Marilyn had told lies to Jake, expressing that winning would lead her to contemplate ending her life. However, in reality, she harbored a deep desire to continue living. Despite her tumultuous emotions, Marilyn still cared about her friends and caring mother. Her exaggerated statements to Jake stemmed from a sense of jealously, particularly since he had acquired a third girlfriend.
As Marilyn buried her face in the pillow, grappling with the impending sparring event, she wrestled with the need to craft an excuse to share with Jake afterward. The room filled with the weight of unspoken emotions as she contemplated the words she would choose to reveal her true feelings.
