, he started kissing me all over my body. After he was done, he grabbed my breasts and squeezed them harshly.
"Edward, it hurts."
"Sorry, honey, I lost control. I won't do it again." Then he started licking and sucking my nipples and thrusting one finger inside me.
"Ahh," I moaned loudly. "Gently, Edward, please."
"Oh, sorry, sorry." Then he thrust in one more finger.
I moaned again. (ahhhh) (now you all know what happend next)
and friends novel does not end yet some twists are still leftđđ