His soft lips touched my mouth. His movements were so careful. His fingertips ran down my cheek and reached my breasts. I felt nervous, and my heart beat faster at that instant.
"May I?" He whispered in my ear. "You can stop at any time."
I couldn't tell if I was hallucinating or not, and I remember seeing Frade in my dream, but seeing Daley when I woke up. I don't know whether to refuse him. My heart is hesitating. But my body enjoyed his touch. He was so gentle that even his breathing was as pleasant as a gentle evening breeze.
He seemed to have a magic power that could melt my stone-like heart. He made me want s.ex again. A small flame was burning inside me, and if it was not put out in time, it would become a fire.
I knew it would burn not only my body, but all the memories of Frade in me.
But at this moment I just want to follow my feelings. I want him. I want s.ex. This desire has nothing to do with any morality, but I simply want him.