I'm Not Going With You, You Bully Me in Your Dreams
What he meant by getting points as fast as possible, naturally was to enter more quests after this.
The first thing Chi Yu thought after the white fog descended was to search for Gu Wen Qiao, the second was to ask if Gu Wen Qiao was okay- all that time, he did not even have the time to ask anything important, and lost the chance to question him from the beginning—— perhaps it should be said that once he saw this big fog right after coming out from the game, his brain's subconscious reaction practically pushed the questioning to the very back.
Right now, his back faced Gu Wen Qiao, and felt a bit curious inside.
"Um, Gu Wen Qiao..."
Chi Yu's hands were extending out, his finger gripped the joints to relieve the nervousness in his heart, "If we're not friends, what are we?"
Chi Yu was extremely looking forward to that answer, if it was said before this, he was still very mad at Gu Wen Qiao's denial, then at this moment, with nervous feelings, he questioned with an idea about that answer, "You tell me, what kind of relationship do we have?"
The surrounding fog dispersed with them in the middle, oddly leaving just like how it did when this fog came.
Gu Wen Qiao looked at Chi Yu's back figure, and looked at that neck beneath the pitch-black hair ends as well as those smooth shoulder lines. In truth, after all these days, in those complicated dreams, Gu Wen Qiao's consciousness became clearer and clearer, in the very beginning, he only possessed a fervent instinct and some fragmented memories.
He chased after Chi Yu's whereabouts for that many centuries on this planet, and each time, Chi Yu's death would be a kind of severe strike on him—— this meant that Chi Yu would rather die than be willing to be together with him again, and it was hard for him to catch the other person's soul, and thus would have to undergo a new search.
The words he spoke were actually not completely absolute.
—— He certainly dreamt of writing words on a smooth back.
But in truth, he distinctly remembered how that back shook, fragrant with dripping sweat, he used a sweet-smelling juice on top of that to write those—— words that Chi Yu once taught him.
He knew that was Chi Yu.
He had no way of saying it out loud, so when Chi Yu asked him, he subconsciously could only say this. As for what happened after this, he dreamt that Chi Yu kissed him, then hugged him to sleep... he was unable to say these out loud even more.
He did not know how to answer Chi Yu, as though human vocabulary was unable precisely describe—— or perhaps he still did not understand the meaning of those vocabulary enough. Each time Chi Yu's physical bodies died, Gu Wen Qiao's mentality would intensely be affected along with it, in the many generations in the past, Nya thought of everything to get him to sleep.
And now, Chi Yu asked him this question.
"What kind of relationship are we in?"
It was the first time he could make contact with Chi Yu like this, before, they had never been like now... no matter if it was in the elder gods' domain or in the palace he slept later, they had never been like this.
How could he ever know they could hold hands, could kiss, could be fed strange food.
He never knew either, turns out, it could not be him walking towards Chi Yu, but instead, Chi Yu walking towards him.
But how should he answer?
In this instant, the romantic words Gu Wen Qiao memorized in the process of mimicking humans all seemed a bit shallow now. Those beautiful words and poems that would bring people to tears long already turned into a kind of warped, distressed sentence, recorded down in the so-called romance handbook or beautiful expressions.
The first person to say tonight the moonlight is truly beautiful was wise, the first person to point out these words were a confession also had a kind of erudite and tender sentiment.
However, later on, everyone started using it profusely, making people detest them.
Not only this phrase, if the good things in this world were used so cheaply, then most of it would turn vulgar, just like a rose gradually unable to bear love, or girls' dress hems turning into a kind of frail dreg, but within all of these.
There were three words that must be the most most vulgar, and must have been used the most.
And Gu Wen Qiao, after deep thinking and pondering, still said these three words.
He actually did not know how to say it, he was unable to use a phrase to describe the feelings he had for Chi Yu, and was unable to describe it with certainty, he felt none of those were right, none of those were good.
He loved Chi Yu, and not just by the description of those phrases.
So he opened his mouth and said, "I love you."
These three words full of feelings were said out loud, perhaps He had stayed too long in the humans' world, thus, gradually got tainted with a bit of "something bad" from the humans- why would a god, an evil god no less, need feelings?
Their bodies perhaps should only exist with arrogance and wrath, or perhaps the mockery of something else...
Something like love, seemed like it should not appear on an evil god's body.
However, towards Chi Yu, Gu Wen Qiao felt attachment, intimacy, and also yearning.
And humans took these kinds of feelings created between two individuals, including emotions, as well as lust and endless feelings from the heart, and called it love.
After Gu Wen Qiao finished speaking, he very nervously looked at Chi Yu's back. Chi Yu did not turn around, and even slowly crouched down.
Gu Wen Qiao turned pale with fright, his face finally emerged with an emotion that displayed his inner feelings, at this time and moment, he did not understand any more than a child, he could only rashly crouch down, and extended out his hands wanting to hold Chi Yu, yet did not dare, so he immediately tried to remedy it, "I actually- I don't know! Don't go! If-if you run away again, I... I will... I will..."
He repeatedly said "I" again and again, but yet could not utter a single threat, he could only say, "Don't go, we can still go to the library, and the park too, are you not going to play with me anymore..."
The more Gu Wen Qiao spoke, the more worried he got. He still remembered at Bering Strait when Chi Yu resolutely swallowed in a gun and killed himself, he did not want to experience a new death of Chi Yu again—— even though death was not scary, he was not willing to be rejected by Chi Yu again.
If this time was still like that... if this time was going to be like that...
His brain uncontrollably started flashing by with scenes of Chi Yu killing himself again and again, in these scattered memories, he watched how a bundle of giant tentacles climbed into an abandoned castle, then started creating dolls... in the time of a hundred years, how this bundle of tentacles tried its best to pretend to be a person...
This wasn't any easier than humans trying their best to pretend to be ants.
If Chi Yu still rejected him.
He would not know if there was anything else he could do anymore.
Just at this moment, Chi Yu moved.
Chi Yu turned around, at this time, Gu Wen Qiao then saw Chi Yu completely red in the face, a pair of eyes extremely brightly looked at him, and both hands tightly hugged him.
"Me too!"
Gu Wen Qiao's hands were suspended in the air with a face of shock, his face was very itchy, his body was too, his skin was pretty much about to crack open, he panted a few times, the limbs did not know where it should be placed, and he stiffened his body, saying with disbelief, "Wh-what did you say?"
Chi Yu immediately lifted his head up, and fiercely kissed him, "I like you too!"
Gu Wen Qiao was kissed like this into a complete mess, blankly and idiotically looking at Chi Yu, and after Chi Yu excitedly kissed him, he also reddened his face not knowing what he should do too.
They seemed to have many, many things they could do, yet seemed like it would be fine if they didn't do anything too.
Simply having the two kneel down like this in the room, their heartbeats already intensely pulsed mutually in response.
Once the person-in-charge came looking, these two just got up from the floor, this big fog came in very oddly, like something ran out—— and the workers here did not want these two people to know what they were.
Comparing "some paranormal activity happened around you" and really seeing some strange things, naturally, the latter was more severe.
Red did not come to find them, so Chi Yu walked out with Gu Wen Qiao with some regret, then sat in a car, and got dropped down near the entrance of a subway.
Chi Yu touched his earlobes.
He looked at the subway entrance in front, he could ride the subway to go back home... or he could...
Anyways, Chi Yu did not move for a long while.
Gu Wen Qiao was also the same. After waiting for a few minutes, Gu Wen Qiao walked ahead, and slightly unnaturally said to Chi Yu, "Chi Yu, would you like to go back with m..."
Chi Yu bent over and got close to Gu Wen Qiao, and very quickly kissed him underneath the street lamps' white light, then turned and ran.
Gu Wen Qiao froze in his spot by his kiss, and after a while, called out for Chi Yu behind him, then wanted to give chase, and just at this time, Gu Wen Qiao's cellphone rang.
It was a message from Chi Yu.
「I'm not going with you, you bully me in your dreams. 」
「Isn't that right? Are you bullying me in your dreams? 」
Inside the subway station, after Chi Yu sent the message, he immediately locked the screen of the phone and clipped it between his legs, and did not dare to look at it at all, where was that side of him running off after kissing the person and even sending a message to flirt with him?
His cellphone vibrated once.
Chi Yu subconsciously lifted it up, his face emerged with a bit of hope and eagerness, but then immediately pressed it down, and thought with a red face, how would Gu Wen Qiao respond? What would he say...
Would he ask me why I said this? Or would he feel I am a bit too open... or perhaps, would he...
Chi Yu still flipped the phone over, and restrainedly put it a small distance away from his face, yet unbearably directly stared at it.
He saw the message Gu Wen Qiao sent.
「Sorry. 」
「I won't in the future. 」