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Chapter 4 - I always think about you

I didn't understand the other Riyuzaki. The dark Riyuzaki. He seemed so powerful, so in control. Despite what I had said up on the roof-top, I think I prefer that Riyuzaki to this virgin. So, I couldn't help but feel hurt when I worked out that it was really an act. Then what was that thing in his note about changing?

'I don't want to hide any more, but I won't be able to change right away.'

What did that mean? Didn't he just change instantly? More like, it wasn't the real Riyuzaki I was talking to in the first place, so wouldn't a better word be revert?

Well, this virgin is pretty stupid after all. Maybe he tried and failed to glue the events of yesterday and tomorrow together. Maybe I should have thought a little more before accepting to join the documentary.

"Minami-san…"

Virgin was about to say something when, I got a message saying my parents had come to pick me up.

"Never mind. I'll see you tomorrow, Vir- I mean, Riyuzaki!"

Riyuzaki watched me with his mouth slightly open and a sad expression on his face. I wonder if I bullied him too much. Virgin Riyuzaki must be the only person in this school that I really think more of a loser than I am.

"Guys I got a new boyfriend."

"Good for you Remi!"

"Isn't that the second one this week?"

"Well~ It's the second new one, third if you include that guy I dumped on Monday. This one is an absolute weirdo~"

"What did he do?!"

I leaned over and encouraged Remi, who rarely needed encouragement for this kind of thing. She then went on to talk about all the erotic things that they had done together already. Surprisingly, she had a strange ability to make situations like that come to life and had even the usually cool headed Kimiko blush and squirm.

As usual, inserted myself as Remi and Takada as the boyfriend, but, for some reason I wasn't really feeling it. When I thought about Takada, all that came to me was his reply to my confession 'I don't think that it would work out.' I couldn't imagine him or the virgin doing anything to me in the situations that Remi described. One wasn't interested in me and the other was to chicken to do anything.

Suddenly, he came into it. Pushing past the other two, the dark Riyuzaki he walked up to me. I was shirtless had honey flowing down my hot breasts. I tied to pushing him back.

"Minami-san, you are very self-conscious aren't you?"

"Riyuzaki, stop!"

"Minami-san, I think you are misunderstanding something here."

He grabbed my hands and forced them into submission. I closed my eyes, and waited… But nothing happened. When I opened them again, Remi's story had ended and I was back in the cafeteria. What is with that guy? Did did he want? Why does he go so far and then stop?

But wait, does that mean that I didn't want him to stop? If that dark Riyuzaki tried to do something like that, would I be ok with it?

"Mi-chan, did something happen with Riyuzaki yesterday?"

"No, nothing at all!"

"Yeah, I thought so. He looks cute, but he acts like a total virgin~ Hey, you aren't going out, right? Maybe I'll fix him up a bit."

As always, Minami had a the ability to say the most annoying things. Usually, I could keep my cool, but this time-

"Keep your hands off him you bitch!"

I ended up breaking character in front of them for the first time.

When I said that, the table went quiet. If it were anyone else I'm sure that, Remi would have just dismissed this with some bad mouthing of her own. But she seemed to have a some kind of weakness when it came to her chose friends.

"I'm sorry…"

She started to cry and not quietly either, like a little girl. Even over her annoying remarks and her lack of awareness, this sensitivity made her extremely hard to deal with.

Kimiko and I took Remi to the toilet to clean up. While we waited outside Kimiko said something, unexpected. I expected her to scold me and tell me to apologise to Kimiko, but…

"Mi-chan, I think I like it better when it's just the two of us."

Even when I thought about for a little bit, I couldn't really understand what she was saying. Despite everything, even I found Remi a precious friend. Was Kimiko saying that we should ditch her, in this situation?

"Ki-chan!"

I grabbed her by the arm and pulled her closer, but she still wouldn't look at me.

"Just forget what I said…"

"I can't… Do really feel that way?"

She leaned in closer and looked me in the with her crystal black eyes.

"Yes, I always think about you."

Then she leaned forward and pressed her lips against mine.

Huh, what was this situation?