Raven looked at her and stroked her hair, smiled and said " Because i have six unique abilities that at the end of every liftime i would awaken one of these abilities and gain little bit of knowledge about how to use them and die after awakening these abilities.
"I named this lifetime as six awakening."
"Even my body would completely disappear from that world. so I would seal my memories so as to not overwhelm my mind in the next life. The seal would unseal itself when i turn seventeen years. so it would be little easy to cope with the knowledge of last life."
"In every lifetime two things would remain common, That is i wasn't able to cultivate and would be an orphan." after listening to this both Ellane and Aria's eyes became moist but they continued to listen to Raven or they might miss something.
" People mocked me because i wasn't able to cultivate and called me trash, Because i wasn't able to cultivate while everyone can cultivate and use magic. I ignored them because i knew even if i argued with them i won't be able to cultivate."
"So once the seals are undone I won't try to cultivate but try to learn different things such as formations,Runes,Alchemy and many other things. I studied these in depth but i also always practiced swords. Even without energy because I wasn't able to cultivate, I still created a sword technique."
"On my fourth life i was chased by some cult because a person who can't use energy are very rare they wanted of experiment on body and find out it's cause, I was on the run for most of the fourth life but i was never caught by them and I almost annihilated their entire organization using Runes and Formation usin some energy sources.
"After knowing that they weren't able to capture me they gave up but i hunted them down and killed almost everyone of them. After that no one bothered me and I kept learning new things about runes, formations, and alchemy."
"Each lifetime i kept learning different things about runes, formation, and Alchemy and i would explore some ruins which i can clear using only runes and formations."
"Why didn't you use your unique abilities when your life was in danger?"suddenly Aria asked.
"Haha I would have also liked to use my abilities" Raven chuckled.
"Wait don't tell me you weren't able to use them?" said Aria
"Yes! i wasn't able to use them and only after i experience all the six awakening i would be able to use them in this life." Raven said with a rueful smile.
"Many of the times I almost died but i was able to survive by my hair's breath. But I still held on because i knew for all the suffering that I was going then i will be rewarded so I held on. Every life i would be born in other universes. And I tried to learn as much as possible from that universe and explore before my hundredth birthday."
On my sixth awakening I was really happy even though i was dying, Because i will be able to cultivate in my next life." Raven said and looked at his mother as sister anxiously.
Raven clenched is fist because he was afraid that his mother and sister would hate him, But when he looked at them smiling at hum lovingly he almost cried but he held it and asked " you guys don't hate me?"
Both Ellane and Aria looked at each other and laughed, Raven seeing them was confused and asked " why are you two laughing"
"Why will i hate my own beloved son" said ellane and aria said " And why will i hate my beloved brother."
Listening to them the tear which he had held up came pouring and he hugged them tightly.
'You have suffered, more this time we won't let any harm come to you.' Both Ellane and Aria swore inwardly.
They knew Raven didn't tell them that he was all alone in every lifetime because no one wants to be friends with those who can't cultivate. So both Ellane and Aria swore to give all the love they can.
Even before Raven fell unconscious his relationship with Ellane and Aria was not that of a normal mother and sister.
After some time Ellane asked something that's been bugging her for quite some time" so what was that energy that surrounded before your whole body before you woke up, Was it one of your abilities."
"Ah yes that energy was from one of my three attributes and the last one to awaken." Said Raven and continued " What that attribute is I also don't know all i know from the knowledge i got after awakening is that, It has great healing ability it also has other uses but i will have to explore that myself."