Villain will leave everything

Ch 1 how I became like this

Life is so complicated you have to race more than a million sperms grow up fight all the deseases get good grades in highschool and in college get a jop take care of your parents find a wife have children and then die with a lot of regrets but if you remove everything except birth and death than life is quite simple you live to a point until death awaits at your doorstep.

Something same happened to me but it was all taken from me some cheated on me some left me because of my choices and other cut me off but I learned an important lesson do not expect anything from anyone because if you expect a lover to love you it will hurt more when you know that your expectation was crumbled as the lover cheated on you same with everything but it didn't matter now as there was no one in my life to expect something now.

I live every day deppressed in my home playing games and doing nothing and when I mean doing nothing then I really mean it as I don't remember when I had last ate any food as I have no money

''ahhh this stupid game how is it possible that you die every single route''

The game I am playing is cephyrus wars when the game launched it was a complete boom on the internet everybody loved it because it was a mix of otome game with a hero and infinite choices yes infinite choices you can choose as many characters as wanted even a nobody with your choice you can become a commoner a nobel or a prince elderly or a new born you can be anyone in this game that is why people loved and that's why I started playing it and I fell in love with a character as he lived the same life like I am living it was dune orlack belonging from the orlack family he was a unique type of villain that can be a starting mini boss who harasses the heroin or he can can become the last boss of the game but there was a problem in the end of the story there was no way to keep him alive I tried 1998 times but he still couldn't survive he will die one way or another

''lets try one more time before doing suicide''

Yes I was fed up with my life but I wanted him to live that is why I still haven't fallen from the 10 th floor but I died again for the 1999 th time I was literally so angry that I would kill the game developers for such stupid settings

'' lets try one last time''

I tried to reload the game but somehow I started seeing darkness and I started to fall backwards I realized that I am going to die but I wanted to save him at least looks like I am going to die with one more regret.